Chapter 43: Chapter 43

JAYAR’S P.O.V.

My business deal ended today so I got in the car to go home and see my mother and me. But before I boarded, a man approached me and handed me an envelope then immediately turned around and disappeared. Astonished, I looked at the envelope I was holding. I opened it and was shocked to see who was in the picture.

"Damn!" I angrily slammed the steering wheel.

I crumpled the picture in my hand. I didn't bother to look at the other pictures there and it seemed to be punching my chest. I need to talk to Kiera. I will ask him and let him explain. Maybe it's not true and it's just a fabrication of someone who wants to ruin us. Either Mom or my ex-fiancee. But before I could start the car there was a dropped note on the back of the envelope. It's just stuck there or something.

‘See how bitch your Kiera is, Jay. Even your cousin Esan is flirting. That beauty is just fooling you. Get rid of that, son. '

Your Beautiful Mother.

My mouth watered and angrily licked the little paper. My mother provided it. She really can't be quiet until we break up. Maybe a detective gave it to me earlier and kept an eye on the woman I was going to marry. It seems that someone prompted me to look at all the pictures inside. It’s thick and I know it’s not as edited as I thought before.

Pure shots of Kiera and Esan. Holding hands, cuddling, talking, eating at a fastfood, riding a carousel and so on I can’t bear to look at anymore. I just threw them inside my car and angrily slammed the steering wheel.

Then I took a deep breath. Before I can be eaten away and swallowed up by jealousy and anger in these moments, I need to talk to Kiera and find out the truth about her. Even with the evidence to prove it, I still want from his mouth to come out of what they are male. I immediately pulled over the car and hurried home to the condo. But I was shocked to see Chilsea outside our unit crying.

"What happened?"

He looked up and hugged me. "K-I've been calling your phone before but you can't be reached."

I quickly missed him by hugging me and asking what was going on.

"S-si ... Si J-jai."

I was suddenly nervous when I heard the child's name. “Why? Tell me what happened to him? Tell me! ” I grabbed him by both shoulders and shook him.

Her tears intensified. "In the hospital."

"What ?!" I was shocked to hear.

I was NOT afraid to walk down the road with Chilsea in my car. My mind is empty now but the condition of the child. I just think that something bad will happen to Jai, I will never be able to forgive myself.

Arriving at the hospital, I quickly asked the nurs section where the child was located. ‘That’s just the depression and anger I felt when Jai was probably run over and was in the ER. I felt twice as angry when I saw Esan hugging the woman I owned. She cries and calms down. But when Kiera saw me, she quickly approached me.

"Why did you leave my nephew ?!" I scolded before he finally got close to me. The emotions that lived in my chest were mixed and I wanted to get lost.

"J-jayar!" he was surprised by the anger he saw in my eyes. He backed away and could not move from the stand.

I close my eyes and pull my hair. I couldn't scold and shout at him but it was like a broken record that the pictures of the two of them and Esan and the child even had an accident came to my mind.

"Damn!"

"Honey ..." Chilsea immediately approached me crying and hugged my arm.

"Jayar I'll explain."

“Then explain when nothing bad happens to the child! Because when something bad happens to him ... I can't forgive you. ”

Suddenly tears welled up in his eyes and he stared at me in shock. Damn! I hate to see her crying.

“Don't talk like that to Kiera, Jay. It's not his fault. ” Si Esan.

I smiled wryly when I turned to my cousin. "Shut up Esan!" I pointed at him. "Not only are you good at business, you're also good at snatching a woman I own!"

"Jayar that's not true!" Kiera answered quickly and was about to approach me but I quickly backed away.

"What are you saying?" Esan asked.

I angrily turned my back on them all and headed to the room where Jai was. I lost my plan to talk to Kiera and let her explain. Jai alone, it is enough to explain that he left the child because Esan already has his full attention. They even managed to hug even when I was in front of them. It's impossible that they didn't see Chilsea and me when we arrived.

No.

I could hold back the tears that began to look into my eyes. ‘I don’t know what those tears are for. As far as I know, I was angry, hurt and I wasn’t ready to talk to Kiera.

KIERA’S P.O.V

My tears never stopped flowing. I don’t know why Jayar became like this. He blames everything on me. Is it that easy for him?

“Hey stop crying. You will all be okay too, you and Jayar will be okay too. He was even angrier when he saw me here. ”

I nodded slowly and wiped away the tears. But why didn't he listen to my explanation? Is this how much sin I have committed? I briefly ignored that, all I have to think about now is my son’s safety. God! I hope my son survives.

I was SO happy when Jai didn't let go. Just proving he was a brave kid. He was immediately forwarded to the ICU. That my son was comatose and then he was transferred to a private room.

"Jai baby I'm so sorry ... I'm really sorry why I didn't catch up with you right away. I’m sorry why this happened to you, I’m sorry… ”I still couldn’t stop crying as I stroked her hair. many are attached to his young body and I feel sorry for my son’s condition.

I'm not used to seeing him like this. I'm not used to him quietly closing his eyes and a lot of paraphernalia stuck in his body. If only the situation could be reversed, I would have been the one who ran away, not him.

Now is the chance and time that I need Jayar’s care but I didn’t feel it in him. Anger and hatred I see in him. He is angry with me for what happened to the child. I understand that but why is Chilsea next to him instead of me? Why are they closer and together instead of me?

"Take a rest. You've been watching over the child all night. ”

I looked up and fixed our eyes. I was looking for the love I always saw but now it’s gone. It was wrapped in anger. I looked down and turned my attention back to Jai. I just want to be here next to my son. I don't want to leave him. I don't want to let go of his hand again.

"I'm just here," I said sparingly.

He moaned as if he didn't like my response. "You look exhausted."

I did not answer. I just kept staring at the child. I also didn't want to look at him, I was hurt because his ex-fiance was next to him. Almost tweak and kill me for cursing the old Lady when it came earlier. Fortunately, Esan was by my side and he defended me.

"I'm… O-okay."

"Why are you so stubborn?" he raised his voice.

I just bit my lip and tried to avoid getting hurt.

“That's the reaction of the guilty Jay. That's because flirting so even the child loses his attention. Karma's real! ”

I glared at Chilsea. Suddenly I stood up and pointed at him. “The thickness of your face is also a woman! You don't know what really happened! ”

"Stop it Kiera," Jayar immediately intervened. His gaze was staring.

I looked up and tried to muster up the courage. Here are my tears again, dripping again.

"Are you fighting that woman?" I asked him a reproachful question.

He did not answer and averted his gaze while clenching his fists. I quickly wiped away my tears. The answer is even clearer in the moonlight.

I smiled wryly and went back to Jai's side but he approached me and grabbed my arm. It hurts.

“You need to take a rest. Any more tears you shed in your eyes, Jai is already comatose. Because of you, the child had an accident! ”

He slapped me. “Yes, it's my fault! It's my fault Jayar, yes. But I didn’t want this to happen to him and you know that. It almost broke my heart to see my son's condition like this. If I could, I'd be in her position to let you know I didn't like everything that happened today! It hurts Jayar, you know that so don't blame me for everything! ” the tears and cold are already mixed on my face but I don’t care about that.

But even more painful, when he pulled me out of that room. “Go take a rest! You're emotional but you can't change what happened! I think it’s the time to say good bye to us. ”

It was as if the moon had fallen on me at the last thing he said. I couldn't speak right away and the last thing I remember, Esan joined my body when he closed the door on me. Chest pain and I lost consciousness. When I woke up, I saw Esan staring at me. His face was sad and he was holding my hand.

"Where am I?"

“You are in a Hospital room. You died last night. ”

I barely remember what happened. That's right, I fainted. I slowly got up and adjusted to sitting.

“Jai, how are you n a? ” When I ask. I hope the child is awake and looking for me.

He was stunned and stared at me for a long time. I could read in the twinkle of his eye as if something bad was happening. He's hiding something and he doesn't want to tell me.

“Then you can speak. How is Jai? Can we go to him? ”

"Si Jayar ..."

My heart seemed to break when I heard the young man's name. "She is angry with me but I don't care. I want to see Jai and watch. ”

He looked down and held my hands tightly. "Kiera ... They left for the States this morning."

"No!" I was shaken with the loss of tears. This is not true. Jayar can't do this to me. He loved me and he knew I would be hurt when he did that.

Unfortunately, Esan closed his eyes and nodded. “Totoo Kiera. About two hours ago. They took the child with them. ”

Here I can not hold back. I quickly got out of bed and crying ran to the door. "Jai baby!"

Why is my fate so bitter? Why is this my destiny. All my loved ones, missing; captures. I just love it. Is it wrong to love someone like Jayar?

I immediately ran down the hallway out of the Hospital. I might even catch them at the airport. They may not have left yet. They can't take the baby from me. Jai would look for me and they didn’t know what his favorite bedtime story was every night.

"Kiera!" Esan called me but I just kept running. My eyes are dim with tears and I don't care about the people who look at me.

He quickly hugged me tightly when he caught up with me. "That's a boy!"

I cried. “The pain is gone! How did they do this to me ?! ” I'm a kid shot by a favorite toy. It hurts so much on my part.

"I know ... I know but you have to be strong," he said pitifully.

I struggle to get out of his grip. If I could run from here to the airport, I would. I can only see the child and the man.

“Please, let me go. Let me go! I will follow them, ”I pleaded. The cold and tears have mixed on my face.

"I can't." he shook his head.

"P-please ..."

“You’re pregnant. Kiera is pregnant. You are making your child Jayar pregnant. ”

Suddenly my world stopped spinning and stopped crying. Stupidly I looked at him and was shaken.

"B-I'm pregnant?"

He nodded slowly. "Those are the findings of the Doctor who looked at you. Jay didn't know it and he also didn't know that you lost consciousness last night. ”

I laughed heartily, closed my eyes and shook my head. I was suddenly dizzy and lost strength.

Somehow I am happy with the news that I am pregnant and the father is Jayar but the reality itself is knocking at me now that I am not. They took the child and a new offspring grew in my womb. Should I celebrate it? The pain that enveloped me was unforgivable. I want to get lost but my body is weakening.

"Are you okay? The Doctor said, "You should not be stressed or go through severe depression because your pregnancy is sensitive."

I nodded slowly. I don’t know where I’m going to draw this strength. The person who promised me to love and fight for me seems to have left me. Even if it hurts; so much pain, I can handle it for my pregnancy.

“I'm just here, your friend Kiera. I will never leave you. I'm here to help you get up. ”

I did not answer. One after another, I lost consciousness and I did not realize that I had lost consciousness.

FOUR years of my life passed quickly. I gave birth to two twin boys. They inherited their father's face which until now has remained imprinted in my heart but my mind has forgotten. I no longer need a Jayar Montevidad in my life.

With Esan's help, I was able to get up even with great difficulty. I almost go crazy every time I wake up and I sleep without Jai. I feel like I'm going crazy to lose two important and dear ones. But now, they are just in the corner of my heart and hidden.

When I gave birth to Erson and Jaysan, I finally accepted that Jayar and I really didn't exist. Everything he promised was not true and the love he was saying was a big lie. I thought he was ready to fight me. I thought that my life would be happy with him but because of an accident, time changed the love he said. Anger overwhelmed him and he even missed the child.

I was just mad at myself for being stupid but now, I have learned a lot. And what I learned I will use to continue with my two super cute twins.

"Ate, I put your twins to sleep," Mela told me when I arrived in the afternoon. Mela is still in my possession and she is one of my witnesses of how hard and painful life is to me.

“How's my twin's whole day, Mela? Are they okay? ” smiling I asked and headed to my son’s nursery room.

“Upo Ate. Sir Esan visited them earlier. They even played and fought. ”

I nodded. The young man really helped me a lot. He was there when I desperately needed something to lean on. He provided us with a home to live in and necessities for daily expenses. He stopped me from working when I was pregnant. They visit me on weekends and make me happy when I'm sad. He was a good friend and I am very grateful to him. I smiled when I saw Erson and Jaysan sleeping soundly. I approached the two of them and gave each of them a kiss.