Chapter 15: Chapter 15

VICTORIA'S POV....

"So you're telling us that after everything thing that went on last night, you didn't have sex?" Nessa raised a brow and I nodded making them groan.

Aren't they supposed to say "hey it's a sin to have sex outside wedlock"

"You are joking abi?" Debby asked and I sighed.

"Nothing happened okay...he knows I have a boyfriend and he say he wants to give me space." I explained

"Isn't he your boyfriend?" Debby frowned

"Yes." I started

"No." I added

"I don't know..."

"Maybe?"

God this is confusing.

"Darling relax, you said he told you he was giving space right?" Nessa moved closer to me on the bed

"Yeah."

"Then that means...." Nessa was about to say something but Debby beat her to it.

"He dumped you." Debby said matter-of-factly.

"What?" I almost cried.

He dumped me? Even after everything we did...last night....he said he loved me.

"Debby don't say that." Nessa glared

"What, it's good to hit the nail on the head." Debby defended

"Okay, she's not right, he didn't dump you okay, this is a point in a relationship that you two go on a break from each other...you're gonna get back together after everything..." Nessa reassured .

That's dope. At first I thought he dumped me for another girl... maybe boy...that would just mean he's gay...but if he's gay why did he act like he has feelings for me....or maybe he's bi-sexual...that explains everything....

Wait what am I saying? Of course he's not gay or bisexual....he would have told me.

Wait what was my point again?

"Yeah, it's probably a break...," Debby gave in.

Okay...

"Things would go well....that's if you or him doesn't see another person that you love more than the other....that would just be....absurd...then you'd have to choose one to break the others heart." Debby added with a sly smile.

Does she have to be so pessimistic?

"That's not gonna happen....don't listen to her...everything would be fine." Nessa clutched my arm.

"Okay....have you even heard from Ayo?" Debby questioned.

"N-no, he's not picking my calls." I lowered my voice.

"That's not a good sign ooo..." Debby said

"Meaning?" I frowned

"He probably heard you screams last night...girl you were on fire." Debby smirked

"For the last time we didn't have sex..."

"Really, you mean it?....wait so who was making all those noise I was hearing last night, I thought.....oh sorry...that was just the porn movie I downloaded yesterday...my bad." She giggled.

What? Where did I even see this girl from? Forget say she get innocent face, her heart and mind can only be rescued by God.

"V. Try checking him at home." Nessa tried to ignore her sister's comment.

"Um...okay....but he has lecture now. It would be over in the next two hours." I sighed.

"Then...let's go to DOMINO PIZZA." Nessa suggested.

If you ask me, I prefer Vanessa to Deborah...Nessa would always try to see the bright side of things, but Debby...she'll kill you with her words.

"Yeah, I want ice cream. Maybe a hot guy also...you know to heat up the coolness." Debby smirked.

Sigh.

******

12:41pm

Nervously, I stood in front of Ayo's house, contemplating on whether to knock on the door, or just come back later...when I'm less nervous.

But when you think about it, I'll always be nervous.

What if Debby was right? I means yeah, I didn't sleep with Ola, but....we did something sha.

With a sharp intake of breath, I knocked on the door, mimicking the sound with my mouth.

"Knock knock."

Few seconds later, I heard footsteps approaching....Relax, he's just a boy...a boy that is your boyfriend who you think is mad at you for.....

Relax Victoria.

"Who's there." I heard a feminine voice say...why does that voice sound so familiar?

"I-it's me." I replied and the door clicked open.

Oh God.

What was before my eyes was worth forming tears to sting.

But no. I'm not gonna cry. Not for any motherfucker.

You remember that girl that threatened me all because of Ayo?....what was her name again oooo.

Chioma abi ....what was that thing again ooo.....

Chisom. Eh-hen.

She was standing there ooo, leaning on the door frame with a smirk on her face. Her hair was damp, probably just got out of the shower, and she was only on a towel that was just too small for her, it stopped right underneath her bum-bum.

Ewww.

Wait, what's she doing here?

Don't jump into conclusions, probably here with Tunde.

Relax.

As if reading my mind, she spoke

"Oh, Tunde isn't home Incase you're here for him, left since last night." Her voice said making me cringe.

Does that mean?....

"Hey what's going on here aren't you co...." I heard a very familiar voice say and I forced myself not to close my eyes, so as not to see the face but...

I did. I saw Ayo...there shirtless....

What's this pain I'm feeling inside?

I don't like it.

I stared between both of them, then gathered enough courage to look Ayo in the eye...he held several emotions, care at first, then guilt, fear, frustration...nonchalance....then anger.

All at once. I didn't understand.

I was supposed to be the one feeling all this.

I bit my lower lip to hold in the comment lingering in my tongue.

Mommy thought you this...be mentally matured. Don't get too emotional, it's gonna cloud the way you think.

Yeah. Emotional intelligence.

I sucked in a long breath and let it out slowly.

"I'm sorry if I was disturbing something. Just wanted to check on you."

I managed to say.

So much for emotional intelligence.

"Oh darling you weren't...but now that you mentioned it, I think we'll pick up from where we stopped last night." She giggled going to meet with the idiot that just stood there like a pile of nothing.

I stared at Ayo one last time hoping that he'd say I'm sorry this is all a prank and we'd all laugh it off. But he didn't, making my heart clench more.

"Bye." I mumbled before leaving.

Emotional intelligence.

I try to comfort myself so as not to end up crying in the middle of the street.

Sigh.

Just be sighing like that and be going...

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"How'd it go?" Nessa stared hopefully at me as I tried my best to keep a nonchalant face.

"Guess what guy? I just had my heart broken for the first time in my life." I sighed(for the umpteenth time)

"Oh no. What happened?" Nessa and Debby pulled me closer to cuddle up on the couch.

Where Ola and I had a heated make out session...no don't think about it, it's probably what got you into this mess in the first place.

"Well when I got there, I saw that bitch with him." I explained already knowing the knew who I was referring to.

"That's awful." Nessa hugged me as I tried to hold in the tears that was already making my sight blurry.

I've heard of how girls usually cried because of a heartbreak...I didn't care at all...Cos I saw them as being weak....but now I understand...it damn hurts....it hurts so bad.

When you feel this heavy weight in your chest and no one is there to lift it for you, and how it ends up giving a serious heart ache...couple with headache as your brain tries to process every information at once. The information of WHY, WHAT and WHO.

WHY: why had he cheated or why he disappointed.

WHAT: what went wrong? We were perfect together. What had I done wrong?

WHO: Who is that godforsaken motherfucking bitch that was his vessel in carrying out his plan?

Those are the three important W's you ask yourself.

"I knew we should have taught that slot a lesson before things got worse." Debby gritted her teeth.

"But now she has crossed the line, along with that son of a bitc...."

"Please guys, don't do anything. Two wrongs don't make a right." I interrupted Nessa.

I don't think what I said made any sense to this situation but it's a way of consoling myself.

"Baby look...you don't have to go all brave girl on us, we can see right past that look you're giving....let it out, that's the only was you can ease the pain. Trust me we have been through this too." Nessa reassured making the tears I've been keeping in pour out like an ocean.

"Guys I didn't know it was this painful." I sobbed as both of them embraced me.

"Calm down V. And stop saying that, Cos you sound like a virgin that just had sex with a guy that has a big Binga." Debby said and I just couldn't help but smile at this.

They act like sisters to me. I just hope I don't loose them too.

PS: Binga is Our definition of a guys....him. We saw it in a movie. It became a Thing among three of us since then. Binga.

Wait where was I again... oh yes I was pouring my heart out...

Oh how this girls can get my mind off bad vibes easily.

"Guys I think I'm ready for another round of ice cream." I cleaned my eyes and sniffed.

"Yes...thank God you snapped out of it...I was already planning on bringing a basket so you could feel it up with tears." Debby sighed out making me chuckle.

Oh damn I'm done crying for any hu-Man

Bad vibes go away.

As for me I want ice cream.

It's my way of getting drunk and removing any stray thoughts...

As far as I'm concerned, Ayo is bad vibes.

Hey I think I'm drunk already!