Chapter 56: Chapter 56

Chapter 56

"Alright. What do you want to eat?" he asked me.

"Anything," I answered weakly.

"I'm sorry ..."

"Stop saying sorry to me."

Because I know you will hurt me again and again after that.

I leave the sofa. Until my son woke up. He went straight to my behavior and hugged me.

"I love you, mommy."

It was as if my heart was touched by what my son said. That child is really very sweet.

"I love you, too. Son," I replied.

"Where is Daddy? I want to hug him. And say I really love him too."

I smiled at my son. Then I kissed his forehead.

"In the kitchen and cooking our breakfast. Just go son."

He looked at me. "Why are you here? I thought you like watching daddy while cooking for us. Especially his sexy back mommy. Why are you here?"

I smiled at what he was telling me.

"I have difficulty walking child. Because my stomach is big. Little baby grew bigger and bigger inside my stomach that's why?"

"Daddy can carry you too."

"My son is heavy. Maybe your daddy can't handle me," I replied. He nodded.

"Daddy's body is so big. He can carry," he told me.

"All right, go to your daddy and tell me what you told me earlier. Go!" My son greeted me.

"I will also tell daddy to always carry you. So that you will not have difficulty walking."

"It's up to you son."

He left in front of me and went into the kitchen where his daddy was.

Later my husband came out of the kitchen and went my way.

"You seem to have a hard time walking," Saber said. he asked. shit! Did Saber really say that to his daddy?

"I can walk." I stand.

"I will lift you up," he said.

"No! I can do it."

"No! That Ivo is not the only one who can lift you. Me too," he said.

I couldn't complain anymore because he slowly carried me to the dining table. Is he done cooking breakfast?

Our son smiled as Kerzen and I looked at each other.

"I told you mommy e. Daddy can carried you. Daddy e is strong," Saber said while smiling.

"Take me down, Kerzen." He lowered me to the chair.

I am now sitting in front of my son.

"Your mommy is beautiful, Right son?" Saber nodded in agreement.

My father and I bolero.

"Yes! Of course."

"You two are really bolero."

"Nope mommy. It's true. I love you mommy ...."

"I love you daddy ..."

"We love you son ..."

We finished eating and here I am and resting under a tree with a hammock. I was just looking at the vast ocean. While Saber was playing on the beach with his nanny.

The sweetness of the breeze and the freshest. It is also a pleasure to watch the birds flying over the blue sea.

"Have you finished taking your vitamins?" my wife asked. He just arrived and he came home. He did not go to the hospital because he said walking was important later.

"Yes, a while ago," I replied while still not looking at him.

"Good."

I did not answer him yet and he did not say a word. I was just watching Saber play. His fun. I know if Saber will be sad when he finds out that in a few months, his daddy will leave and he will go with Evve.

That will not be easy for Saber and me. Especially with the baby in my womb.

I don't want him to grow up without a father like Saber when he was little.

I have no choice but to accept the fate of Kerzen and me.

No matter how strong I am, he will give up. I can not do it. We will say that he just lost his memory. But if we really matter to him. His heart will remember us. But it is not and that is what hurts.

No matter how much I squeeze myself into him. I know very well if Evve is still the one he sees he loves and not me.

Why did he still remember Evve when he could not remember anyone else. But Evve e! The only pain he could not remember. I accept that I was not the first in his heart. But it was just annoying because the woman was ahead of his heart. Too flirtatious and unable to move on. And now he is racing to be his fixture.

If I hadn't been pregnant I would have rushed that woman. His face was deliciously dipped in water to make him aware of what he was doing to my family.

"I guess the depth of what you're thinking?" I looked at him for a moment and then I also avoided looking at him.

"Don't mind me, it's just nothing," I replied to him.

"You look sad, so I know if you have a big problem," he said. If you only knew how slowly you are destroying my heart. But I still try to be strong because I love you and the family we formed is important to me.

Even if it hurts, I will be forced not to give up even if the remaining stability here in my heart is really small. But Saber needs a father, and soon two children will need you and they will be sad if I lose you.

How can I not be sad if there is only a little time left for you and your family to stay with us.

I really wanted to tell him that but I couldn't. I just smiled at him even though inside I was hurting.

"Nothing, I'm just happy that you are here. I am very happy because you are here next to us. Saber needs you and I need you. And soon this 'boy' will need you too. I just hope you remember us. "

He did not say a word. I restrained myself if I did not cry. But a drop of tears disappeared from my eyes.

It 's better to reduce the pain I feel.

"I hope my memory comes back. I'm really having a hard time."

I was unable to look at my wife. I know that so I can't be angry with him because he is innocent.

The one to blame is Evve. He knew Kerzen had no memory but he just continued with his mania. That one hit really hard on the head.

"I promise I will not leave you," he said. Would like to laugh out loud at what was heard from him. I hope that promise is true.

You hurt me every day by lying to me. But I hope it's true .... I hope it's true.

"Don't make a promise, do it for the sake of your children. K-even if it's not for me anymore .... I'm ready to hurt not just our children. Because they need you."

He held my hand. I still don't look at him.

"Please, look at me," he said. I slowly looked at him.

His two eyes were both sad as he looked at me.

I do not know what he is for and why he is sad. Is that for us or for Evve?

I get hurt every time I see him like this.

"Are you mad?" he asked me. I smiled sparingly.

"I'm not angry, why should I be angry?" He sighed.

"Can I hug you?" he asked me. Even before I could answer, he hugged me.

My heart was beating so fast, my heart still reacted like this when he was close to me.

Even though we have grandchildren, I still think this is my reaction. Blushing and trembling at his stretches. My heart beats faster when he is near.

He let go of the hug and stared me in the eye.

"Don't think of things that will hurt you. Just trust me," he said. Although I was confused by what he said, I just nodded. He kissed my forehead and then his kisses descended on my stomach.

No matter what I do, my heart is still soft for my husband. And I don’t want to expect, but it feels like my husband has memories. that is what my heart and mind say.

I hope my guess is true. I will know everything too.

"Isn't it important that you go somewhere today?" I will ask. He smiled.

"You are more important than that, So I don't want to go. I prefer to watch my wife and son," he said. I start to feel heat on my cheek. Because he said that.

How long will I be addicted to my husband? How long can I be so crazy at him? Isn't it fair that I am the only one who can feel this? He should too.

"It's up to you!"

"Don't you want to be with me now?" he asked me foolishly.

"Why is your drama now? Are you making me cute again?" I asked him. He used to tease me e.

"Why am I not cute in your eyes?" turan n'ya. Wants to laugh because of how he looks now while looking at me.

He is out now.

"I'll only answer that when you have a memory."

"Tell me now, please ..."

"I do not want!"

"Wife .."

"What? Do you remember anything?" I will ask. He shook his head causing my smile to disappear.

"Pwes! I won't tell you."

To be continued..