Chapter 51: Chapter 51

MAAZ'S POV:

''Maaz stop thinking about Rimsha'' My soul scolded me and I took a deep breath. While leaning my head to the back support of sofa of living room.

"Reshma.... Make coffee for me" I yelled while massaging my head.

"Maaz Beta when did you come back from office?" Ammi came out of her room and asked

"Just now." I informed her and she took seat in front of me, meanwhile Reshma came with coffee. Taking the mug I sipped that and...

"What a awful thing is this? Do you call this as coffee, it is just a cup of boiled water." I yelled and placed the mug on table very loudly.

"Make another one." I ordered her very angrily

"And give me a pain killer." I added while massaging my head and she moved towards the kitchen.

"But Maaz you don't take pain killers." Ammi said and I just looked at her then closed my eyes.

''So who will massage my head? that girl is enjoying in her parental home without thinking about me.'' I said with disappointment and rolled my eyes in my thoughts

"When will Rabiya return?" Ammi asked and I looked at her.

"I call her b..." before I could complete what I was saying Ammi interrupted me

"Maaz is everything alright? You are looking tensed. Why aren't you telling me the reason?" Ammi asked and I let out a cold sight.

"Nothing like that Ammi, I'm fine."I replied

After having coffee, and taking medicine I went to my bedroom. Standing in the balcony I was looking at the sky, which was showing a beautiful sunset but I was feeling empty and restless.

I was feeling her roaming around the room. Her melodious voice was ringing in my ears, Her beautiful, innocent face was flashing in my head. The way when she make a few creases on her forehead and call me Maaazz... everything was blocking all my senses.

"I become addicted to this girl. Even I can't find out my clothes without her.'' Saying that I sat down on the floor resting my back to the side of bed. Picking up my mobile I opened gallery .where thousands of photos were resting but I was trying to find out a photo which can show me her beautiful face but after the struggle of five minutes I didn't find a single one. But I didn't lose hope and continued searching In the end I got a photo and my lips engaged with a smile. That was the same pic which shikha clicked in the car when we were in the way to Banglore.

Her head was resting on my chest and arms were wrapped around my midriff, her glowing face, closed eyes which was clearly showing her curly lashes.... Everything was beating my heart differently.

''Biyaaa... I'm missing you, please come back soon.'',I said to her in my heart

I took almost four days to realise that I'm missing her badly. I wanted to hear her voice so I made phone call, the ring was going but she didn't receive that.

"Biyaaa.. What happened?" I mumbled looking at the screen of mobile which was showing ended call.

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RABIYA'S POV:

"Rabiyaaaa..." I was studying sitting in my room when papa's voice hit my eardrums

"Yeah papaa..." I yelled while looking at the door.

"come downstairs." He said and I made myself stand after putting my book on the bed

"Coming papa." saying that I turned off the AC and went downstairs but not before picking up my mobile.

Papa was sitting on the sofa of living room, reading the newspaper.

"Papa, who reads the newspaper in the evening?" I asked with a chuckle and he also smiled.

"Your father, who else?" Mummy said with a smile and papa putted down the newspaper after folding that.

"Why you are always sitting in your room, come and sit with us.." papa said lovingly and beckoned with hand. I happily sat beside him.

"Where is Shayaan bhai?" I asked looking here and there

"He must be coming." Mummy said while looking at the clock.

"Suniye... Apni ladli se puchiye wapas apne ghar kab jayengi ye?" Mummy said to papa while looking at me with sharp eyes.

(Ask your dear daughter, when will she go back to her home?)

Before Papa or I say something Shayaan bhai entered in with ice cream tub in his hand and passed me.

"Once I promised you!" He said with a smile and went to his room to freshen up.

''Promised? When he promised me and why?'' I looked at the ice-cream tub and asked to myself, mummy and papa also looking at me trying to read my expressions.

"I'll come back" Saying that I went to kitchen to serve ice cream for all of us.

Scooping out the ice-cream I was remembering Maaz...

He was doing his work on the laptop sitting on the sofa and I was enjoying my ice cream sitting in the balcony.

"What are you doing?" I asked happily but he was in his khadoos avtaar

"work" without glancing at me he replied, I went to him and

"Maaz" I passed a spoon full of ice-cream to his mouth.

"No, I'm working." just a glance, and he again bowed his head to his laptop.

"Maaazz... Please naa.., it's melting." I said and he looked at me with an unpleasant facial expression but I fed him

"It's not good to refuse ice cream, bechari bura Maan jati hai." I said with a chuckle and Mr. Khadoos smiled making my heart jumps with happiness.

(it feels bad)

"You are very stubborn." He said while glaring me but he was smiling.

"Yeah I am." Raising my eye brow I said proudly and he picked another spoon full of ice-cream from my bowl.

"What...? It's my ice-cream, if you want to eat, then take your own." saying that I was going to snatch the spoon from his hand but he was very fast.

"Now It's mine, go and take more for yourself." snatching the bowl from my hand he said arrogantly and I was looking him with wide eyes.

"You are very bad." slapping his arm I said and he raised his eyebrows proudly

"You took so much time to understand such a simple thing, how dunce you..."

"Rabiya come fast.." mummy's voice dragged me out from the trance

"Coming mummy." saying that I started scooping out ice-cream but I was feeling wetness in my eyes.

Flattering my eyes I suddey gulped my tears.

I was missing him, I was missing each and every moment we spent together.

''Rabiya he is a cheater, don't think about him, try to forget him.'' saying to my heart I started taking long breaths to calm my heart.

"Ice cream...." I entered the living room masking happiness on my face and passed ice-cream bowl to everyone.

"Double scoop for all and only one for me! Why?" Papa asked with furrowed brows

"You should be thankful to me, that I'm giving you even a scoop of ice-cream." I said and Shayaan bhai nodded.

"Mrs. Rabiya Maaz is correct, ice cream is not good for you." Shayaan bhai said to papa. But the thing which beat my heart differently was my name.

Mrs. Rabiya maaz

Papa and mummy laughed on his words and I just fake a smile and started having my ice cream. Meanwhile my mobile started ringing which was showing Mr. Khadoos.

"Who is calling?" Mummy asked and I slowly shook my head and silent the ring, and again started having my ice-cream.

"Bhai when did you promise me for this?" pointing the ice-cream bowl I asked and his face became dull for a moment but he suddenly maintained himself.

"Try to rememb..." Bhai was saying but my mobile again started ringing.

I was going to disconnect the call but

"Rabiyaaa..." I looked up and found mummy's eyes glaring at me angrily

"Is this Maaz's call?" She asked, I didn't wanted to tell the truth but my head unwillingly gave her a nod.

"Why are you not attending his call? Talk to him." Mummy first asked but didn't give me chance to reply and ordered the last part the very next moment, unwillingly I picked up the call.

"Hello" I said meekly but there were no response from other side

"Hello.." I again said hiding my emotions.

"Aren't you missing me?" his slow voice came from other end and my heart forgot to beat for a while but I didn't said anything.

"Rabiya I'm asking something. Are you missing me or not?" his voice again came and I looked up, mummy was looking at me.

I immediately made myself stand and scoot towards my room

"wh.. Why are you asking?" climbing up the stairs I asked and I listened a voice of his sigh.

''I am missing you, I'm dying to see you, but I don't want you to break me and my heart again and again.'' I said to myself and sat down on the bed.

"I'm asking to know whether my wife miss me or not?" He said seriously and my heart clenched with pain, but I didn't tell anything

"Fine don't tell me whether you missed me or not. But tell me when will you come back?" He asked again.

''Never'' I said with determination in my own thoughts...

"Rabiya are you listening?" he asked

"Yeah I'm listening." I said without showing any expression, but my heart was crying on his betrayal.

"Rabiya at least tell me what happened? We both were happy suddenly... Did anyone said something?"

''Maaz your are a great thespian and player, no one can find a single mistake in your acting, you really sounding concern about our relationship.'' I said to myself while closing my eyes and let my tears flow.

"Rabiya I'm missing you." his voice made way for a pang to my heart. And I disconnected the call.

"Why do I love you Maaz? Why I trusted you? These all were my mistakes, I should control my heart to beat for you" mumbling I went to bathroom, I cried out all mine tears and wash my face.

"Now I'm not going to make any mistake." looking at the reflection of myself I said and nodded.

"I'm Rabiya Maa...."

"I'm Rabiya Faiz and I don't want or need any Maaz to live my life, I don't want a man who loves someone else and live with me."

"I have to talk to papa, for how long all these things will be hidden from him, Now or then he will get to know about this.." I said with determination and decided that I won't shade any tear.

Wiping my face with towel I went to wardrobe to draw my sleeping suit.

''My papa is not that much weak that he couldn't bear my problem, even he is enough strong that he can solve the problem easily.''Stepping towards the shower I said to myself and decided to talk to papa after taking shower.

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