Chapter 23: Chapter 23

Chapter 23

I WAKE UP because of the noise coming from outside, I think our neighbors are gossips.

I slowly got up I remembered what had happened to me earlier and quickly felt the bulge in my stomach.

I smiled when my baby kicked, took a deep breath. Thank you Lord to keep my baby alive.

"GIMO, Tessa is waking up!"

"I'm Quinzel mother Tere." I said.

The shock immediately registered on her face, "Do you remember everything Tes-Imean Quinzel?" Shee smiled at me.

"Yes, mother Tere! I remember all how I collided with why I was not on my mind before, I remember everything mother Tere ...." She hugged me quickly when she saw me crying.

"I'm happy for you, because you will finally know the daddy--"

"I have no plans to tell him. he's a worthless man." I Sobbing in response to mother Tere.

I remember everything and until now I still hurt. That even my brain forgot I couldn't forget how Kerzen hurt me.

And the funny thing is that even though I don't remember anything about him, I still idolize him.

"Mother Tere, I would just like to ask for you a favor."

"What is that?"

"Please keep me, please until I can't face my family, please call me by the name Tessa first," I told them.

"If that's what you want, All right." She asnwer.

"Thank you so much mom Tere."

"You're welcome, do you want to eat?" I nodded.

A week later no family was still looking for me. Does mommy and daddy doesn't love me? Why they can't find me?

And another Kerzen. He doesn't really love me. Obviously, after disappearing, he immediately returned to his career and then the idiot became an actor. Obviously popular!

What happened to Tamara, Ivo?

I'm sorry if you don't let me know now. I do not want to show you first.

I just crouched in the bedroom and one by one remembered the past. those happy moments with Kerzen and I that are not true. Because all of that is fake.

Since I'm not really married to that Kerzen that is necessary to see that Xyke as soon as possible. I want to talk that asshole.

I will fix my life, the decision is complete that I really need to forget about Kerzen.

And shit! Today is Kerzen's fan meeting here in Cebu. The question is am I going? Fuck it! Zel! You need to think.

No I don't want to go, yes. I can't face him.

"Tess! Are you ready ?!" What the fuck? Myghad! Marta. What do I say?

"Where are we going?" I can act that I forgot.

"Bitch! At Xylem's Fan meeting. This is your chance Tess." the bitch is looked at me.

"I won't--"

"Oka-"

"I'm coming, just wait for me." She sighed. Shit! Am I really ready? Shit!

I really miss that jerk.

Little Kerzen was moving in my stomach. I think this baby is realized that maybe his father was near at me. Tch!

We arrived at the said Mall and many people came. Fortunately, Marta was PA and we were able to enter directly.

Marta said goodbye and I sat down. I was very playful when I was pregnant. To the level the fragility.

My courage too, I got pregnant and then I went here. What if Kerzen's battalion fans can hit me?

Fortunately, there are not many people in my seat.

I was distracted by everyone shouting, my son's father entered the mall with Angela. My attention was drawn to the hands they were holding.

Many take their pictures, and everyone is still shouting. My heart aches again.

He is really happy with his career. And I think they are that Angela. I know Kerzen he doesn't just hold hands.

I smiled bitterly and wiped away the dripping tears.

I can't afford it if I don't leave here. So I walked closer to the crowd. And I tried to go out and thank you because nothing bad happened to me.

I was outside while looking at Kerzen. I was surprised when he also looked at me. Shit! He saw me. What will I do?

I could see how he let go of Angela's hand and immediately ran out of the mall.

I couldn't move from where I was standing as I looked at Kerzen approaching me.

My eyes is still in shocked, what should i do? Fuck! Think Quinzel. Think!

"Q-quinzel ?!" He calls my name. I frowned to look surprised. I looked at his fans who now have their attention on us and are already wondering.

I smiled at him. "Sorry, my name is Tessa." I said while still smiling. I can be an artist now.

Shit! I really miss him. Too much!

He looked down at my stomach and swallowed.

"No! Your name is Quinzel aphrodite Alvarez, and you're my wife." He said sharply to me. I am not your wife.

"Is that true? I'm your wife? I hope it's true hehe. I love you." I answered like a fool, he frowned at what I was saying.

"I think something is wrong with you? Come with me." He said and held my hand. But I lost.

"I'm scared of you for what you're saying, but believe me! I'm not your wife. My name is Tessa. And I'm married." I lied. Shit! I guess I have an award for satan for my lies?

He looked at my stomach again. "No! You're my wife. I've been looking you for seven months--"

"SHUT UP! YOU DIDN'T LOOK FOR ME KERZEN!" I shouted at him. I can't control that emotion and I feel it. I want everyone to blame him. All his cheating on me.

"No! You're wrong. I'm looking for you everywhere. Please come back to m--"

"You're not my husband anymore, your brother told me everything. So no one is fooled yet."

"What ?!" he asked me confused. Playing innocent huh ?!

"Stop playing Kerzen! Don't play with my feelings for you."

"I'm not playing with your feelings, because we are the same feeling. You know that I love you."

"SHUT THE HELL UP!" I shouted. Now a lot has caught our attention and there are also presses that are now grabbing our attention.

"Tess! Sir Xylem! I think you can talk in private. A lot of media has come and it might ruin your career Sir Xylem." Marta says it will just arrive.

"I don't know the details of the story of those two, but I agree too Marta. Marta you will take care of your friend and I will take care of Xylem." Said Angela.

I was surprised when he suddenly lifted me up like a bridal. I can no longer move because I am afraid of falling because I am pregnant.

I just found myself in Kerzen's car and we were already far from that mall.

He stopped the car with not too many people.

"I want to go home. We don't have to talk anymore because I'm not really your wife. all I have to talk to is your brother because I'm going to get a divorce." I finally said and tried to open the car door but it was locked. Fuck!

"Let me explain. I will explain everything to you. Please listen to me." He told me emphatically.

"Hurry up my husbandis waiting at home."

"Xyke isn't my brother."

"Listen to me or else I will kiss you." He said as his jaw tightened.

"Alright!"

"Xyke is my cousin. And everything he said to you is not true. And fuck yeah! I actually ordered him to kidnapped you because I have a plan. I propose to you. But I am not aware to his damn acting. I wanna kill that motherfucking Xyke that day you left. That idiot's acting is over acting Fuck! Please come back to me. " He says. My fragile heart!

I want to kill that motherfucking Xyke too. I almost died because of his acting.

"Thank God that I see you now."

"I had an accident those days. And I lost my memory--"

"I'm sorry, please hurt me, slap me har-"

"My life is okay now, I'm about to give birth."

"Who's the father?" He asked, I was more hurt by what I saw because Kerzen was crying now in front of me. But he needs to grow old! I am choosy!

"No answer? Now i know." He said and a smile flashed on his lips.

"You are not the father."

"I'm the father, end of conversation. Now kiss me ?!"

Fuck!

To be continue ....