Chapter 34: Chapter 34

RIMSHA'S POV :

"What happened Rimsha" Saad asked when we all were sitting in the food court, we were there for celebrating my birthday

"Maaz disconnected my call." I Informed saad

Meanwhile Kinza received a call from her home and she left from there with Arhaan bhai, and I didn't pay any attention to anyone else so one by one everyone was left from there.

In the end I was alone except Saad there were no one with me.

"Rimsha are you missing him?" He asked and I looked at him, I was dying to talk to Maaz but he was busy in his so called official trip cum honeymoon.

I just nodded while holding my tears.

"Don't hold your tears, let them flow" Saad said while putting his hand on my shoulder, but I was still holding my tears and remove his hand from my shoulder

"Cry Rimsha, cry. Say everything which you are hiding in your heart, cry your heart out today." Said said and I looked at him with teary eyes, I was shocked, after that incident everyone tell me to stop crying but he was the first who was saying me to cry.

"I.. I am offended with him." I said and tears fall down from my eyes.

"I want to talk to him, I want to argue with him, I want to spend time with him, I want to spend my whole life with him." I cried in front of Saad and he was just looking at me with sad expression.

"Saad, I love Maaz, more than everything. But he is ignoring me. Is he forget me in few days? He can't do this to me. How can he forget me? I love him, I love him.. We both love each other..." I cried my heart out in front of Saad he was just watching me and my flowing tears. I noticed a tear in his eye but he didn't let that escape.

"I can understand your pain, it's not easy to tolerate your love with someone else." Saad said and I witnessed sorrow in his voice, he was sad for me

"No, Saad you can't understand my pain, you never fall in  love for anyone, you never experienced anything like that" I said but I noticed a thing, my eyes were free from nonstop flowing tears.

"I you are right.." He said while passing me water

"I never fall in love" he added but in muted tones

"Rimsha sometimes you don't have any other way except, accepting the reality" Saad said but I was surprised. he enunciating each word slowly but wisely, I never witnessed him as this.

'Everyone is giving me advices I'm not going to tolerate this..' saying that to my heart I got up with a jounce.

"Rimshaaa sit" He said strictly and I glare him

'How dare he to order me?' My heart asked, I was already ill tampered at that time.

" I know you don't like my advice, I you don't want it., but please... " He said while gesturing me to sit and I sat down again

"You can say everything to me, no need to hide anything." He added.

"Do you believe me as a friend?" He asked and I nodded

"so please don't be formal, you can share everything with me" He said and I nodded,

'You are the only one who wants to know what is cooking in my head' I said to him in my heart.

"I'm not saying you to forget Maaz" He said and I looked at him with amazement

"You are the only one who is saying this, otherwise...." I didn't continue as  I knew he would be understood

"That's not easy to forget your love" He said and I nodded again a fresh tear appeared in my eye

"it's true, I can't forget Maaz." I mumbled

"Don't forget Maaz but you have to remember yourself, you can't ignore yourself" Saad said but I was confused, what was he trying to said.

"What do you mean?" I asked with furrowed brows

"Accept the reality, and try to live your life again. Where is that arogent Rimsha who didn't need anyone to be happy.." He asked and I found a real friend in him

"That Rimsha died on that day when I felt love for Maaz, after that I needed Maaz to be happy" I said the truth and two tears escaped from my eyes.

"No, you just hide that Rimsha inside yourself. You are the same Rimsha." He said seriously, and I realised, I changed myself head to toe just because of Maaz.

"Now please cut the cake, I'm dying to taste it" He said light heartedly, and I was surprised, he was feeling sorrow for me, but suddenly he changed his mood

"I don't want to cut it. You take it yourself" I said in muted tone

"Please yaar..., for my sake... Please.." He requested me and unwillingly I did the same.  He ordered food for lunch

"Saad I'm going, you enjoy your lunch" saying that I got up from there

"Rimsha, I don't like to take my meal alone please join me" He requested me, I wanted to refuse but couldn't and joined him.

" You remember the day when we first met? Where is that Rimsha? I want her back" He asked and I smiled.

"You really want that Rimsha back?" I laughed remembering the incident of my first day of college and he nodded with a smile.

That was the first time after many days when I laughed

"I booked tickets for movie let's go for that..." Saad said but I shook my head

"No please, I don't want to go.." He didn't insist and nodded

"Finish your lunch then I'll drop you to your home" He said and I nodded

After many days I laughed, I felt a little happiness. I found a friend with me. When I reached home mum was happy to witnessing a smile on my face.

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