Chapter 10: Chapter 10

Jessie's POV

My eyes opened as I heard a soft knock on my door.

I looked around and notice that I was still inside of my room, my clothes still scattered around my bed.

I sighed. Yohan had bothered me so much, I ended up sleeping while thinking about but he said.

It took me sometime to calm down. I can still feel my body shiver because of what he did.

To be honest, I'm not even sure if he's serious about what he said.

How am I supposed to help him fix himself when I don't even knew anything about him. Well, that's aside from the fact that he's some world kpop star and that he's super handsome.

Besides, there should be a thousand of girls that wouldn't be hesitating to throw themselves out to him if he just wanted.

And what can a girl like me do to him? All I can actually do is piss him off.

It's not easy to break down people's walls. Truth is, he doesn't even need to ask for my help because healing starts from within. And I'm actually not healed myself.

Sometimes, I still cry myself at night still being taunted by the memories when I was still being bullied.

There are days when I'm afraid to go out because I might bump with someone who bullied me. I don't know how I will react.

So how, can a person like me, help someone like him?

I sighed.

I sat down when I heard my door creaked open.

"Jessie, are you awake?"

I looked at his direction and found Jason on my door.

"I am. Do you need anything?" I asked.

"Oh, did I wake you up?"

"No. I'm fine."

"Josh hyung asked me to fetch you. It's dinner time. You haven't been out of your room since breakfast." he said. I was taken aback by the concerned tone on his voice.

Jessie, you're a lucky bitch, their fans would kill you. I said to myself.

"Thanks, I'll follow, let me just fix this really quick. "

"Do you need help? I can carry you outside you know? I'm strong." he chuckled as he flexes his arms to show his muscles.

I laughed over his silliness. I never knew this guy can be a little naughty sometimes.

"Don't worry about me, sweetie. I'm afraid you'd stop growing if you carry me." I joked which made him frown.

"I changed my mind. I hate you. " he said but a small smile still visible on his face.

"I love you too. Now go out of my room and close the door kid."

"Bitch." he muttered for me to hear then I heard him laugh.

It's fun to know that there are now other persons that I can joke around with without them getting offended.

I'm beginning you love them even more.

After he closed the door, I stood up from my bed and jumped on my other foot.

I don't like using my crutches anyways.

I changed my top into a large black shirt which is hanging loosely on my body. I did not even bother changing into my shorts. I'd go and shower later anyways.

I went outside my room only to be greeted by the boys who were all busy watching a movie.

"Finding Nemo, really?" I can't help but mutter. Josh must have felt my presence as he turned to look at me.

"Hey, come here and sit with the most handsome of us all." he said cheekily.

"I actually think V is more handsome than you." I joked which earned a loud gasp from him.

"Yes!" I saw Vash stood up and gave a fist bump in the air. "Told you I'm the most handsome here. Huh!!!"

I watch as Jason threw a pillow to V and pulled him back to his sit.

"Don't trust her. She's just playing on you like she did earlier with me." Jason said while still frowning. I laughed at his antics.

"Why? Did I break little Jason’s heart?" I said as I slowly went and sit beside Jake instead.

"Hey bitch, back off. Jake is mine!" Jason said sending daggers on me. In a playful way if I may add.

I decided to play with him.

"Whatever. I think he liked me more anyways." I said as I cling my arms with Jake's. I felt him flinched a little but relaxed when he I looked at him and smiled.

He might have understood what I was trying to do.

"I don't like Jason anyways. He's so clingy." Jake added while he leaned on my shoulders.

"You're not telling me that when I was busy taking care of our baby, you cheater!!!!!" Jason dramatically said.

Oh God, these guys are so weird.

"Shut up Jason. I'm watching!" I looked around and saw Yohan sitting at the couch opposite to mine. I did not even notice him earlier.

Vash laughed at Jason who just frown. I let go of Jake's arm and he sat properly as well.

My face frowned when I remembered our little incident earlier.

I'm not even sure what I feel about him. If i like him or if I simply hate his guts.

"Yah, Jessie. Aren't you going to eat? You haven't been out of your room since this morning." Rome said.

"Once second, let me get your food." Josh walked to the kitchen before I can even say no.

My attention went back to the television but the movie has finished and all I see are the credits showing on the screen.

"Why are you guys even watching 'Finding Nemo'? What are you, kids?" I asked them.

"Oh really? What do you want to watch, milady?" I laughed at Haiden.

"Hmmm, I don't know. I haven't watched 'The Wailing' yet." I simply said. I have a knacker with horror movies.

I heard some grunts.

"No. Definitely not."

"I hate you"

I heard Jason and Haiden said at the same time.

"Here. You might want to eat first before we start watching a new movie."

I looked up to see Josh giving me a plate full of food.

My stomach growl at the sight of it. Jake just laughed beside.

"Let me get you a glass of water." he then said.

"Thanks. You're so sweet unlike someone I know." I said then my eyes move on its own and landed to Yohan's direction who's actually looking at me, smirking if I may add.

I just made a face on him like a kid and I was startled when a small laugh escapes his lips.

My mouth left wide open. This is the first time saw him smile, like in person.

And God he looks so good.

I was so busy gawking at him I did not even noticed Jake already sitting beside me giving me a glass of water.

I looked at him with an confused expression on his face.

"What were you doing?" he asked, a playful smile now visible on his face.

"What?" I innocently said.

"You were actually checking him out." he said as he pointed at Yohan.

"Wooooooooo." I heard the boys laugh and tease me.

"Looks like little Miss Jessie has a crush on someone." Vash sing-song while him and Jason hugged each other.

"Shut up." I told them.

I looked at Jake and smack his arms which he returned with a laugh.

My eyes landed back on Yohan who's still smiling on me. "What?" I whispered which he just returned with a wink.

I hate you.

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