Chapter 10: Chapter 10

Aria

I heard the door opened. This was the first time, I saw Lucas in a drunken state.

He looked stress and his suit was a mess. I walked up to him and helped him up.

He didn't say anything. We walked until he reaches the bed. I lay him down.

"Don't act like you care for me." He spat angrily.

I put my forefinger in his lips.

"Shh..." I shushed him. Luke was sleeping. I didn't want to disturb my son's sleep.

"I care for you," I whispered.

Is it all care? Why do I feel like falling?

Shaking my head of the thoughts of what I was thinking.

I acted like I didn't hear it. I walked up to the bathroom and get some wet towel to clean Lucas.

I walked up to him his eyes are closed. I wiped his face. He really looks handsome even his face was stressed.

I tried to remove his tie but he pushed my chest hardly, his eyes opened, flashing in anger. Making me winced in pain.

My upper chest hurt like hell because Lucas pushed me harshly.

"GET THE FUCKING OFF ME! I DON'T LIKE GOLD DIGGERS TOUCHING ME!" He bombarded the whole room and stood up.

I stepped backward in fear because of what he said.

"I am trying to help you," I said softly, trying to calm him.

I tried to act. I didn't bother again even it really hit me deep into my heart.

"I DON'T FUCKING CARE!" he shouted at me.

Luke's eyes opened and started to cry. I walked over to him and started shushing him. I didn't bother to mind my upper chest even it hurts like hell. I feel like having a bruise.

"What wrong with you? Our son is sleeping." I whispered yell. He walked over to me.

"He is not yours. Only mine and CHLOE!" He spat angrily to my face.

"The day I got married to you. He is already my son!" I shouted back.

Did he need to say that in front of me? I know this is not by my blood but I treated Luke like mine.

I feel my eyes started turning red because of the tears threatening to fall.

I feel hurt, honestly.

"Give me my son." He tried getting Luke but I gripped my hold. He is drunk.

"No, let go," I said, stepping backward.

I quickly pressed the intercom.

"Come up," I said hurriedly.

"Are you fucking deaf! Give me my son!" He shouted at me, making Luke started to cry again.

"You are drunk Lucas. Watch your Language. Luke is here." I said to him softly.

"Mo...mmy. da..ddy." he sobbed. I cooed him.

"Relax baby, daddy is drunk. Don't cry." I whispered tears in my eyes slipped.

I heard the door opened. Ana comes up to me.

"Get Luke's fast. Ana. I will handle this." I informed her, she wasted no time, got Luke, and run out to the door.

I inhaled while closing my eyes, and exhaled a shaky breath while opening my eyes.

I looked at Lucas his eyes were burning with anger and hurt.

"I didn't do anything to you. If the money is the problem go ask your sister about it." I said boldly.

"YOU GIRLS ARE GOLD DIGGER ESPECIALLY YOU AND CHLOE WHO GOT MONEY FROM ME AND MY SISTER." He shouted at me.

He shouldn't do that. I know I have agreed with this because of my father's debt but the exchange of it is my marriage. I gave up my whole life on this.

My mind is telling me what to do. I will try to do everything to break his walls down.

I walked over to him and hugged him. He tried to wiggle but I gripped tighter.

"Lucas, don't please. I am here. I am going to help you." I whispered soothingly. I wish I could magic his hurt and be replaced with happiness.

"I will take away your pain as I can," I said softly.

He calmed down a little bit and dipped his head in my neck.

"It hurts, it fucking hurts." He murmured into my neck and gripped my waist.

I soothed his back like a baby.

"I know Lucas," I whispered.

I guided him to sit on the bed. I walked over to the mini-fridge and got him some water.

"Drink this." I put the glass near his mouth.

He drank all of it. I needed to set aside my anger even it's really burning inside me.

"Let's get you to the bathroom." I held his hand and walked to the bathroom. I removed his coat, tie, and long sleeves. I could see his abs and strong chest.

"Go refreshen up," I said softly. I walked out to the bathroom and headed to the walk-in closet.

I choose his sweatpants, shirts, and undergarments.

I heard the bathroom opened. I saw his tired face and body so I helped him dress up.

"You need to sleep. You have drained yourself already. " I said, walking over to the bed.

He laid down and closed his eyes. I massaged his forehead for him to sleep.

I called Ana to bring Luke here to the bedroom as soon as I felt Lucas was already asleep.

Ana opened the door and gave me a sad smile.

"You can put Luke here. Ana. Thank you " I whispered, tapping the side of the bed.

"You are really different Aria."

"Is he really like this when drunk?" I asked, continue massaging his forehead.

"Sometimes, mostly all the vases, glasses, or any things he will see. Trust me it will turn to tiny little pieces."

"I wish I could take away his pain." I smiled sadly.

"He is badly hurt."

Even though he is really harsh to them. They are still working for Lucas.

"You can rest Ana. I can take care of this." She smiled and walked over to the door, saying goodnight.

I pressed the light to dim. I washed myself to the bathroom. I could see my eyes are red.

I laid down on the bed and kissed Luke's soft lips.

"Sorry for your dad's behavior " I whispered to Luke.

I whispered goodnight to my two boys beside me.

Lucas's arms suddenly wrapped around me and I let him.

I needed to be with him as long as I can and understand him but how long?

Will he change?

Will his heart open again?

Will he break down his walls?

Will he let me in?

A lot of questions started to form in my head, drifting me off to sleep.