Chapter 442: Chapter 442
Returning to his original self, regaining his past memories, those were the most crucial for him, but as for what I meant to him...
Tears gushed from Gu Lili’s eyes, her voice hoarse, "I originally thought, on Purple Clouds Mountain, when you chose to save your Mom first, it was out of your filial duty. It’s always been a worldwide dilemma, to save the mother or the wife first. Later, I let that go in my heart, but I didn’t expect, Long Yubei! You chose to abandon me again!!!"
Her whole body trembled violently, her gaze filled with hatred, "In your eyes, I, Gu Lili, am completely a fool, something to be desperately begged for when wanted and discarded casually when not. Had I known these were your choices, I wouldn’t have sought to approach you at any cost. Had I known this, I would have considered you dead! The words I leave here today, whether you wish to care for your grandparents and parents or sporadically indulge in being human when it pleases you, I will not interfere. But the child, that you can forget! I will never forgive your choice today! Never, even in death!"
Gu Lili wiped the tears from her face with both hands, looked towards Tang Qingli, "Prepare the carriage, to the Long Family Mansion."
Long Chan stood there, in this moment, although he didn’t want to admit it, the urge to hold her back surged through his body. Seeing her cry, he wanted to console her, to apologize, and never to speak such words again.
But his impulse was ultimately suppressed. These were merely the emotions of his original body. The one he truly loved was Lin Yueer, and after so much hardship to be together, how could he easily desert her.
"Changzhi, this must have disrupted your plans, you must be furious, right?"
Su Changzhi looked at him as if she didn’t know him, "Seventh Brother, you’ve lived nearly a hundred thousand years. You’ve weathered countless tribulations in the mortal world. I’m not surprised you attribute this to a sentimental tribulation. However, I didn’t expect you to remain so indifferent, I’m not angry. Since that’s the choice you’ve made, what more can I say? I choose to completely let go of Yue’er, to yield to your true love. It’s also better this way. You stay with Yue’er; I’ll take care of Lili. Even if you come to regret this later, I will not return Lili to you. Remember this well, I hope you’ll truly be forever as you are today, without regret, without longing, without missing her."
Su Changzhi’s figure disappeared from there, and Long Chan raised his hand to his chest, the pain spreading like a flood.
Over and over he told himself, these were the memories of the mortal world acting up, not his true emotions. He, in his true self, only loved Lin Yueer, only her...
By the time Gu Lili arrived at the Long Family Mansion, Old Madam Long and Father Long had already retired to rest.
Hearing that she had arrived crying, everyone got up.
They all asked anxiously what had happened. Content orıginally comes from N0veI.Fiɾe.net
Gu Lili told everyone the whole story, and Dragon Mother was overjoyed to hear that Long Chan would take care of them in the future.
But Old Madam Long and Father Long were furious to the point of nearly not recovering.
"Since it’s Yu Bei’s own choice, then there’s not much we can say. Lili, regardless, the child in your belly is still a child of the Long Family."
Gu Lili’s eyes lifted to Father Long who said this, and she scoffed, "Did I ever say it wasn’t a child of the Long Family? But I will take the child and not leave him to be raised by the Long Family."
"You’re already married, it would be better to give birth to the child and leave him with the Long Family," Dragon Mother interjected, "That way, Ninth Prince wouldn’t mind either."