Chapter 55: Chapter 55

Natasha pov

"You see, If I loved you, I wouldn't have done this round-up kiss with them, '' he chuckled and then held another one's thigh letting his hands slide through her pant line and I heard the lady loud moan and I couldn't bear to watch anymore.

I got up in tears and took the glass of beer he was drinking and I wasted it on his face, tossing the glass away. "If this is the method you want to use in sending me away, then know that you took it so far and you took it all the wrong way."

I closed my eyes and tears filled my eyes. "I don't know your reason for doing all these, but, if you have decided to live your life this way then you can go on."

I wipe off my tears and then look into his eyes that were staring at mine. "I truly love you and I can't let you live your life this way because of me, I would go away if that is what you truly want." I turned around and walked out of the bar that had suddenly become silent.

He has a reason for doing this, and that reason must be because of his father, I didn't want to let go of him just yet, but seeing his efforts in sending me away by continuously lying to my face, I wouldn't want to ruin his life, this was why I made the decision I made today.

I parked up my bags and told Sinead to book me an immediate flight, I finished signing the remaining documents that would end my work here in Korea and I went over to the airport where Sinead was waiting to leave with me since our flight would leave in thirty minutes.

I sat down on the waiting chair with my legs crossed and disguised as I wait in silence, taking in all the memories I have here, once I leave this place I don't think I would ever want to come back, Russeli would be fine without me, this was our fate to be apart, not even becoming wealthy could stop that fate.

Russelli

I sat at home thinking all that Malinda had said to me, thinking of her tears and how I had been so stupid to push her away, all the happy memories I shared with her although they were short, I was a coward to not fight for my love.

I didn't want to be a coward, I didn't want to give up without a fight so I picked up my coat and left the mansion, driving over to Malinda's apartment in search of her, to tell her how much I love her and how much I want her to stay.

I rang the doorbell but there was no response so I let myself in and found the apartment empty. I checked upstairs in her room and her dress was gone. I looked down on the desk close to her sofa and there was the music box I bought for her and a letter.

Tears filled my eyes as I picked up the letter and began reading it.

: Dear Russeli

Staying with you was the happiest moment of my life and being able to see your face and smiles each day made my heart leap for joy. I have never told you this before, I first fell in love with you the first day I saw you while I was still a maid at your father's house.

Hearing your songs inspired my heart and lifted my spirit, the day you sang me a song titled 'My Star' I was overjoyed by it and I loved that music so much that I played it countless times in my head. The day we ran out together, I was so scared at first, but when you gazed at me with those charming eyes of yours and told me you would protect me and that you love me, my fears disappeared and I trusted someone for the first time in my whole life and I saw you as my new hope since that was the first time anyone had told me that after the death of my parents.

At the airport, Natasha held her handbag and walked with Sinead to the security checkpoint with her boarding pass and passport.

Tears fell from Russeli's eyes as he kept on reading the letter.

: After separating from you and being told that you were dead, my reasons to live became useless because I lost my will to be alive, I tried to kill myself countless times but was revived and stopped by the doctors. I cried my heart away from Russeli and covered my heart to feel nothing again.

Coming back to this country was fate for both of us because there is a saying that goes like this, no distance can tear those who are destined to be together. Finding out that you are alive revived my heart and I lost every reason to avenge your father and that was the reason I chose to make his company grow just so I can be with you.

But after all that, my heart that was revived again was left shattered after hearing you say we should break up, we had gone through a lot and yet we still have to end it all this way.

Natasha and Sinead presented their passport and boarding pass for immigration inspection and they walked into the boarding gate and they sat at the first-class part of the plane and Natasha leaned back to her chair as she closed her eyes with a heavy heart.

Russeli hearts trembled and uncontrollable tears fell from his eyes as he continued reading the letter.

: Seeing you act and hurt because of me made me so sad and now I have decided to leave, it should be the last way to show how much I love you. I found out your reason for pushing me away, your father sent the truck that had almost killed us, but Russeli, I am no longer scared of your father, I am only scared of what you would become if I keep staying by your side.

Goodbye Russeli, don't forget our memories, I won't forget it either and I would hold onto the memories I share with you deep inside my heart. Please be happy without me and whenever we meet again, either in the afterlife, let's recognize each other again and change our fate just like in fairy tales.

: Until we meet again Russeli.

Russeli finished reading the letter and crumbled to the ground with a loud groan he held up the letter to his chest in tears. "Malinda... Malinda, don't go, please don't leave me again, please I am so sorry, I am truly sorry." He got up and rushed out of the apartment heading to the airport in search of Malinda.

Natasha's plane departed and she looked out of the window and said softly. "Stay healthy Russeli."