Chapter 24: Chapter 24

RIMSHA'S POV :

Yesterday when I bumped with Saad in coffee shop and I wanted to  hug him and cry but he left me and he preferred to pick his mobile instead of me...  He ignorance killed me...

First Maaz ignored me and then Saad I tried not to cry for him but couldn't held my tears.

I went to mum dad's bedroom and picked the bottle of sleeping pills, then went to my room.

I was trying not to commit suicide but I was broken down, I did wanted to live a life with full of happiness and love but that wasn't my destiny. After watching Rabiya in coffee shop I realised what I have lost due to all these things, Maaz and Rabiya both were happy in their life but I was making my own life difficult. Saad was doing everything for me but I never returned his love with love, I was taking Maaz's revenge with Saad but yesterday I realised the same, and I was quite late to understand the reality. I lost Maaz due to dad but I lost Saad because of myself. He was going to divorce me, that wasn't his decision but mine. I can't beg in front of him for another chance. I distroyed everything.

I wiped my tears and open the bottle of sleeping pills with shivering hands. Taking the pills on my palm I think for few minutes but every time Saad's face was in my front and his ignorance was killing me every passing moment. I closed my eyes and gulped the pills with water within a few minutes I couldn't held my eyes and when I open my eyes Saad was sitting in front of me...

He embraced me and I wanted to hug him back but my body was seems like a dead body with no energy. And I slept peaceful in his embrace but

When I again tried to open my eyes I was feeling headache but I opened my eyes and mum was sitting in front of my eyes.

"Rimish, betaa" Mum  came closer to me and I witnessed some tears rolled down from her eyes.

"How are you?" she asked and  I just nodded, dad caressed my head.

"Rimsha why you did that? We don't have anyone except you" Mum said and  felt my head was busting with pain she helped me to sat down on bed.

"Mum" I lifted my gaze which was fixed on my hands

"Yeah babu"

"Where is Saad?" I had blurred memories that he was with me some time ago.

"Saad! I don't know where is he?" mum said and I looked at dad.

"He must be in washroom or outside the room, summon him" I said with great difficulty and mum shook her head.

"He is not here. He hasn't come" Mummy said and I shocked

"He came, he was sitting with me, we talked. You call him he must be here in hospital" I again said with great difficulty, my condition was very poor I wasn't able to talk properly, I was feeling my tongue was very thick and my throat was dry but still I was trying to talk

"Rimish beta take rest" Mum said and  I was confused that why they were not calling Saad

"Dad call Saad, I wanna talk with him." I said and dad shook his head

"Not now, take rest and we will discuss this later." Dad said and I felt rage that why he wasn't summoning Saad

"That must be dream, Saad hasn't come to see you" Mum said while crying and I was surprised as well as shocked.

"He came mum, he came..." I said and mum looked at dad.

"Did he came?" Mum asked to dad and he shook his head.

'' I was sitting here whole the time but Saad didn't came, yeah but Kinza and Arhaan visited to see you" Dad said and  I was amazed.

"Was that a dream?" I asked and mum shrugged.

"What dream?" she asked and  I told her about saad and dad informed me that he didn't came.  That was just a dream, actually Saad wasn't with me.

I wanted to go back with him, to his home but he didn't come to saw me.

"Mum but he was with me. I remember he was saying that he will take me back with him." I said the truth I had a blurred memory of that and  I said with difficulty and Mum looked at dad..

"What is she saying? Do you left her alone? Maybe at that time Saad visited here" Mum said and dad shook his head.

"All the time I was with her, Saad didn't came here to see her" Dad said and  I felt my heart broken.

"Do you want to go back with Saad?" Mum asked and I looked at her and a tear rolled down from my eyes.

"If he come to take me back, with him then I'll go." I whispered and mum smiled at the same time door of room was opened and  doctor and a nurse entered in.

"Doctor I have to talk to you" Mum said to doctor and he nodded, mum and dad both discussed something with doctor in the corner of room for more than ten minutes.

"Hmm so How are you now?" A doctor asked me and he wasn't the one who came to gave me medicine he was some other doctor

"Headache and I'm feeling dizzyness" I replied and he nodded.

"Due to over dose of that medicine you are feeling all these things, and having some dreams... Its alright you will be fine soon" I listened his voice and just stay silent I trying to control myself to cry, Saad didn't came, that was only my dream.

"Rimish, babu soup..., and  doctor said that you can go back home tomorrow" mum said and  I nodded

"Mum did you inform Saad?" I asked the question.

"Doctor was saying that it's your imagination which is converted into dream due to sleeping pills." Mum said and  I was silent and my eyes dropped a tear.

"Mum Call Saad and  inform him about me" I said and mum nodded I just wanted to check if he would come or not

"Rimsha, Fraha.. No need to call him. We will discuss it later" Dad said and I shook my head, looking at my stubbornness mummy dialled Saad's number

"His mobile is off" Mum said and I was amazed, he never switch off his mobile.

"Wait for few minutes I'll talk to Kinza, had she talk to Saad or not?" mum said while Dialing kinza's number and I was just waiting

"Kinza is saying that Arhaan talk to Saad" Mum said and I nodded

"Mum I want to talk to Arhaan bhai" I said and first mum refused but in the end she surrendered because of my stubbornness.

"Hello"

"Arhaan bhai did you informed Saad about me?" I asked and some tears rolled down from my eyes.

"Yeah I informed him, he was in office..." Arhaan bhai was saying but I didn't listened the whole thing and  disconnected the call.

"He call Saad but he still didn't came" I said and dad come closer to me.

"Rimsha you are my strong girl, don't cry for him. You decided to be separated from him, and I'm with you in every decision" Dad said I cried out.

"What happened Rimsha? Do you want to go back to Saad?" Mum asked and I nodded

"I want to go with him, mum call him in office I'll talk to him just for last time" I said while wiping my tears and mum nodded

"No need call him, you are giving him another chance? How can you beg in front of him? Have I teached you this, Rimsha how can you forget about your self respect?" Dad asked me, that wasn't a question but a scolding

"At least don't drag your ego in the matter of her life" Mum said to dad and I took mobile from mum's hand and dialled Saad's office number.

"Hello YFS groups, how can I help you?" I didn't bother to say hello or do any formality

"Transfer the call to Saad immediately, I have to talk to him" I ordered

"Sorry ma'am but You have to take appointment to talk to sir"

"I'm his wife, transfer the call" I almost yelled in him while controlling myself to cry

"Ma'am sir is busy in very important work he can't talk to anyone right now"

"Say him that its Rimsha's call" I ordered her.

"Fine wait a few minutes, I'm transferring the call" she said and I just listed a ring for few minutes then

"Hello" I was expecting Saad to attend the call but he was not Saad but the same receptionist

"Where is Saad?" I asked hurriedly

"Ma'am sir is saying that he is not free, he will call you later, when he got time" I listened her voice and I forgot to took breath.

"Have you said that it's Rimsha?" I asked in meek voice

"Yes ma'am I said clearly that it's his wife's call, but he is busy in some very important work" She said and I hanged up the call.

"What happened?" Mum and Dad both asked.

"I'm ready for divorce" I said while passing the mobile phone to mum.

Saad don't need me in his life and I was killing myself for him. If he sint want to live his life with me then I'm also not dying to go back with him.

"Rimish what are you saying?" Mum asked and  it's enough for me.

"mum it's my final decision" I said and  wiped my tears, dad patted my shoulder.

"I'm with you" He said and  I nodded.

"No need to wait for sending his divorce papers, we will file divorce" Dad said and I nodded before wiping my tears...

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