Chapter 18: Chapter 18

Chapter 18

"No, I just miss my husband." My answer.

"I'm jealous." Ivo said and pretended to be hurt.

"Ivo is really just a friend." My answer. I don't want to rely on him.

"It hurts, I'm a friendzone." He said and laughed fakely. "Make sure that your husband don't hurt you, if he hurt you I promise I'll kidnapped you."

"Don't you dare do that, I WILL FUCKING KILL YOU!"

Seems like if I cried when I heard his voice, what was he doing here? Shit! I really miss him.

I stood up and faced him. He smiled at me as usual he was wearing a mask again.

"The husband is here, so back off Ivo." Tamara said.

"What are you doing here?" I asked, I want to hug him but maybe someone can see.

"I wanna see you, I'm sorry for being busy wife." when he called me, he seemed to want to jump with excitement. Shit! I looked around fortunately there were not too many people in the cafeteria. But some of them are staring at us other while frowning.

I approached him, "You called me Wife, they might know--"

"I don't care Wife, i really miss you." He said.

"I miss you too. So aren't you busy at the hospital?"

"I'm still busy, I just have time now to see you. So come on wife let's go to my car. I wanna kiss you hard." He said

"WHAT ?!" Tamara asked in shock when I told her that something had happened to Kerzen and me, and I also told her that Kerzen already liked me.

"I know you flirt Zel, but it seems like speed. And you give yourself fast?" She said incredulously.

I rolled my eyes, before taking a deep breath.

"You know me, you know how crazy I am with my husband, I wonder?" I told her.

"But, why so fast, what if-"

"What if what Tamara? That he doesn't really like me? he already confessed to me Tamara."

"I'm just worried about you Zel, you're my friend and I don't want to hurt you." She said, I smiled at her.

"I know, but Kerzen really loves me-"

"How can you be sure? What if he just admits to you because you are leaving? You know Kerzen doesn't want to hurt his mommy you know that. And you also know that Kerzen married you because he wanted to Her mommy happy, think about it! You also know that Kerzen loves the Career he released just because of her mommy. He gave up everything just for her mommy. "Tamara said quietly.

Actually I think that too, but it's up to me. I was willing to be hurt just to be with Kerzen. And I hope everything he tells me is true.

I don't want to think negatively about our relationship.

But I admit that I was afraid that what Tamara was thinking might nbw true. But I am willing to gamble.

I want to be with him for a long time, when he doesn't want me anymore and he will drive me away at least I have a good memory with him.

It will also leave but not now. I also have no regrets that I gave Kerzen my femininity. That's not bad because he's my husband and I love him.

"It's up to you ..."

"You're smart Zel, but when it comes to your husband you're stupid." Shee says. "But, I fucking support you for your stupidness. Just tell me when your husband hurts you. Let's kick his captain america together." Shee said making me laugh.

When I got home, I helped the maids to cook, he doesn't eat in the hospital canteen. He always eat the food made by his butler.

I want to learn how to cook for myself to prepare the lunch he will take to the hospital.

And what Kerzen wants is for the plate he uses to be clean. That's how he is.

In fact he has his own plate here in the mansion. It must always be clean.

I didn't know enough about him before, I still don't know much about him.

When we finished cooking, I cleaned his plate. Because he called me that he would leave early today.

"Your husband favorite plate." The butler said, "He always wants the mansion to be clean, especially the master bedroom. Even if he is no longer in another country. I am happy that he lives in the mansion." The butler said again.

"Why did he build such a big house when he didn't go home?" I will ask. "He used to be a young man, right?" I asked again.

The butler smiled and did not answer my question.

"This mansion is for my future wife and my future children, and who's my wife?"

My hair stood up when I felt his lips touch my ear.

"Take a shower there first, I'll just prepare something for you to drink." The butler said goodbye with a trembling voice.

Kerzen hugged me from behind.

"Who's my wife?" He asked. Shit! The scent of his breath.

"M-me." My answer.

"So this mansion is yours. Here we will build a family. I wish I had a dozen children." He said that caused me to release his hand from my waist and looked at him. he has already exchanged household items that fit him. Kerzen is wearing gray pajamas, it's just simple but it suits him.

"it hurts to give birth to K-kerzen, you know that?"

He laughed and winked at me. "I know wife, how about 2girls and 3boys?" He asked.

"What?! Are you fucking kidding me? Just a reminder ha! You're not the one who giving a birth. Just two or three." Finall I said.

He snorted. "Wife, that's my dream. All right, there are only three of you and I will find another woman who will--"

"Okay fine, a dozen! You get it? Shut up if I don't sew your mouth!" I said. He laughed out loud.

"Wife, I'm just kidding. You're the only one that I make you pregnant with my kids! And please stop cursing, because captain america is getting mad right now. You might not be able to walk that." He said and winked at me.

I was swallowed up in no time and fell silent.

"let's eat." I just said. He looked at the prepared food.

"Who's cooking? It is my butler?" He asked and smiled.

"Uhmm ... No." I said, he suddenly swallowed.

"you?" He asked. Does he not like my cooking.

"Yeah!" I answer. He smiled and tasted the food that I cooked. This is tinola.

It's hard to cook those.

"Hmm, finally your fry is no longer focused, great!" He says.

I smiled at the time, so he liked my cooking?

"You like it?" I asked with a smile and he nodded. "I want to learn how to cook so that I can be useful as your wife. It's embarrassing that you are good at cooking--"

"Wife, remember this even if you don't know how to cook you still I want to be my wife and I want to be my wife for life. Okay! Don't work hard just to learn to cook for me. I love you okay." He says. It's like wanting to cry for joy.

"And I love you too." I answered, he stood up and approached me and kissed me on the forehead.

"Let's eat." He said. "Mom! Come with us." He called the butler. Kerzen butler is a girl.and he call his butler mom.

"You go first, we will eat later." The butler replied.

"You two together." Kerzen's insistence. But they really don't want Kerzen to pout while looking at me.

"Don't they want us together?" He ask.

"Maybe they're just shy." My answer.

He started eating and so did I. Until we finished and I also set aside the dishes.

Until we were inside our room.

"Wife, I just want to tell you that I will be busy for a week in the hospital. There are as many patients now and Doc needs Assist, I will be here late. I want you to not to wait for me so you can sleep early." He said while looking at me.

I smiled at him. "Just rest when you're tired." I said.

"Yes boss." He answered and patted the bed and smiled at me. "Come here." He said while staring at me.

I approached him and sat down next to him.

"Wife, I'm horny."

To be continue ...