Chapter 135: Chapter 135

For some time now, just as I have been having dreamlike conversations with my wolf side to help me master it, I have this little natural breeze that relaxes my mind and my whole body. Before, I didn't understand what was going on inside me, but the more I felt this phenomenon, the more I realized that there was another path inside me that tended to open up, like a path that I have had for too long ignored and which does everything for me to borrow it.

As things went on - and also with the help of my wolf side - I was able to realize what it was all about.

Although I believed my lycanthrope side was predominant in me, the alfe one was also developing in its corner in silence to the point where it was already impossible for me to deny it or ignore it. Gradually, I knew that I assimilated it greatly, and today, I can change into an alfe in front of Greg.

To be exact, it's not the first time I've done it. When Greg had to go to the Clan meeting, I had my first experience of alfe transformation and it was very restrictive because it was very opposed to my lycanthrope part. It was an extremely painful feeling like every cell in my body was going to explode. It was in itself a very bad experience but as my wolf had to tell me, I should force myself to adopt this form more often to be able to use all my faculties both lycanthrope and alfe perfectly.

That's also a hybrid between two such distinct species.

I sighed at those thoughts before remembering my appearance. My red hair was turning jet black at this point, my blue eyes were taking on a metallic gray hue, and my skin was covered in scaly patterns although I found the designs on my body beautiful, sprinkled with little golden diamond sparkles.

For me if that was what my father looked like then I understand why my mother fell madly in love with him, he must have been a magnificent being even more than the elves in fantasy stories - despite the dark skin -

I was standing in front of Greg waiting for him to react as I remembered his words about alves, the common hatred of all creatures but I want Greg to know all about me. I don't want to hide anything from him anymore and I also have the feeling that he must have already suspected something... Or maybe I was thinking too much...

I hear a deep sigh as I look up which I don't know I lowered, maybe I was unconsciously dreading his reaction.

Greg just seems deep in thought, not surprised or taken aback. He seems more wondering how to handle this and it catches my attention. I reached out to touch him but retracted, maybe he wouldn't want an anomaly like me to touch him.

I pull my hand in towards me, biting my lip as Greg begins to speak.

" Why did you withdraw?"

I jump before looking at him dumbfounded. For what? But the question does not even arise. I'm a disgusting being born from a forbidden affair, I shouldn't even exist but yet, even though I wasn't born a deviant monster like those children born between alves and other creatures, I do remain an anomaly in our society.

"It is…"

I look down before I feel Greg pulling me towards him making me sit on his lap. I scream in surprise feeling my head get stuck on his chest.

"You are beautiful my angel."

I missed a beat, how do I look gorgeous? But he doesn't understand that I'm half alfe?

"You don't understand that I…"

" So your father was a black alfe."

Greg cut me off as I moved away, surprised by his calm in the face of such a revelation.

" You... Did you suspect it?"

He sighed before pulling me away so I could look at him.

" You know... When I revealed to you my identity as Soul Moon Alpha, when we united that day, you changed your form by adopting this one. It was so amazing, it was just like in the books and tales about the alves. I started wondering about you knowing your mother was already a Shield of Rain lycan. I just thought that with the execution order on the members of the pack, she had fled to another city with probably her companion. But when I began to have doubts about your nature on the paternal side, I called on Aisha."

" The dean of the witches?"

" Yes ... That day at the pit, she took a lock of your hair and went to study it. These were the results of his research that my assistant brought to me this morning."

So Greg already knew everything about me and me like an idiot. I still wanted to play the secretive. It's a shame.

"So you already knew everything…"

" Not exactly. For your membership in Shield of Rain yes but not your direct tie with their Alpha. And it wasn't until today that I found out about your father."

I sighed, returning to my human form.

" SO?"

" So what?"

I squeezed my hand to my chest.

" Aren't you angry? I won't disgust you. We are predestined mates which means that our little ones will inherit my side alfe... Doesn't that scare you?"

I heard Greg chuckle before coming to kiss my temple.

"Why would I be scared at the idea of ​​having the most incredible woman by my side?"

I smiled curling up in the crook of his arm.

" Thank you so much for loving me."

Greg hugged me before lifting my face down to my lips. We started to kiss more passionately as I took a seat on his hips deepening the kiss.

For lack of air, we separated while I smiled.

" What shall we do now?"

Greg smiled back at me before casually shrugging.

" Hm for the moment we could just lay down then we will think about the rest later."

I chuckled surprisingly before speaking.

" Seems fair to me."

Our clothes flew around the office as our common thoughts agree, the upcoming tumults will be considered later but for now, we need to express all the love we have for each other. We.