Chapter 11: Chapter 11

"Dinner is served" Canada announced.

I was given a dress by Canada earlier on, it looked so lovely, Canada helped me all the way on to get ready for the evening.

"Are we having a party?" I asked her. "No ma'am" she replied.

"Is there a feast?" I was curious. "No ma'am" she said plainly.

"Is he having guests?" this time there was no response,she silently helped me with my dress and added some powder to my face.

I was ready in no time,I know how many times I've had makeup on, this time... this time, I looked so different, I looked so beautiful, I couldn't help but admire Canada's touch of spark on my face.

"Sir Rolland would be waiting for you downstairs, please do not keep him waiting." She said and stepped out Immediately, I nodded to show her I concurred.

I watched her leave, silently whisper into my ears,I admired myself and walked towards the window, I looked at the gate closing and how one of the bodyguards opened the door.

Ethan....

He looked so beautiful in his tuxedo suit,he stepped out the door of his car slowly and everything else faded,he was my knight in shining armor, I don't know why or what he did to me but his presence affected me so badly.

I watched him enter into his mansion,it was time for me to step out.

I wore a red singlet strip hand gown with a long slit that exposes my thighs. If I was a boy right now,I think I just met my better half, I braided my ginger red hair into two high ponytails.

I looked so beautiful.

I looked almost perfect,not the perfect perfect,like the normal perfect, not the Sarah kinda perfect,just the regular Nuella kind of.

I heard the knock on the door.

"Madam, Sir Rolland awaits you" she announced right outside my door. "Coming" I replied back, taking a long breath.

I stepped out of my door and my heart was pounding and racing so fast I could hear it straight in my ear,my eyes landed on him.

There he was, staring at every inch of my skin, he looked dsk handsome. ohI want you doing so many things to my body.

I smiled.

(Background song: Heaven by Julie Michael)

Love's my religion, but he was my faith Something so sacred, so hard to replace Fallin' for him....was like fallin' from grace...

The slow smacking of our lips and heartbeat kept moving from slow to fast. All wrapped in one, he was so many sins.....

He knows that once he kisses my neck my resistance crumbles,he knows me,he knows where I wanted to be touched,how I wanted to be held.

Would have done anything, everything for him And if you ask me, I would do it again......

His delicate touches of his warm lips,my hands starts to do his bidding No need to imagine 'cause I know it's true

My hands fall down his back, my head swims,all previous thoughts stopped in their tracks.Now there is only one desire,one wish, and we both know it's just a matter of time before it happens.

They say all good boys go to heaven but bad boys bring heaven to you........

The facade we show the world melts away and all we want is to fuck each other's brains out. It's automatic, it's just what they do.......

Every kiss has a raw intensity, breathing fast,heart racing faster.

They say all good boys go to heaven but bad boys bring heaven to you...

Then before I knew how it happened,we were naked and our skin was moving softly together,like the finest of silk.

You don't realize the power they have...until they leave you and you want them back... nothing in this world prepares you for that.....

I feel his hand enter from below moving fast,our tongues entwined in a kiss,he slowly deeps himself inside me, changing my breathing with every thrust, hearing my moans timed to his body. Then all at once he stops and kisses from my breasts to my stomach, his hands light; then he's licking and using his fingers all at once, watching my reaction, feeling how my legs move, watching my body writhe.

I'm not a sinner, he wasn't the one...had no idea what we would becomethere's no regrets,I

just thought it was fun...

"I'm gonna make you beg for it," he tells me.

I just let out a moan, unable to articulate a response.

In seconds he's on me again, fucking me harder, just long enough to intoxicate my mind before stopping again. If it's begging he wants, he's gonna have to stop long enough for my brain to start working again first.

One touch and it was over, it was always that way with Ethan.

I felt electricity in my skin, hormones shutting down my higher brain and the rise of my animal self. From there on in it was all passion, intense, intoxicating.

It was his release,my climax, my escape, my drugnot that I was easy, he knew well enough to

avoid letting a man lay his hands on me.

"I love you so much Ethan" I said those words and am beginning to lose count how many times I've told him that.

"I love you too baby" he said as he slid down beside me. Immediately we dozed off...

***

I woke up to find out Ethan wasn't besides me,I wonder where his cute face was, I was up already and finding my way down the stairs.

"I'm starving," I said, particularly to myself.

But the sweet aroma of Canada's meals already got me smiling, but wait, I thought Ethan sent all the maids away, I hurriedly walked down, hopping to the kitchen in excitement.

"Ethan!" I voiced out really confused, walking towards him. "What are you doing?!... " I asked.

"Come here" he said, pulling me into a light hug to place a kiss on my temples.

"You cook?"I asked,with amusement written all over my face. In my three years of living with this man, I've never seen him boil even water.

"Guess there are things you are yet to find out lover" he winked.

In no time, dinner was served and yes,yes!yes!, Ethan blew my mind. Hmmmmm....

We talked about alot of stuff and for the first time, Ethan talked about having kids and I felt my heart drop to my stomach,I felt the sweet rush and excitement.

We made so many plans and right now right here, everything felt so perfect.

Senses sharpened with adrenaline, Ethan held his breath, straining to hear with every ounce of his concentration. Not quite silent. Cool air whispered through our mansion's ventilation system. A bad water heater in the basement sent out ambient pops in the background. The refrigerator's compressor hummed as it switched on inside the kitchen. Ethan's prickled skin relaxed. No threat here. His ears strained for more sounds, more clues as to where the gunshot had originated.

We were under attack.