Chapter 76: Chapter 76

Nothing about this situation was normal. The fact that I was in Greg's arms crying because I caught him in someone else's arms, that I almost made a scene of it, that Greg ran after me, all that makes no sense cause we have nothing more to do together.

Yes, what we shared was marvelous, I would even say magical. I didn't expect to live such a passion in my life and so young, but I met him, and I desperately fell in love with him wanting to give him everything.

I was the happiest girl when he returned my feelings to me and I told myself at that moment that, I had found the man of my life. But still, it was just a sweet dream, a summer love at the beach with a handsome surfer with beautifully tanned skin. All this lasted only for one dream time and reality caught up with me when we had to part ways, and he refused to give me his contact details.

Deep down, I knew it shouldn't be as important to him as it was to me, otherwise, he would have done everything to keep us in touch. I then convinced and reassured myself that the fact that we had not slept together had been a good decision on my part. Even if it was dishonest because it was he who had pushed me away when I even asked him to take my virginity. No doubt at that time, he didn't want to sleep with an inexperienced minor. It would have certainly gotten him in trouble with the law being an adult already.

So I took this aspect to bounce back and get back to my normal life with Chad and Stacy, but hey, life is unpredictable and fate can be unexpected.

I saw him again and now that I'm no longer a woman, he wants to do what he couldn't do two years ago. I shook my head, I must not have such a poor image of Greg, that's not his type at least that's what I want to believe.

But at the same time, no matter how he feels about me, I don't have to pay attention to it. He has no accountability to me, damn he can fuck with all the women he wants and I would not care. It's not like last night I didn't have an amazing time with my alpha.

Talking about him, I can't afford to hurt him, my heart quivers with pain just thinking about it and I feel broken without understanding why.

Is this the strength of the bond that unites two soul mates who have united and marked? I can't understand this dimension but I know one thing, even if I still love Greg, the happiness of my alpha matters more than anything to me, and therefore being in the arms of another man while he tries to explain to me that nothing happened with another woman, frankly, it's a bit twisted.

" Greg let go of me."

I spoke with a screaming voice as the words seemed to come short to short. I pulled my body slightly away from Greg's but as much as I wanted to play hard, my heart was writhing in pain and I felt the sadness invade me.

My eyes were burning and my throat was knotting up little by little, it hurt like hell so I clenched my fists on Greg's chest and bit my lip. I wanted to appear measured and controlled in front of him but I had been shaken; and no matter how hard I tried to act strong, I ended up cracking, tears of despair streaming down my cheeks.

I felt miserable, exhausted with all my feelings but most of all, I wanted Greg to leave me alone as much as I wanted him to take away me, and ruin my mind and body.

It was unhealthy, I love them both as much as each other and I want to belong to them body and soul. I want them to touch me with passion and it disgusts me to myself. It's so awful to have this kind of desire that I prefer not to think about it anymore. My self-esteem is zero and I feel like a bitch but hey I don't care.

I know I'm not a pure white lotus by nature, I'm like the opposite, the reality is that I'm a despicable person and frankly, I should stop trying to look good.

I nevertheless pushed Greg harder trying to get out of his embrace but at the same time, my body was transported like a feather, and in a frantic and fast race, I found myself in Greg's restroom with him above me.

" What are you doing Greg? Stop, I told you that I'm engaged in a relationship and it's serious between us... Stop, please."

" I want you, Sophia... You can't imagine how crazy you drive me…"

My heart skipped a beat as Greg's words crept through me like a curse.

" Please don't tell me that kind of thing."

" Sophia... Let's sleep together."

I opened my eyes wide before frowning, didn't Greg understand that I'm in a relationship? Or doesn't he care since he is the great Greg Travis, the richest and certainly the most powerful man in the world? The man who has everything he wants with the snap of his fingers? After having been charmed, dark anger flooded my heart as I gave him a good slap. I don't care if he's Greg my Alen, I don't care if he's my boss, I don't care if he's super powerful. But if he doesn't respect me and especially doesn't respect my alpha, he will see what wood I'm warming myself to.

He stood dumbfounded for a moment and taking advantage of his condition, I quickly left the sofa on which he had carried me.

" I'm not one of the bitches who turn around you, so I ask you not to play me that way. Keep your distance Greg…"

I heard a sigh as Greg sat down staring intently at me. My head spun like I was drugged and drunk as the same feeling of the toilet came over me. These pheromones, why did they appear again?

I swallowed before going back to my normal state, the smell of pheromones having disappeared again.

" Sophia ... I'm sorry I think my feelings have taken over my logic. I will never see you like these women around me ever because I don't see any other woman but you, you are the only one in my mind, the others are just rag dolls."

I bit my lip, he must not say such things to me, it puts me in a complex situation. I lowered my head before looking up at Greg in anger.

" And what did I see in your office? How can you tell me such things after what happens in your office?

Well in the end I had to ask.