Chapter 101: Chapter 101

I don't know for how long I was out, or what was happening around me, all I know is that, by the time I opened my eyes, the first face I saw, is actually the face I wanted to see.

I managed not to look too excited, thinking that my nurse and others, may just be around the corner waiting for him to just give a sign, before I will be sent back to sleep, which is the last thing I wanted at that time. I am already too tired from sleeping, I need to exercise.

I was feeling too weak, for someone pregnant, I didn't think staying so long in bed, was the right thing to do, but I am the one that have caused it, I should have never played such prank, just for attention.

I noticed that the windows and the rooms looked dark, so I started to feel safe, that no one was around, but then, it wasn't just anyone being around me in the same room, something else was off, everywhere was too quiet.

Yes I know, I must be dreaming. This must be some sort of a dream. Whenever I want something from my husband, I always get that exact thing I want, only in my dreams.

Especially things that I didn't open my mouth to tell him.

I have beaten myself up so much about what I did, and how I regretted playing such a prank on him, and now, I am seeing his face. I felt that since I was dreaming, if I look back at his face, he won't be there anymore, and then I might have to chase him into some dark room, but even I was shocked to look forward, and his face was busy searching mine.

"You are awake? He asked in a calm voice, I had to pinch myself, to be sure that I was not dreaming, so I asked.

"What time is it?

"2.am. He answered immediately, as if waiting for that particular question, or maybe Linda must have told him, when I likely to open my eyes, but if the time, is actually 2am, then I have been out for too long, I needed to exercise a bit, and I once again looked around me. The quietness and darkness of the room, became understandable to me. They couldn't have been that way, if everyone was awake. Only the workers in the kitchen, and the guards moving about, would have reminded me of where I am

Why are you still awake? I asked. This time, looking into his eyes, that was filled with so much concern.

" You scared me Sam, I was worried about you, that I could not even close my eyes for an hour, even though Linda told me what time you are likely to wake up, I wanted to be awake, when you wake, I wanted my face, to be the first face you will see". He said, and I felt so guilty for everything I did. I should never have him in the dark, or in such situation ever again.

I know that there is no way, he would get too angry with me, that the love he has for me would fade, and there is no point, feeling jealous about everyother woman that Comes close to him, because before now, these women have been around, but yet, he still waited for me, he made me his first, and he has done nothing but love me since then, doubting his love for me, was like wasting time. I decided to come out clean with him.

"Craig, I am sorry........ I said and he tries stopping me again, but I refused this time. Whatever Linda gave me, it made me stronger, and though I didn't want to be so loud, before the guards would be alerted of a strange voice, I still needed to seize this opportunity to tell him my mind.

Please don't stop me Craig, I have to tell you. What happened, was a lie, I was just feigning the pain, it wasn't real, as a matter of fact, I was not feeling any pain". He was clearly shocked.

"What! He exclaimed. Why would you do that, and why didn't you say anything, before you were injected? He asked, now his voice raised a little higher than mine.

"You were not talking to me, you were angry with me, and though I had apologized or tried to apologize, you still wouldn't speak to me. I needed your attention again, I wanted you to look into my eyes, the way you are looking now, I wanted you to kiss me at will, or give me that smile that always makes me feel safe, but you seem too angry that all I see is distance between us". I explained almost in tears.

"But you are always in a hurry to accuse me. (He fired back) I have done nothing but love you, but then, whenever you get any information, you are quick to point fingers at me, and I vowed not to patronize you in anyway, until the real killer is discovered". I saw that he was serious, at this time, this sort of threat, isn't what I wanted.

"Don't do that to me Craig, that would be death for me. You know how much I love you, and sometimes, I feel the love you show me is just too much, and most times, I feel they are not real. I mean, for someone like you, to love a woman that is retarded like me". He placed his second finger on my lips to shut me up, even though I would have preferred he shuts me up with his lips, against mine, but his hands on my iips, still felt good.

"Don't you ever call yourself that, and don't you ever think less of yourself or the love I have for you. I love you too much that I don't count your guilts or your fault, I just want to make it right by you. I just want to love you, to the point that, you will never have anymore doubts in your heart, as to whether I am real, or not". Then he paused held my both hands in his, I wanted to sit up, so that I would be looking into his eyes, but even the position I am, later favoured me, as he bent down, and kissed me, on the forehead, then to my neck, later to my flare, before going back to my lips, where he stayed for a while and with our souls entwining, and our lips brushing hungrily against eachother, my heart became filled again.

Later he stopped, I didn't want him to stop, but I had to catch my breath somehow, but he did that, to help me sit up, just then, the baby inside leapt for joy, I felt it first, I wanted him to feel it too, so I brought his hands close to my stomach, and he felt the movement, I have never given him such a chance to feel him that way before, so on this special day, he was so happy, he kept looking into my eyes, with smiles, while following his baby, to every corner he was rushing to.

"Your baby have missed you Craig. He has missed your touch, your feel, your sense of humor. He is begging that you never make his mother suffer that way again". He sniffs, before looking back at me, and then play back, the same game with me.

"Also, he wants you to promise never to play such a prank again on his daddy, and never again to doubt him, whatever it is that you feel in your heart, should be discussed with him, instead of accusing him, because you should already know by now, Daddy loves you so much". I smiles, before he came back to continue kissing me, I let out a sigh of relief, as I lay back to enjoy the kiss, but then he lay beside me and then whispered into my ears.

"Did baby say, he wants me to visit him, with my thing? I didn't quite get what he said at first, but the meaning sank deep inside of me, I stared into his eyes and my heart races faster, I nodded my head.

Then I guess I should try and see him, I will come in through the side". That was so erotic and sensual that I really cannot wait to get started.