Chapter 13: Chapter 13

Alexander POV

After we were done eating I asked my wife to watch a movie together. It's the best day of my life. We spend the whole day together. Tomorrow I will be back in my office and I will be busy with my work so today I wanted to spend it with her.

"Alex stop screaming. Your such a scared cat!" My wife hissed at me

"But it's so scary!" I told her while I hug her in her waist.

"Oh come on! You're a guy. Guys don't get scared easily you know and stop hugging me or kissing my neck it's ticklish" she said

"Will I do get scared wifey so please let me hug?" I asked in pleading puppy way eyes.

Let me explain. I am not scared I am a fan of horror movies. I just really want to hug her. Don't judge me. Her smell is so addicting. Can't help kissing her neck. How I wish I can take her here on the couch. Shit! I am like a maniac now

She shoot a glare at me and said.

"Alex I swear, you're not watching the movie. Look at the screen, will you? Stop harassing me!" She exclaimed

"It's not harassing OK it's called the loving moment," I told her lovingly.

"Whatever! Just stop doing it. I can't concentrate!" She brushed while I can visibly see her cheeks turn red. Oh, my beautiful wife is blushing.

I pinch her cheeks and stole a quick kiss from her. She looks at me angrily then she stands up and stomps her feet.

"I swear if you don't stop. I will go to my room and leave you here. I should sleep there. Your making fun of me." Oh boy, she's angry.

I immediately grab her wrist and pull her towards me making her fall into my lap. Then I hug her tightly and put my head on her shoulder smelling her addicting scent.

"Alex!!!!!!!" She shouts.

I look at her lovingly and still hug her.

"Don't you ever say that I am making fun of you? I am very serious. I just want you to feel how much I want you, need you, and love you. Please wife" I told her honestly.

"Alex I told you I only agree to be here because I want to help you with your memories. " She said to me while struggling to free me from my hold.

"Then I can make you fall in love to me in the process wife. Please? Don't stop me from loving you. To me, you are my wife and I will love you no matter what" I said then pushed her to the couch. Making her lay on there.

"Alex, Don't you dare do what you are thinking? I swear I will hate for this?" She warns me while her eyes almost pop up. Her hands raising to protest.

Then I hug her and kiss her on the forehead.

"I will never force you to do things you don't want but please don't stop me from loving you" I hug her gently and I look at her almost crying.

I pull her and make her sit beside me. Then we focus our attention on the movie.

I observe her still she didn't say anything. I hold her hands and she looks at me. She has an unreadable expression on her face.

"Are you still mad" I stared at her with longing eyes. I hope she is not angry, mad, or upset. If only she knew how much I love her.

"No" she replies. Still didn't look at me.

"Then are you upset? I'm sorry wife please talk to me" Alex said he slightly glance sideway like a kid.

"No I am not, Alex it's just that what you asked from me, is something I can't give to you. One day you will remember that I am not your wife. What will happen to me? If I give you my heart I will only end up broken and suffering. I hope you understand." She explained to me.

"But even it will happen I am sure of my feelings for you. With or without remembering it." I told her what my heart says.

"Don't say that, you only say that because you still have the memory of me and you as husband and wife. But the moment it will vanish there is no way you will say you love me, Alex. You will go back to your normal life" she explained to me.

"Then let's get married now. So whether I lost or remember it, it will never change that we are married."

"I am not that selfish Alex. I know what kind of man you are. I will not trap you in a relationship. When you remember back, that you have no any relation to me. I know you will be back whoring any women who throw their bodies on you." She explained to me. Wanted to see her point.

"OK, but can you at least trust me? If you can't return my feelings I will understand but trust me when I said I love you" I told her what's my heart says.

She glances at me for a moment then diverted her eyes through the movie again.

Then I slowly bend my head towards her lap. She looked at my shock. Her hazel brown eyes look at me with an unreadable expression. I reach her cheeks, caress it and smile into her.

"Can I at least do this?" I asked her.

I know she's hesitant to answer yes. I grab her hands and I press them together with mine.

"Please I won't go beyond this. I just want to be near you" I told her.

She let out a big sign. And said

"OK" And a small smile lurks on the side of her lips.

I pouted like a kid and I look at her with teary eyes and a scared expression.

"I'm so scared wifey"

She pinched my cheeks. And laugh at my silliness.

"I know you're not. But then settle only that position. Don't go overboard. Let's watch, we already wasted a lot of time.

She caresses my hair slowly while she watches the movie seriously. While I, looking idiot keep on staring at the girl that can make my heart float just by brushing her fingers on my hair.