Chapter 118: Chapter 118

Noor was expecting Mandy, right from the early hours of the morning but she didn't show up, he was almost giving up, then Mandy pushed the door, her face is different from the previous day.

Are you alright? Noor asked, that is the only word Noor asked, the one that mere looking at Mandy's face, could detect that she is sad.

Yes, I am fine, how are...

You are not, did Lauren hurt you? Did he scold you from coming home late? Mandy cry and hug him, he clenched his fist in anger, how dare Lauren?

As Noor run his hand on her back, she pulled from him. I wasn't able to prepare something, so I decided to get on my way here, you should eat.

Feed me! Noor said, she looks at the food like someone having a deep thought then decide to, Noor remember all the good times they had together before her marriage, his love for her has grown over the years, that every single day, he wish that they never part ways, this one woman in front of him, is the one he wanted. He was ready to wait till the six months elapsed even though he keeps telling Mandy, he doesn't want her again but that devil leah came, sweet talk him, he ended up hurting the woman in his heart. Thank you!

Mandy smile at him, deep in her, she doesn't think, it's right for her to feed him. I am sorry, I...

Noor stop apologizing.

Please let me do it. She decided to give him audience. After your wedding, I was still going to wait for you, even though, I tell you off but then you got trapped, it seems your relationship with Lauren get better unlike the first time, I felt hopeless, I wasn't having anything, then Leah came, she said, you needed me, that your life is a living hell and that you want out and you want to escape with me but I didn't find it to be truth because I felt you are aware that I don't have money, she said she is going to give me the money but then I have to go run some test.

I never knew it something terrible, after it, I kept behaving strange, all I felt for you was anger, and the only idea I had about you, is that you left me because I am poor.

Mandy tears fall, she could remember all the pains she went through because of Leah's selfishness, in order to punish her, she dragged Noor into it.

I am sorry, I know you hate me now, you might never want to see me again.

Stop talking nonsense, if I hate you, I will not be here, let's focus on getting you out of this mess, the doctor said you haven't been taking your drugs.

I don't want to, I just want to...

Shh! Don't say that, you know I don't like it. No matter what happens, I will help you.

Mandy kept quiet, she didn't say anything, she is quiet since she doesn't know what to say anymore, Noor look at her, she is lost in her thought, he try to touch her hand, she withdrew it. You can leave.

What? Are you sending me away? Mandy asked in shock, Noor could see through her, the young lady doesn't want to have close contact with him, this is not about the fact that he hurt her but she feels guilty staying with him while her heart long for another.

No, I just don't want anyone to tell me to take my treatment when there is no life out there for me.

Noor, who told you that? You have me, I am going to see this with you, nothing will make me leave you, I am not going anywhere, not now not even in the future.

Mandy stop making promises you can't keep, I beg you, please stop it.

Who said I am not going to keep it? Noor look at her, he pull her to himself and smash his lips on her without warning, Mandy pushed him, then wipe her lips, he stared at Mandy.

Noor, why did you kiss?

Is because that is what I want, I want you beside me, all the time, I don't want to share you with anyone, I love you. Although he hesitate, he still want to find out, if Mandy still feel something for him.

Noor!

It's fine, just tell me, you love me. She fall her face, Noor struggles to stand from the bed. Just say it, I will not asked for kisses. She run her hand on her own hair. Forget it, I just want to rest.

He lie on the bed, Mandy help him take his drugs, she had to stop, to avoid him from getting violent, he sleeps for a long time, Mandy needed to leave but she have to wait for him to wake up first.

You finally up, sorry, I will not stress you like that again? Noor nodded, Mandy caress his hair. Be good, I have to go.

Don't go, stay with me for the night. Mandy eyes bulge out, Lauren will kill her, if she doesn't return home but she felt guilty, that she dragged Noor into this, battling with guilt and what is right.

Fine, I will stay, if I stay will you take your drugs.

I will. Noor smile, doctor Joel is watching him, for these months that Noor had been in the hospital, he has never be so calm, although he doesn't know the person that send him Mandy's number, he is grateful that his patients will get cure and finally accept the treatment.

When Lauren return home, even though, he knows he shouldn't expect Mandy, he still want to asked about her.

Where...

She is not yet back Sir. Mark reply him, he didn't say a word again, he start heading to his room.

Sir, should I set the table? Nick asked.

Not hungry. Stone watch him exit the living room through the stairs, the young man is dying slowly, he doesn't know what he get himself into, he haven't made his intentions know to the one he love, he is already heart broken.

Mandy is Lauren first love, even though he had been with Leah, he have no idea what love is about