Chapter 26: Chapter 26
Mandy POV
I woke up from a terrible headache. I got up and I massage my head temple. A hand gives me a glass of water. Then I realize I don't remember I have someone in my room last night.
I snap my head then a pair of blue eyes meet me. His face is moist and his eyes are all red indicating that he cried. He has a dark circle around his eyes with big eyes bags.
I jump out of the bed and quickly ran from the other corner. A memory of last night is still fresh from my mind.
He walk closer to me and raised his hand to surrender.
"Babe come let's go home. I will take my day off today. What do you want to do today babe" he said slowly and try to calm me down.
"Don't come near me. I don't want to see you please just leave" I told myself trying to hold my tears.
"Babe don't say that. I love you you know that right? Please come here. I will do anything for you but please don't say you don't want to see me. Babe do you want me to die?" He said and he's started to cry.
"No don't come closer. Just leave Alex. I don't want to be with you again" I also cried now.
"Babe let me explain ok? That's was me yes it's me from the video. But it was the old me. If only I could correct my mistakes from my past but I can't do that. But right now this is me. Your Alex. I won't do that to you. I don't even want any man staring at you heck kissing you is absorb" he told while wiping his tears.
He sat down in the bed maintaining a small distance from me.
"Babe please come. I won't harm you. You can feel it right? The way I look at you, the way I hold you? I don't want anyone to hurt you nor do I hurt you. I am so sorry babe that it happens. I promise I will not let him come near you again or else I will kill him" he explained to me.
"Just go Alex, please. Let me think about this. I don't want to go back to you right now. Give me space please" I look at him pleading.
"Do you want to see me dead? If you asked me to leave alone then I better be dead. I can't give you that. I'm sorry I am selfish but I am selfish when it comes to you. Please come. back home with me" he told me he crying now and he's bending his knee.
"Just go to your penthouse, please. Leave me alone here. I want to be alone"
"Babe please don't leave me. I don't want to go there without you please. Please... have mercy on me. Please... " Then all of the sudden he collapsed making me run quickly to him.
"Alex... Alex" I tap his cheeks. Then without any response, I checked his pulse. Shit, he fainted.
"Alex... please... answer me" I cried while keep chanting his name.
Suddenly he opens his eyes. Shit, I am holding him and I am mad with this man.
He then hugged me tightly, sobbing in my neck.
"Thank god! Babe, I love you...I love you" while he keeps sobbing.
"Alex let me go" I let go of my arm to him but he stick to me like glue.
"Alex let go"
"I won't let go. I never let go. I will not over my dead body" while shaking his head and still hugging me tightly.
"I can't breathe Alex. Come on, please. Get off" I angrily said.
"Nope! You're the one who hugs me first. I just hug you back." He said defensively.
Great...
"Because you fainted suddenly and I got panicked" I exclaimed to him.
"So you want me to faint again? Or better you want to see dead? So you will jump to me and hug me?" He said stubbornly.
Urg...urg..!!!
A moment of silence came into us. He just hugged me while sat down on the floor.
"Babe, did he do something to you? Tell me?" He asked suddenly.
"No" I reply shortly.
"Babe tell me exactly what happens? Did he do something to you?" He asked me persistently.
"Yes! He grabs me then pushes me to the table. He was about to kiss me but kick his balls hard then I run to the door. Then you found me." I whispered to him.
"Fuck! I will sue that bastard. " his jaw hardened and he clench his fist with too much force.
He looked at me and said "Listen I will not let anything happen to you again. Promise! I will make sure that no one will try to hurt you" he said to me.
"But what about that video? Will you do that to me?" I asked him.
His eyes widen and he looks at me while shaking his head.
"I will never do it to you. My god! I am not that stupid to do that. I mean sharing you... shit fuck.. just saying it makes me want to beat myself. That's stupid... please I won't do that to you. I will not never.. as n never over my dead body. For how many months are we together but I did not force you right?" I raised my eyebrow at him and try to make him remember by glaring at him.
"I mean I did try to seduce you.."
"Seduce me?" I said raising my left eyebrow.
"I mean try to semi rape you???? Shit babe. I don't want to rape you. It's just that I can't stop my hands but I never had any intention to force you" This guy... really.
"So your not forcing me??" I asked him. I'm annoyed right now.
"No???" He said in a questioning tone.
"Alex not once you did not force me??" I said
"Hmmm, I think once???" He said in a questioning tone again.
"Haist... your annoying guy Alex I swear" I outburst.
"I just can't keep my hands from touching you. It's not my fault you look sexy and captivating. How will I suppose to fight back myself then?"
"Huh?? Why are you asking me that? I am not a man" I said while putting my two hands in. my hips.
"But babe... ok I'm sorry.. please forgive??"
"Alex.. look up to me" then he looks at me.
"If the time comes, you will remember again and you will go back to your old self. Please don't do that again to any women or any girlfriend of yours" I said seriously.
"What are you talking about babe? I would never go back to that. I mean girlfriend? Are you talking about yourself? If not please.. don't say that. I will never have any other girlfriend other than you. Shit shit shit... it made me feel goosebumps." He said like shaking his head several times.
"Haist... you just only say that because your not your old self..." he cut me off
"Babe please.. don't continue it. Please. I will never want to go back. This is my real self. I like myself now and I am happy. I'm so happy with you" he said to me while looking deeply.
"If that time comes, promise me you will never leaveΒ me?"
"Alex you won't remember me if you recover back your memories," I said to him.
"Then make me not to remember it." He said looking at me.
"No, I am a doctor. I will help you I promise you that right?"
"But I am already recovering," he said with a smile.
"Alex stop... let's not talk bout it. Ok," I told him.
"Ok.. let's go home now," He said to me. He stands up and helps me stand too. And put his arm in my shoulder bringing me closer to him.
"Babe, can I kiss you?" He said all of the sudden.
"Alex, are you nuts? Where is my friend's house? Behave will you?" I hissed at him.
"But babe" he pouted like a kid.
"No buts Alex!"