Chapter 36: Chapter 36

Chapter 36

"Oh, why did you come here?" Mommy immediately opened up to me, just after lysander's birthday party, I plan to sleep here because I miss yugo and sandy, we haven't seen each other for a few weeks.

"Mommy, I miss my little brothers, can you please let me see them." I Gently say, I do not want to fight with her now 'cause I'm tired.

"Is there anything he can do when you miss him when one day you don't get the right inheritance from your daddy?" She said, I just sighed, I have no plans to share the wealth that would have gone to Rayven and Caspian.

"Mommy, I already have a job and I can pay what my siblings need." I said and I would have gone up when she spoke.

"You do have a job but that is still not enough for the needs of your siblings, force your daddy to give you your inheritance." She said, I don't want to say that to daddy, it's embarrassing to aunt deniset. They are very kind to me and then they will know that I am only after my inheritance.

"Mommy I don't want to, I don't want to share the wealth of Caspian and Rayven. I don't want that inheritance. . " I said.

"So, you have the courage to tell me to save and you have a job, hey Shine, If it weren't for me you wouldn't be in your place now, don't forget I gave birth to you in this world , put that in your mind. and then do what I tell you to do if you don't want to see your siblings suffer." She said and finally went out, she gambled again.

I don't want mommy to take my siblings away from me,

My cellphone rang and I immediately picked it up and read the text.

1message.

It did not have a name so I frowned and immediately opened the message.

"Baby, please come out."

That was the content of the message, my heartbeat immediately quickened ... I rushed out and I found Caspian while leaning on his car.

"W-what are you doing here?" I asked and I was surprised when he squeezed my waist and kissed me on the lips..my eyes were wide open, is that wrong shit?

I immediately pushed him because it is not good for us to kiss.

"What are you doing? You know this is wrong, right? Don't bother me anymore Caspian." I told him, he was just looking at me.

"I'm fucking jealous." He said, what has that got to do with my question? Is he crazy?

"What are you talking about?" I will ask.

"If you laughed at that man you thought there was no tomorrow? Damn Shine, I'm fucking jealous." He said and he messed up his hair, damn why so hot? Damn you Shine.

is he jealous of gay?

"he's a gay." I said.

"I don't fucking care. He's still a man." He is really jealous.

"Maybe you forgot that I'm your sister!"

"Fuck it! You're so slow." He said and he immediately pulled me and put me in his car ..

"Where are you taking me?" I will ask.

"In an uninhabited place." He said coldly, and pulled over his car which I almost urinated on, I don't want to die yet.

"Scared huh?" He asked with a smile.

"fuck! Who wouldn't be scared if he almost flew this car first? If you said you wanted to fly, I would have said so that I could tie you!" I shouted at him .... he suddenly laughed. strong ... after a long years now I haven't seen these guys again, shit ... my older brother is really handsome.

"Don't cussed woman, maybe you want to go to bed tonight?" He said and I blushed hard, I'm not slow so I don't understand what he means?

"Where will you take me?" I will ask.

"Here we are." He said and went down first and I was not even opened ... gentledog really?

I went out, his rude aura greeted me, so bipolar?

"I think I need to know everything first, because I have a hard time holding back, I want to kiss you everytime, I want to date you in that fucking park to make you feel happy and blush ... but you are staring at me for nothing Your mommy's a liar. " He said, my heartbeat quickened and deep inside I was nervous about what he meant to mommy, I just hope my guess is not true .... because he will not be forgiven ... even if he gave birth to me here in world.

"S-say first, Caspian." I stuttered when I said that and my whole body was shaking with anger at mommy.

"Calm down first, I want you to be happy with what I have to say because I am so happy, after this Shine, I will not let you go again." He said.

I calmed myself what he said to me, I also prayed for me to be calm.

"Okay, tell me the truth." I said even though I had a clue what he was going to say.

"You're not a real, Fevrio. You're not my sister anymore .... all this is your mommy's plan, I'm sorry Shine, your mommy has been mad at daddy for a long time, she wants revenge and used you to hurt mommy ... but mommy is so kind and still accepted you and for the second time your mommy failed again with her plans, but she was able to continue her plan because she wants to use it to get the wealth of Fevrio. " He said, I can no longer breathe because of the pain in my chest, for the second time mommy you hurt me again, you even used me in your revenge. My tears are already dripping, because it hurts so much ... that feeling I want to ask mommy why she is doing this to me?

"I'm sorry if I didn't tell you this right now ... I don't want to hurt you again." He said, it hurts me more, did Caspian know this for a long time?

"Did you know this for a long time?" I asked as I wiped the tears from my cheeks.

I see he is depressed by my question, so he has made me look like a fool for a long time? He also knew then that he let mommy use me? Does he love me?

"So you know? Shut up! You make me look stupid, did you let mommy use me?" I said while crying, he would have touched me in case I shook his hand ... I don't want to see him first.

"Just leave me alone, Caspian Fevrio.. you are the same liar in my life." I said and I ran, I don't want to see him ... mommy.

I feel so useless in this fucking world, why do I always get hurt? Why is my life always like this? Did I do something wrong? I was kind to my parents, even though mommy didn't treat me like that?

I ran short in front of a bar, I entered while an idiot, the noise and smell of alcohol and cigarettes greeted me ... it was very smoky.

A waiter passed by and immediately picked up the wine he was carrying and sped off.

Until I drank a lot, I just laughed bitterly, the world is unfair to me..I'm always hurting ... then the others are very lucky in life ... I am not.

My eyesight is spinning, but I don't care ... I want the pain I feel to go away.

To be continued....