Chapter 13: Chapter 13

Every piece of me wanted to kill Ethan. Or

Was I just a fool?.

My head aches from the constant worry and thinking, if there was another word for sad to call how I felt right now.

My heart is not in its place,the continuous water from my eyes keeps blurring my vision. I really hate how this whole situation made me feel.

I wanted to shout and let it all out but I felt so stupid to want to do that.

I needed someone to talk to, every time I called Sarah's cellphone, it was practically on voice mail, I felt so frustrated.

I felt so alone.

I cried a few times about not having parents, I really wished I had a mom,a papa or some sort of relations, I just needed someone to help me through this period of time.

Few weeks later, and nothing had changed, it felt even worse Every Time I bumped into Ethan in the garden, on the dinner table,or anywhere around the house.

"It looks beautiful to start all over" I said thinking out loud.

I stood up from the queen sized bed, thinking about "king sized" just won't help to start my day.

I ran into my shower and took a quick bath, and before you could think of the word Jack Robinson,I was all dressed up and ready to blossom.

I walked out the door, whistling and hopping down the stairs, I felt sad but I looked happy, that's what really matters, right?!.

"Heyyyyy... " I waved to the maid, I've been avoiding for some days now. "Good morning ma'am" she greeted.

"C'mon Canada, call me Nuella,you look about my age,if not, older than I am" I said to her, I could hear her heart beats from this distance.

"AhmmMr Roland, he.. he won't be pleased to hear me call you by your name ma'am" she

stammered.

"Ok ma'am" I sounded more like her than myself.

"Please ma'am, am just a mere servant,you can't call me "ma'am", Canada is just fine, ma'am I beg of you". I could hear fear in her voice.

"Alright, only on my terms". I said and she nodded to hear what I wanted to say.

"I'll not call you ma'am in front of Ethan, if only you teach me how to cook and you'll learn to say the word "Nu..el..la". got it?" I was done talking.

Canada's eyes were staring at me,like all have said took her breath away, she didn't say a word instead she made her quick escape out of my sight to the kitchen.

"C'mon Canada, cooking is like a hobby to you, am sure you won't mind teaching me, would you?" Time to put on my pity pretty cat face on.

"Please" I begged.

"Ma'am please don't do that, I'll teach you" she said.

"Teach me what,huh?" Just to be clear we were on the same page. "Teach how to cook?" She said.

"Huh?" I can't seem to comprehend.

"I'll teach you how to cook Miss Bucket," she said. "It's Nuella," I said.

Back to Present

"You think you're smart, right?" The harsh voice from outside said. "Hahahahaha, I'm gonna cut you, piece by piece," he continued. "Haven't you done enough!" Oh Ethan, God please help him.

"Enough?, See who's talking about the word enough, hmm!" The thick voice from outside spoke again.

"When you took my business partners, wasn't that enough for you?, When you took my life, wasn't that enough?!, Kiska!" He said angrily.

Ethan didn't say a word, was he guilty of all this crime?,what the fuck is going on here. "You know why am doing all this?, I want a fucking

rasplachivat'sya, Yes! a fucking pay back mat' ublyudok!" I could hear him punch Ethan.

"This is for taking the one thing I loved the most!" Another punch "Ahhhhhh!"Ethan groan

"The only woman I've ever wanted, You.took.her.away!" He punched harder. "Ahhhhhh" Ethan groan.

"Yes mother fucker!!, Cry baby cause this is gonna be your last one!" He said, I could feel my heart drop to my stomach.

"His last one?" My eyes widen, if he's going to kill Ethan, I can't let that happen,I just can't.

I needed a plan,I needed a fast one, I tried so hard but I couldn't think of anything, my eyes Immediately landed on my phone.

"Oh Jesus, who should I call?" My mind is searching for an answer.

"I can't call the police, Ethan is gonna end up in jail, should I call Sarah?, No! She can't do anything, goddamnit!" My head was beginning to ache, I rubbed my temples,I felt so pained,I felt something I can't even put into words.

"Mark! OMG, why didn't I think about him, what if he's not around,let me just give it a shot." I concluded.

"Grrrrr…. grrrrr" the sound from my phone. "Pick up, pick up Mark" I contemplated "Grrrrr… grrrrr.." still no response

"Pick up the goddamn phone!" I said just to myself. Grrr,grrrrr,beeb" he picked up.

"Hello Mark!"I said with so much fear in my voice,before I could say anything,the clear sound of gun shot fire sent me queasy.

I went on my hills, seeing Ethan on the floor, I lost my balance,the blood all over him, my heart lost its position.

"No...no.no.no!" I ran downstairs.

"Please don't be dead" I kneel next to Ethan's body, I could still feel his heart beat, he's alive.

"What do you want from us!" I cried out loud.

"Ha, you've got some guts suka, I see why Ethan likes you." He said, walking towards me. "I'll allow you say your goodbye" he said, kissing the pistol in his hand

"Nuella!" Ethan's weak voice manages to say.

"Go on, you have only a minute," he said, turning his back to face us. "I told you not to leave the room," he said.

"Am sorry, am so sorry" I find myself saying.

"I just couldn't, I can't leave you all alone, I...I can't watch you do this on your own." My cracky voice said, my heart pounding with fear but I wanted to stay here, here, where Ethan is.

"He's going to kill us," Ethan said.

"I don't care, I don't care Ethan, I can't live without you, I won't survive it, what will I tell your child?" I confessed.

"Child?!, Hmm!... Nuella" I watched as his scared face turned into amusement, his cold hands reached to touch my stomach.

"Yes Ethan, am carrying a mini you." I said, taking his lips into mine "Am pregnant,"I said.