Chapter 60: Chapter 60

Check.

My body was filled with marks from a long, torrid passionate night, painful in embarrassing places, a sign of intense physical activity, intimate discomfort, a sign of the loss of my virginity.

I stood in front of the mirror looking at the evidence of a night that must have been extremely hot and frenzied. I closed my eyes embarrassed by the bits of certain memories that came back to me like violent flashes, making me so ashamed of myself. Frankly what was that, these giggles, these gasps, and these obscene words that I kept singing?

I remember telling him to go harder...faster...

Damn, I didn't know I had such a perverse mind, at this level I could play in a film rated R +18. I tried to stretch my aching body but with every movement, there was a scream of pain in every limb.

However, I felt a certain harmony as if all the energies within me were in perfect symbiosis. As if the mess plaguing my mind had finally been settled and I was a new, more relaxed, calmer person.

I sighed enjoying this inner peace, I also felt like the feeling of discomforts like friction between my lycanthrope part and the human part had been eradicated, completely gone. I no longer felt this internal conflict and understood that something had happened, that something or someone had managed to hear us completely, making us a single-minded entity. The divergent thoughts that were blurring my mind to the point of making me sick had also disappeared and I thought of my partner on this crazy intense night.

My alpha.

It was him, I'm sure. His voice was the one I remember perfectly and that pair of golden eyes was absolutely him.

I couldn't see his face perfectly, but I could make out his features a little. A fine and delicate face, I can still remember the shape through my fingers when I caressed him, he has a very well-proportioned face, it suggests a man of great beauty. I blushed, with his beautiful body, the fact that he is also very handsome would be the icing on the cake.

I felt a burn in the back of my neck and the more I thought about my alpha, the more the burn intensified. I touched before feeling like two canine bite marks and I blushed, he tagged me officially claiming me as his.

As I was fantasizing and trying in my embarrassment to remember the scenes not recommended for minors that I had to practice with my Alpha, I remembered that this really didn't make much sense.

As far back as I can remember, I was in Greg's office as I asked him to keep his distance from me. After that, I don't remember anything else.

How did I end up having sex with my alpha and especially when did I come home?

I know that my alpha comes to see me every night in my room and it would be normal that we ended up letting go but that doesn't explain how I got home yesterday. After speaking with Greg, did I stay until the end of my shift? Then I came back? Why is it the complete black hole in my mind?

I felt really uncomfortable and even started to be afraid, was it the fact that my lycanthrope side could take over my body and direct it as it wishes? But I thought we had reached an agreement, so why would he have the upper hand over me?

No, would it be because of the kiss with Greg? He must have got angry accusing me of cheating on our Alpha then went to find him to unite with him before I let go and slept with Greg...

It was plausible as a hypothesis since my lycanthrope side has abilities that I have not yet assimilated to know how to recognize a lycanthrope even in human form and know who he is by his smell.

I started biting my nails and doing tricks in my room, not that I blame him for doing that even though I would have liked to enjoy the tenderness of my alpha's arms by being aware - of what I had like details, it was absolutely amazing ... Hm short..- what I mean is that I worry that I may have hurt Greg.

My wolf probably wanted to eliminate the threat to our Alpha by attacking Greg... I don't know, I have to call him to reassure myself.

I looked for my phone before staring at it for a long time, not being sure of myself anymore. Then regaining my courage, I sought his contact before making the call.

It rang for a little while heightening my concern before finally Greg's voice was heard from the other side.

# Sophia? Are you doing well?

My heart skipped a beat, no he started talking to me informally again and I couldn't stand that because it made me weak.

From his voice, it sounded like he was perfectly fine so I spoke.

" I... Mr. Travis, I just wanted to apologize because it's getting late and I'm already missing work I..."

# It doesn't matter Sophia, you don't feel well I guess so you can come back tomorrow the main thing is that you recover."

I frowned, what was that manner of speaking, I'm his employee, and the day after my first day, I'm already missing work for some obscure reason and he gives me his blessing. Not to mention the fact that he talks about it like he knows something.

" I ... thank you."

# Rest well.

He hung up while I stared at my cell phone stunned by what had just happened, Greg doesn't brood on me too much for a simple employee. Or is it the fact that he still has feelings for me and wants to take over our story?

But in that case, what am I supposed to do?