Chapter 49: Chapter 49

Simon's cremation was an opportunity for Kate and Alvin to bond though she avoided him at any given chance. He prevailed as her asthma became frequent.

She was hurt and depressed most of the time which had Alvin changing her regular doses to the old One.

Like how he was by her bedside with a tray of food.

" You need to eat and take your meds" she rubbed her eyes then picked the cutlery while he watched itching to say something but couldn't.

" Okay. I'm eating. You don't have to worry about me. I can take care of myself"

" I can see that" he chuckled then dabbed her lips slowly as her eyes followed his hands.

" You don't have to do this you know. You didn't kill our son. I know you miss him just as much as I do"

" True. I hate to see you suffer. It's agonizing" she snickered cutting her steaks while he raised her chin.

" I mean it," he tells her smashing his lips on hers pushing the tray aside, unlike her, she found comfort in his arms as she deepened the kiss with her hands on his hair caressing it while he pulled her closer tugging on her dress then pulled it over her head.

He attacked her lips like a starved lion nibbling, curling of tongues.

Apparently, he seized the opportunity to lead her to the bed hovering over her then broke from the kiss locking gaze with her expecting her to change her mind.

" I love you. I miss this" he tells her stroking her hair as she chuckled reaching for a kiss which he leaned into kissing air out of her lungs leaving her breathless then trailed wet kisses to her neck, collarbone, clavicles, chest, and belly while she moaned with lingering hands on his back.

" You're such a beauty Kate" he murmured as she smiled flipping him over.

' my turn' she tells him raining kisses on his jaw, chest, collarbone then nibbled on his breast.

" Just how much did you miss me? Alvin's eyes darkened as he skipped formalities. No, he can't cuddle at the moment. He wanted her and that's what he did.

Kate was exhausted as she lay on her back panting heavily beside him.

" Do you want more? He asked with his hands on her boobs squeezing them as she gasped.

" I want more" she requested as he smirked hovering over her

" I thought so"

she found herself on her knees as he had her from behind.

His thrusts were rough and satisfying not that she was complaining.

After everything he had put her through, did he deserve her?

Her thought was cut off with his lips on hers ravaging her mouth.

So much for hating him. The attraction was there. She didn't think she needed it.

So she kissed him with everything she's got lying on top of him.

This last time. She wanted to experience her honeymoon for the last time.

Perhaps it was the side effects of the depression drugs.

" I love you Kate' she heard him say as he thrust in and out of her. She never knew someone could be hard for hours.

It was her first.

She was practically on cloud nine as he gave her multiple orgasms over and over again till she couldn't keep up with his sex positions.

" Are you okay? He asked sucking her boobs.

' I forgot how much you like different sex positions. I'm exhausted" she said panting then moaned loudly looking down to see what he was doing to her then found his head between her trembling legs which were sprawled out.

' I'm going to pass out anytime soon' she spoke but it came out as a whisper yet he said nothing but continued to work his tongue on her clit while she gripped his hair supporting him.

No, she didn't want him to stop.

Realizing his plan worked, he thrust into her slowly locking gaze with her.

" Shit Alvin. How did you do that? He chuckled finding her lips.

" Make you horny?

" Humm. That feels good" he said between her lips which had her in realization but ignored it.

He rolled over at a time.

" What happens next? No more divorce right? He asked but she hovered over him instead.

" Kate!! He called flipping her hair as she caressed him. Her tongue was doing magic to him.

" Talk to me" She rolled over standing up to get a bathrobe.

" Kate? She ignored him sorting her disheveled hair then faced him.

" I don't know Alvin" he furrowed his brows on a sitting position while she tossed him a towel.

" What do you mean you don't know? Why is it so difficult to forgive me? I have apologized to you. I showed you proof"

" I don't have time for this. I'm exhausted"

" Make things clear to me. Kate! He snapped at her while she frowned.

" What do you expect? After all, you are here for a reason. You knew I was vulnerable then took the chance. I'm not complaining but that doesn't mean anything"

" All that meant nothing to you? She cleared her throat biting her lips.

It did mean something.

" I don't know. Let's not fight okay? I'll give you an answer when David is behind bars or six feet under" she tells him but he wasn't convinced thus stepped forward to confirm staring at her lovely eyes.

" Promise me " she scoffed.

What kind of move is that?

" Fine. I need a bath" she tells him walking away while he sat back taking her lavender-colored room into view.

Time flew quickly as it was dawn already. Alvin made to check the time then he recalled sleeping with Kate.

He turned around to find her sleeping soundly then scoot closer to steal a kiss.

" I love you Kate" he revealed slipping out of bed to get her breakfast.

The clattering sound of cutlery had her tossing then sat up.

" Good morning beautiful" he smiled with a tray in his hands.

" Time for breakfast" she hummed staring at him.

" Good morning Alvin" he dished her food then watched her dig in with admiration.

He missed her badly.

This is your chance' he tells himself as he decided to give it a try.

" Kate, Simon lives" he finally found the guts to tell her but what she did next surprised him as she picked the cutlery knife and stabbed him on his left breast, his eyes rolled into the back of his head in shock.