Chapter 57: Chapter 57

Riya's POV

" I know that you love Dr Siddharth," I said.

" Where does Sid come into all this? Why do you drag him into every conversation? How does he have anything to do with this conversation? " He looked absolutely confused.

" Because he is already there being the most important person in your life and you love him. " I said finally.

He seemed to be even more confused.

" So?? Yes, he is one of the most important people in my life and I love him but what is the comparison and why? How is that fact relevant here? " He asked.

" Of course, there is no comparison... That is what I am trying to tell you. Be honest to yourself and me. "

" I am being honest... I am not getting what you want to say... What is the confusion?? What feelings I have for him is definitely different from what I feel for you. So why his reference?? " He asked.

I understand how you are feeling... " I said.

" You do?? Please make me understand as well. All this is not making any sense. All I know is that I am sure about being in love with you. " He said.

" For God's sake... you don't love me, you love Dr Siddharth... What you feel for me is just friendship. " I said.

" WHAT????? " He almost yelled out of shock and made a face as if he is hearing the most obnoxious and absurd statement.

What a good actor!! Giving such an Oscar winning performance.

" Accept it!! It is ok, it doesn't matter... I already know that. " I prompted him.

" Accept what? What do you know? " He asked.

" That you are gay!! " I said

" WHAT ??????" His jaw touched the ground and his eyes popped out.

" Or maybe a bisexual? " I added.

" Are you crazy??" He looked as if he was going mad.

" It is ok... It is also normal. " I tried to make him understand.

" I know that... But I am not in love with him in that way. He is just my best friend. " He almost yelled.

Oh, he is just trying to make himself think like that and that's why he is stressing about it. But he needs to see the reality.

" No!! I know you love him and wanted to announce your relationship to the entire world. I saw both of you confessing your love to each other. " I said and he opened his mouth and then closed and then opened to say something and closed it again.

It seemed that he was short of words all of a sudden.

Obviously! He is shocked to know that I know him so well.

" What nonsense!! Have you drunk something unusual?? It seems you are high on something. Do you have any idea, what nonsense are you talking about? " He asked me.

" Please stop pretending, I have noticed how you both were so happy at that time. " I said.

" What time are you talking about? Did you see some weird dream?? Oh, I get it, you were just kidding me. Right? " He asked rubbing his head.

I felt bad for him, he doesn't want anyone to know about it especially now that Dr Siddhart is in love with Shruti.

" Please stop this acting. I saw how you both confessed your love towards each other on the Rajasthan tour. " I said.

" What?? When did we do such a thing? And why would have we done it? It is not true... " He stressed on the point.

" It is very much true I saw it with my own eyes. I don't how it happened, But then you came to know that he loves Shruti. I saw how to hurt you were... " I said.

" What nonsense!! I am so happy for them. He has been in love with her for the last 5 years. Finally, they are together. " He said shaking his head.

" Yes, you are happy for them, as you have a beautiful soul... You are happy because you think that he would be happier with her. Their relationship would be socially accepted very easily. You are sacrificing your love for him and his happiness. " I said feeling his pain.

" Riya... Stop it!! Tell me one thing, are you sure, you haven't run away from some mental asylum?? " He asked.

" Dr Parth... "

" No!! It's ok, even if you have, I still love you. But I need to know so that we can contact the doctor and get the right treatment for you. " He said looking into my eyes with concern.

" Dr Parth, I am absolutely fine, it's you who needs an appointment with a psychiatrist. You need to understand that it is absolutely normal. You don't have to feel shy about the fact that I know your feelings about him. "

" Shut up!! Just shut up!! Your imagination is quite wild and vivid. But let me tell you that it is not true... " He shouted at me.

" It is!! Please accept it. It would make things easier. I am your friend, I understand... "

" Oh, God!!! Are you serious?" He asked me.

" Absolutely! " I said and nodded.

" Have you been thinking that since the beginning? " He asked again.

" Yes, I doubted since we l went to Rajasthan tour. But later on, I got sure of it. " I said.

" You are such an idiot!! Now I am sure, you ran off from some mental asylum. " He said closing his eyes.

" Are you saying that I should not trust my own eyes and ears? I have seen you both together and could feel the beauty of your relationship? "

" That is friendship, true friendship. Not love... Not the romantic kind of love. I can't even think of him in that way... How could you even think all that?? "

" You are saying that you are not gay or bisexual?? You are not attracted to him? "

" Yes, I am saying that loud and clear... I know, being homosexual is absolutely normal... I have no issues regarding it. If I was homosexual, I would have accepted it, but I am not. I am absolutely straight and get attracted towards girls only. "

" Really?? "

" Yes, and I am very much attracted towards you since we have met. Though you are a cracked pot. " He said.

" Are you sure?? " I asked again

" Absolutely!! You want me to prove it?? " He pulled me into his arms and snaked his arm around my waist and pulled me against him.

" Dr Parth, leave me, please... " I was shocked.

" No, I want to prove it to you for once and for all. " He said and claimed my mouth feverishly, while he moulded me to his body.

He kissed my lips one by one and bit them lightly and then sucked and licked them. He was probing me to open my mouth and let his tongue invade my mouth but I Denied any access to him.

He smiled and caressed my waist sensuously, I gasped and it was more than enough for his tongue to seek entry.

My knees started to turn into jelly. He was still kissing me with a passion and all the nerve endings in my body were vibrating.

Oh my god! I held his shoulders to keep me standing and leaned against him.