Chapter 46: Chapter 46

RIMSHA'S POV :

"Go," He said and I felt a pang in my heart

'Is he the same Maaz who always wanted to be with me?' I asked to myself and went out of his car

"Rimsha we were good friends, in the beginning, can't we end up all these things like good friends?" He asked me and I was looking at him

'End!! Do you really want to end up all these things? It's like to end up my life for me.' I took a step further towards the home after thinking the same

"Rimish, I was calling you beta. Why where are you not receiving my call?" Mum asked me in a single breath when I entered the home, she was looking worried

"No. But my mobile wasn't vibrated even for once" I said to her normally without showing my pain and slip my hand in the pocket of my jeans to drawing out the mobile but, My pockets were empty, except for the car keys there was nothing. Then I realised My mobile phone, purse everything was in my car which was parked in the parking space of Maaz's office.

"Rimsha, where were you?" Dad asked me and I turned my face to another side after another day I never talk to him.

"Hello."

"No need to worry, She is back" Mum was talking with someone on phone in the time being I went outside and send the driver to bring my car from the parking lot of Maaz's office when I entered back into the living room mum was talking to dad. I preferred to be disappeared from there, I marched towards the stairs with cat steps but.

"Rimish bachcha comes here" Mum call me lovingly and I took a seat beside her on the couch of the living room.

"We all were worried about you, I call Kinza and Nataliya but you were not with them. Were you beta?" Mum asked politely but I preferred to be silent.

"Why were you not attending my call?" Mum asked while placing her hand on my shoulder

"My mobile was on vibration mode and I didn't realise when you did call me" I state the truth in front of her meanwhile Saad entered the living room.

' what is he doing here?' That was the first question with a jump in my head after witnessing him in front of me in my home

"Come, Saad, sit" Mum got up from her place and gestured him to sit beside dad, the first sentence which came out of his mouth was

"Where were you Rimsha, you made me frightened"

"Why you were frightened, Saad? I was somewhere for an important work" I asked him first part with furrowed brows and said the last part arrogantly

"Can't you inform us about your important work, since morning you were out of the home without informing us? Your mother was calling you but you were not responding. How careless you are!!" He scolded me and I don't like anyone to use even I single rude word or tone with me

"Saad minds your own business, I'm not interested in your lectu..." Dad interrupted me in between

"Rimsha now it's enough, he is going from pillar to post for you since afternoon and you are behaving like this with him." Dad scolded me and I went to my bedroom with loud footsteps.

"Had I said him to run a search operation for me?" I said in rage and smacked the bedroom door behind me.

"Everyone is thinking about themselves, no one wants to know what am I feeling." mumbling the same I lay down on the sofa.

'I want to destroy that Rabiya, for whom my Maaz is leaving me but how? I don't have any other plan..' I said to myself with rage but said the last part helplessly

Four days back I decided to talk to Maaz so I went to his office at closing time. I talk to them rightfully but he didn't even glance at me, I was questioning him angrily, his coat was clenched in my fist tightly, I was asking him how could he do that to me but he was standing like a statue who can't even glance at me, who can't talk to me. In these five days, I asked him the same question but he didn't give me any answer, day by day my rage was converted into sorrowfulness... But today he gave me an answer which was not an answer but that was the bane of my life

'Maaz you break me, you break my heart into thousand pieces...' I said to myself and tears roll down from my eyes.

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THIRD PERSON'S POV

'I have to talk about this, yeah I have to' entering his home he said to himself with determination

"Bhai, aapi is coming to stay with us for a weak, it will be fun" his younger sister informed him happily and he smiled.

"Where is Mummy?" He asked and his sister pointed towards the kitchen.

"Mummy I have to talk to you," He said but his mother was busy with her works

"What are you doing? Chop it finely" She scolded the maid and again focus on the pot which was placed over the gas burner.

"Mummy.." He said again

"Hmm. Say what you are saying I'm listening" After giving him a glance his mother said but again focused on her cooking.

"Mummy not here?" He looked here and there were two maids were working in the kitchen.

"Come with me." saying this he grabbed his mother's arm and dragged her with him.

"What. What are you doing??"

"Keep stirring this, otherwise it will be burned" She instructed the maid while going out of the kitchen, her son was dragging her with himself, he stopped in his bedroom with was next to his mother's

"What are you doing beta?" she asked surprisingly as well as angrily.

Holding her both shoulders he made her sat on the bed and kneeled in front of his mother.

"Your sister is coming I have to prepare for dinner." His mother informed him and she was going to made herself stand but he stopped her by his words.

"Mummy..." He took a pause but his voice was very deep, his mother looked at him with amazement at the sincerity of his voice then she nodded

"I want to..... I want to get married." still kneeling in front of his mother he said in a low voice while looking at his mother and placing his hand on her mother's knee. His mother smiled at the demand of her son

"I have been saying to you for last two years to get married and settle down in your life, but you were refusing." holding his face between both of her palms she said with a smile and he smiled too.

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RABIYA's POV :

"How far is that?" I asked the driver while glancing at the time.

"That building" He replied after pointing towards a huge building covered with silver and blue glass windows.

I reached there after a minute and my gaze went to Maaz's car in the parking area, which means he was still in office.

I was waiting for my Mr Khadoos, sitting inside the car. After a wait of few minutes I witnessed a handsome figure coming to the parking lot, he was Maaz. Smilingly I opened the door of the car to went out but, I was freezing on my spot.

Closing the door again I looked towards him, from the window of the car.

"Maaz" a whisper left from my mouth, my gaze was fixed on his face, he was talking to his ex.

Not ex-girlfriend but his current girlfriend.

'He is still in her contact' my mind said and my heart skipped hundreds of beats

They were talking with each other and I was witnessing the scene with mixed emotions.

'He is just talking with her, I will talk to him. Why he didn't tell me if he is still in her contact..' My soul was not ready to accept that Maaz My Maaz could do anything like that, I didn't want to doubt him again like before.

But my heart was beating like a hell, witnessing my husband with the girl he loved.

I was stuck between my heart and soul meanwhile she grabbed Maaz's arm and maaz was still talking to her.

I was feeling fear in my whole body,

Fear of losing my love, my husband, my everything, My Maaz.

Then she hugged him tightly and my eyes dropped few tears but my heart refused to work for a moment when Maaz started caressing her head.

"Why Maaz? Why?" I mumbled and closed my eyes, letting the tears out. When I opened my eyes, found him holding her shoulder, he opened the door of his car and made her sat inside. Then he drove off, his car passed by my car but he didn't pay attention to that, his gaze was fixed on the front view...

For a few minutes, I was waiting for someone who wakes me up as I was expecting that as a dream, but unfortunately, that was reality.

"Ta... Take me to home" I ordered the driver trying to control my tears but they were flowing non-stop

When I reached home Raahim bhai was coming out of his car.

"Bhabi are you crying?" He asked but I scoot to my room after shaking my head.

Closing the door behind me I fell down on my knees...

"Why Maaz, why you are betraying me? I trust you blindly, I love you madly..." I was crying loudly covering my face with both of my hands.

After crying for few minutes I went to the dressing room to drew out my cloth, standing in the front of the mirror I unwrapped the stole from my neck and my gaze went to the hickey which he gave me last night, just above my collar bone.

"What were all these things Maaz? Why you are playing with me?" I cried badly touching that mark.

"Actually it's not your fault, it's my fault. I should maintain the distance between us but I am a moron, that's why I did trust on you. I loved you but you are still interested in that girl."

If you can't forget her, why do you marry me? Shayaan bhai was correct... He didn't want to marry me with you just because of this.

"Bhai you were right, Maaz didn't forget that girl," I said and cry out loudly sitting on the floor holding my head.

A knock on the door caught my attention I made myself stand after wiping my tears and wrapped the stole around my neck to hide that hickey, then open the door.

"Bhabi why you are crying?" Raahim bhai was standing there, he asked worriedly

"I. I'm not cr... Crying" Saying that I was going to shut the door but he held the door.

"Your crying voice is coming even to my room, and you are saying you aren't crying" I looked at him suddenly, I didn't realise his room was next to mine and my loud cry was hearable in his room

"Fine don't tell me... I'm summoning Ammi, discuss your problem with her." Saying that he turned to go back but I stopped him.

"Bhai don't... Please don't. I'm fine." I request in front of him and he nodded after a long sigh.

"If you have any problem you can discuss it with me, I'm here for you as an elder brother. Fine?" He said and I nodded, then he went to his room and I closed the door.

'I hate you Maaz, I hate you

'you are playing with me and my feeling'

'But you are a great actor, you acted very well. I started believing that you also love me as I do, but no I was wrong' saying these things to myself I went to the bathroom.

I was standing under the shower feeling the water running on me, but tears were flowing continuously from my eyes.

'Rabiya don't ruin your eyes and life for a deceiver and betraying man.' I said to myself and wipe my tears which already flew away with the water coming out of the shower.

'Should I tell about this to baba?' I asked

'But what will happen if baba tells that to Papa! He can't tolerate this' My mind said and I nodded.

After a long discussion with myself, I decided to stay discreet about this matter, but I'll not going to even talk to Maaz.

'From now onwards we'll be strangers' I said to Maaz in my thoughts and nodded. After done with the shower I lay down on the bed and didn't realise when sleep consume me.

I knock drew me out from the land of Nod.

"Yeah?" opening the door I found a maid standing there, she informed Ammi and baba was calling me for dinner.

I went to the dining room, and Maaz was sitting there, he smiled looking at me but I took a seat beside Ammi.

"This is your seat," He said rightly pointed towards the chair beside him but I didn't pay attention and started feeding myself.

"Today Rabiya is looking very tired," Baba said to Ammi and Maaz, they nodded

After completing my dinner I went to the bedroom, but Maaz was sitting with Baba and Ammi.

I started studying sitting on a sofa, but my mind was not leaving what I saw, I was feeling rage running in my nerves but my heart was crying badly.

I listen to the twisting sound of the doorknob and maaz entered the room, but I didn't glance at him.

"What my wife is doing?" sitting beside me he asked after placing his arm around my shoulder but I removed his hand suddenly.

"Yaar what happened now?" He asked after a sigh

'Why are you asking? I'm mad that's why I was thinking about you. Even in little headache, I was concerned about you, but you...' I said to him in my thoughts and again focus on my study

"You were going to give me surprise, where is that?" He asked happily but I didn't glance at him.

"Raabiyaaaa... I'm talking to you..." planting a kiss on my cheek he said but I glare at him and started reading my book.

"I was expecting something else as your surprise" running his finger from my ear to neck he said then he lay down on the sofa placing his head on my thigh

"Maaz sits up, I am studying," I said in anger.

"If I don't, then...?" He asked while plucking the book from my hand, with a smirk and wrapped his other arm around my nape pulling me to himself, he was trying to plant a kiss on my lips, but that was enough.

'You already played much with me and my feelings, but not now' saying that to myself I removed his hand from my nape. And made myself stand up from there.

"Rabiya what's wrong?" He asked while sitting on the sofa but before he could say, or did anything I left the room with my books.

"Rabiya what happened, at least tell me..." I listened to his loud call when I was few steps away from the door of the bedroom.

"I don't want to stay with you anymore." saying that I opened the door of the terrace and sat down there silently, I opened my book to study, but couldn't.

"Maaz I didn't do any mistake in my life except marrying you and falling for you'' I mumbled and some tears again appeared in my eyes, but I held them.

"Rabiya he is nothing to you, don't cry for him." I mumbled and started studying.

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