I Became the Strongest With The Failure Frame【Abnormal State Skill】As I Devastated Everything Chapter 12

Chapter 12 Despairin the lowest level My parents were a terrible person . Abuse have become part of the daily life . The environment was terrible . My personality was also twisted . [It’s that brat with the abominable eyes . ] When my father vomits, he kicks the young me . As per usual . My mother also uses violence . Along with heartless words . I just had to give birth . I can’t even kill an unwanted brat here in Japan, or so she says . At that moment, a violent veil covered my thoughts . Those bastards, I’ll kill them someday . Now that I think about it, was that the so called survival instinct? I’ll be killed if I keep going as it is . My instinct tells me so . That’s what I thought . But one day . My parents are suddenly missing . They left me behind . They just suddenly disappeared . My uncle’s family took custody of me . Before my parents disappeared, they told me to call my uncle . “I entrust the brat to you . ” My uncle’s family took custody of me with conviction . I was raised in an environment that I thought was not “ordinary” . My uncle’s family were kind people . I decided that I’d be a child without problems . For these people . I don’t want to bother these people about me . Mimori Touka have come to know kindness . Thanks to my uncle’s family . I have to be a child without problems . And then I noticed, I’ve become air . I’ve become a mob . I’ve become harmless . I’ve become normal . However, it may have returned before the transfer... The real – “Mimori Touka” . v I open my eyes . The cold ground . It’s quite ruggy . My back hurts . I raise my body . [......hmm... . . ] I look around . [So this is the Disposal Ruins, huh...] It’s dark . It’s too deep . The darkness . The status... can I confirm it? [Status Open . ] A robotic voice echoed in my head . I see . It’s necessary to have enough visibility, huh... Ah, right... I move my hand . I feel around the nearby ground . Oh . [Found it . ] The touch of leather . My unique item . I grab it and held it in my hand . I can feel the jewelry near my thumb . If I put magic energy in this jewel, it would illuminate, right . . ? I’m reminded of that time when I use my personal skill on that goddess . Reminder, it’s that shitty goddess’ commentary . Magic energy, injecting . The jewel began to shine a faint light . The leather bag also emits light along with it . That’s great . Really, a feeling of “being able to use magic” . [Oh?] It may be weak, my field of vision still became better . I look around . Bare rock surface . A ceiling with intense unevenness . The ground is also strangely bumpy . [Rather than a ruin, it’s more like a cave . ] Hmm? Is there something? I stand up and approach . [—-wha!?] S, skull...? Are these from a human? [Ack~!] (T/N: gross onomatopeia) Furtheremore, it’s just a half of a skull . Where’s the other half? Was it broken into two? I gulped . It was broken into two . By what? [.........] It’s settled . “Something” is in this ruins . My heart is beating like crazy . That’s right . This is the disposal ruins with zero survival rate . Is it because my consciousness that have been half awake has become clear? The area around my temple began to pulsate . If you think normally, Mimori Touka will die . Right here . The goddess may not be here, but returning to the ground would still be difficult . Unusual sweat began to spout out . Die? Will I die? I have a bad feeling about this . The putrid scent of death is drifting everywhere . The scent of death from this disposal ruins . Those guys, will I become like them? Deathly footsteps . This feeling... Something, important . What is this? That’s it . The feeling I had when I’m living with my real parents . I’m about to be killed . My heart is rumbling . It’s pulsing became intense . It’s dangerous here . My instinct tells me so . To me . To Mimori Touka . Live . To be alive . The reason for the warning is immediately apparent . Suddenly– The brightness has increased . The surface of the skull becomes orange . The skull reflects some light? [———] It’s coming . Behind me, Something, is coming . Something that emits orange light . [Fu shi yu oo... . uooorrrrrrroaaaaa~! shi yu~ oo~ oo~!] Beast . Beastly odor . Stinking odor . Bicha~ tsu! Docha~ tsu! Shuwashuwashuwa... (T/N: apparently, that’s how bubbles sounds . Something falls on the ground . Something sounds like its melting . Did it just melt the ground? The irregularities in the ground I saw earlier were quite intricate . Is it because of that shuwashuwa I heard earlier? What the? Something is... behind me? I want to make sure . But, I didn’t turn around . The reason is because I’m sure . The moment I move, I’ll be killed . My reasoning acted as a brake . It’s telling me . Don’t move . The one who destroyed the breaks— is my instinct . I started running . But, The moment I started running, I fell over... However, this turned to be my good fortune . Grazing through overhead– something with a heavy mass . Wind pressure . Readjusting my posture, I run . Only to be blown out by wind pressure . Just now, did it just–? Did it just try to hit me? Did it just try to catch me? Either way, My head, I need to do something, I should try . Full speed ahead . No time to turn around . Absolutely, no time at all . The feeling of adrenaline runs through me . My whole body . Every cell in my body is scared . My teeth is now chattering . Shivering, Chattering... It’s still ringing, bit by bit . I know . I get it . I understood . No . Level . Status . and, Bloodthirst . This adrenaline . That’s right . The real intent to kill . It was different from what the goddess have released . The goddess intends to overpower . Now, the intent of that “something” on my back– That’s bloodthirst . While running, I suddenly realized . Hurriedly, I hide the leather bag in my uniform . This light have become a mark . That’s right . I’m going to slip in the dark . ............ That’s why Iask . Please let me go already . [Hah... Hah... . Hah . . Hah... . ] I want to reduce the sound of my breathing . Breathing is difficult . My sense of footing have become unreliable . Thought of being shredded to pieces . No— such thoughts must be thrown away . Run away . I have to escape . My instinct tells me so . I don’t want to die . Right now, what’s controlling me is just my instinct . Everything was left to my instinct . Again, it overflowed . Tears . Even though, I’m not sad . Even though, I’m not happy . It’s just, I’m scared . [Hah~! Hah~! Hah~!] ......... . . Eh? No . I’m not scared . There’s a scary thing, but... The reason for my tears is another emotion . Emotions I have recently tasted At that time, Ga~ tsu! I’ve stumble upon something that stand out . In the first place, It was fortunate that I had been able to run through this darkness until now... [Gah... Guh!? Hah~ Hah~] Ah, I see . I understand . I’m scared but tears won’t come out . I look behind . I turn around . That’s right . I’m not scared . I—- [Oh, sh*t . ] I’m frustrated .