Chapter 39: Chapter 39
Angela's POV
"I'm sorry!" I said looking at him with an embarrassed face.
Erish gently smiled to hear my words and hugged me the next moment.
"There is nothing to be sorry for!! We have lots of time to do that!" He said softly in my ear with an evil smile. Hearing his words my face turns red with a flush.
Actually, a while back, when we both were busy kissing each other. I suddenly realized that my period has arrived. I just panicked and pushed his chest.
He raised his eyebrows with confusion seeing my sudden action, but I told him that my period comes.
Hearing me, he chuckled lightly.
"You should rest!" He comes towards me and touches my cheeks with his palm.
I nodded my head and we both lay hugging each other on the bed.
I believe after this night everything is going to be changed. Our relationship becomes smooth.
I'm happy he finally realized his negligence.
I know, I shouted at him a few hours ago. I was harsh on him but I want my answer.
That time I was so enraged. I could not bear his changing behavior towards me like this every time and I could not control my mixed feelings, my anger which completely overpowered me that time. It needs to come out. If not today then in the future.
But I feel good that it's come today. I can see his guilty face and feel that he is finally wanting to resolve everything in our relationship. It truly feels great.
He promised me that after today, he will never try to distance himself from me. He never disappoints me and makes me think that I don't value his eyes or our relationship does not value his heart. And I believe him with my life, with my soul, with my love, and with every breath which I'm taking right now. I can give him a second chance.
"Do you want me to rub your belly?" He asked me gently and I nodded my head immediately.
I want to feel his care like this always. I just want to be a spoiled woman in front of him right now. I'm happy that he didn't let me go because if he doesn't stop me today I'll never return to him in the future. I already decided this in my mind. I'll leave him without making any more conversation. No matter how much I love him, how much it's going to hurt but I can't live like this where my husband's behavior feels like a stranger to me. It's changed every time and made my heart confused and stuck in one place.
His hand went to my belly and he slowly started rubbing it. His hands feel so good to me. My pain is getting low.
I looked at his charming face and deep eyes. My lips curved with a soft smile.
Erish also looked at me with deep stares without blinking or moving his eyes. He silently caressed my one-sided cheeks. We both laid face to face. I can feel his love all the time but I don't understand why he sometimes behaves like a stranger. He felt like a completely different person. But I love some changes in him. I love him more than before. I just hate when he avoids me. I can't take that rejection. It hurts like hell. It's like I couldn't breathe anymore or my life is going far from me. I love this Erish so much. In our college time, he never speaks about his deep feelings like this. He told me he likes me but now I can hear it without even saying with lips. I can see his eyes, which are always filled with love towards me. I never felt this much connection before our wedding. I think marriage changes people too.
I love this feeling. I love his stare, I love his touch, I love him with my soul. This deep connection, I don't think, can ever vanish. I just hope we also have a happy family just like our parents.
"Angela, what are you thinking looking at me?" He looked at me with curious eyes while his lips still maintained a perfect smile.
I just chuckled and touched his cheeks with palms. I made him lean his face towards me until our lips touched and we passionately kissed each other until we felt suffocated.
We broke our kisses and looked at each other with dark eyes. Our breathing is imbalanced. It's fast and hard. Our cheeks flush. We both stared at each other's puffy lips.
"I'm just seeing that my husband is so handsome!" It's right my eyes looking at his charming face and admiring it. He is the most handsome man in the world, for me. He is the one who had my heart, my life, and my soul in his hand.
He chuckled happily and it made my heart flutter. His smile made me feel that many butterflies were flying in my stomach at the same time.
"Do you know, you make me feel harder there because of this kiss! " he whispered in my ears and then blew on it lightly.
His action made me bite my lower lips seductively. I closed my eyes to feel his breath around my neck and then opened it slowly.
"Angela, don't bite your lips?" He glared at me. I can see how frustrating he feels right now.
I chuckled hardly.
"Do you feel good making my situation hard?" He said with raising eyebrows.
"But I didn't do anything!" I innocently looked at him.
"Are you sure?" His eyes stared at me and I tried to look confused to tease him more.
"Yes!" I made a confused face.
He suddenly held my wrist and put it on his hard part.
My eyes widened and my face turned red within a second.
"Now you can see your effect on me and my body." He looked at me with a sly smile.
I just pull back my hand.
He chuckled to see my red face and how I held back my hand.
"Don't try to tease me again or I'll do that now!" His words are enough to seduce me.
He made me cover my blushing face with a blanket.
I can hear him laughing seeing me like this.