Chapter 51: Chapter 51
“Leave that to me. I know what to do, don’t interfere. I know she is your best friend and you don’t keep things away from her, but this time, please do so and leave the rest to me.”
“Why are you planning to hide this away from her?’ Carmine came out of nowhere and stood in front of Gérard. “I hope you are aware of what happened back there. You know the consequences.’
“Shut up, Carmine, and let me do this in my way.”
“Really.” He ruffled through his hair in frustration, which suddenly turned white in an instant. “The full moon is coming soon, tell me huh, how are you going to handle that, if you were not here do you think she will ever come down? Don't you know that this could have her killed? Don't act stubborn and solve this mess, she transformed because of the bond.”
Gérard sighed, walking back to his chambers.
As Gerard walked back, not once did he ever turn his back to glance at us?
“Piece of shit. Damn, this is so frustrating.’ Carmine murmured and also turned his back on me, strolling away from his spot as if nothing had happened. Was I the only one in the dark? Why was no one talking about what happened?
Why was everyone not straightforward to tell the truth about Oceana?
I know she is his mate, but shouldn’t he be trying and planning on how to bond with her?
I guess this was why Oceana was pissed with him all this time, because he went against their bond and got married to an outsider, leaving Oceana all alone.
I know how she feels but wasn’t there any other way to fix this, instead of talking about this and prolonging this issue?
And he wants me to keep it a secret from her.
He’s doing all this to protect himself from the pressure of being her mate, and I sort of felt sorry for him and Oceana.
How was I going to deal with this?
I sighed and looked down at my feet, and saw drops of blood on the floor. I sniffed it and traced the steps.
It was Gerard’s blood.
What in the world was going on? Was he okay?
Oceana’s Pov.
I woke up early in the morning, ready for some tough training after a long time of being a lazy ass around. I needed to forget about my problems for a while. I didn’t want to think of Gérard or anybody else, just me and my coach.
It was time to fix myself and not play, cry around, thinking of Gérard and the more I think about him, the more garbage I felt at his actions. Why doesn’t he just want to understand that I’m in love with him and that together we could get through this and no one else will stop us? How can I just forget about my Alpha like a breeze that never existed?
I felt a sword dicing at me. I dodged quickly but it slightly cut off some strands of my hair and at that moment my body vibrated non stop as I staggered and fell to the ground.
“You are losing focus, Mrs Oceana. Why don’t you take a rest for today?” He suggested and stretched out his hand to pull me off the ground, but I declined.
What was going on with me, ever since I woke up this morning, my body has been behaving so strangely and I can’t even remember what happened last night. Whenever I try to think back on how I slept off and what occurred last night, my head hurts so badly, seeing flashbacks of unusual memories.
“Let’s train again," I said out loud and got up from the floor, but I don’t know why I was getting weary and fell back to the ground. My hands were shivering and getting white.
“Mrs Oceana, you are getting pale. I suggest you take a break.”
“Andrew, I am stronger than this. I don’t need your sympathy.” I snapped and then I realised what I had done and apologized.
“I’m sorry. I’m just stressed out about everything.” I got up on my shaken legs and saw the strands of my hair on the sand. I was tired, and he was right. I deeply needed to sleep.
I moved and noticed Jessie walking toward me with a solemn expression.
I looked at Andrew, motioned him to give us space, and turned to Jessie as she folded her hands across her chest.
“Don’t do this to yourself, Oceana.” She stated with finality.
“I am in love with him. He’s mine, my mate.” I knew what she was talking about.
“Everyone is talking,’ she pointed out.
“Let them talk and leave me the fuck alone.’ I shouted at her, and my wolf was nearly out of me.
She was surprised and shook her head, getting closer to me. “Your love isn’t solving anything. Stop this madness.’
“Don’t talk to me, he’s my mate…”
“I know, but think about the consequences and stop putting Gerard in a tight spot.’
“Mind your damn business. This is my life and I get to do whatever the fuck I want.’
Why was I getting so angry at everything?
She blurted out the words I had never expected from her. “What if the moon goddess made a mistake?”
I flared up. “Are you insane? Are you serious right now?’
She gave a surprised look as she sighed and held both my shoulders. “I know I am still young and there are many things I still have to learn, but he is your brother. Why do you fail to understand that?”
I didn’t say a word, I just had a little headache, pushed her away from me and left.
I was tired of talking. This was exhausting and I’m sick of hearing those words repeatedly. I needed to get my head straight.
I was aware of what everyone’s rumours were about, but I didn’t care because the more I thought about it, the more depressed I was and heartbroken I was.
One cold evening, people were partying and moving from one place to another.
Some were making out and throwing themselves all about, while some barely covered themselves in the realms.
It was quite a busy day ahead, and I was ready to look for what to make fun with.
I’m the princess of realms. I wasn’t supposed to be here.
“Oh, baby, come lick my cunt.” One of them yelled from a dark corner. I kept asking myself while I came out of the night and I’m glad I disguised myself.
I don’t want the people saying Alpha Oceana, the princess of realms, is a whore. For it was quite a taboo for a princess to be on the outskirts of her town, her palace and walking around the whores of houses.