Chapter 47: Chapter 47

His wife Bonus chapter 5

Avyaan's pov..

We are pregnant for the second time and it was indeed the best news I've heard.. There would be another little one in our family our Adi's little sibling Anaya and Amara's little cousin. It was the bestest unexpected news..

"I want to abort it" and those five words broke my bubble. Did I hear something wrong? No she just actually said it?

"Huh what? You are kidding me right?" I asked..

"Do I look like that I am kidding Avyaan huh?" She was sounding serious there wasn't any kind of emotion on her face..

"Avyaan I don't know how did this happen after taking the precautions!" She started then took a deep breathe "I don't want it neither I am ready for another baby" she further added..

"Shravya I guess you are just tensed because of all this! Think calmly abortion isn't the way to make everything fine" I tried to make her understand softly..

"Avyaan I am 100% sure that I don't want this baby, and Adhira is enough for us as well I have my career left now I don't think I can handle another baby" this time she yelled angrily..

"But Shravya we will han--" she interrupted in between "I thought you would understand my problem Avyaan but here you are trying to force me for it" and she left leaving me baffled..

Surely we didn't plan it but abortion seriously? At the time of Adhira we wanted it we planned for it and this time it happened unexpectedly but she wasn't at all happy..

And what she said at last that I was forcing her for this, like seriously Shravya?

I sat down holding my head..

2 days later..

It's been two days we weren't really in talking terms thou no one knows...

It was killing me, I hate it when we fight or argue instead of communicating calmly..

Hearing a footsteps I looked up to found Shravya walking inside the room.. She locked the door and went to restroom after taking out her night dress.. I had to talk to her, we just couldn't behave like a total stranger for no reason and tonight even Adi was sleeping with mom dad so I had a chance..

And then as expected she came and laid on her side turning her back to me.. Sometimes I just wanted to yell my guts out on her..

"Shravya" I called placing my plam on her right arm.."Shravya we need to talk" I further added and she turned towards me staring at me..

"Why are you distancing yourself from me?" I whispered out staring into her eyes.. "I am not" her answer was curt which made me sigh..

Taking a deep breath I started "If you want to abort the ba-- baby then I am fine with it" I let out finally thou I hated those words but I said it because for me Shravya meant more than anything..

"Huh?" She was unsure "Yes Shravya you can do anything you want I won't stop you" I said gently tucking her hair strands behind her ear which was teasing her cheeks..

I didn't want to force her for anything, she has a career and she was right at her place we didn't plan so it's better if Shravya abor--grrrrrrr..

"I had a talk with doctor and she gave me the date day after tomorrow" My heart started beating in an abnormal pace. Day after tomorrow our symbol would be gone forever, my eyes fell on her flat stomach and my hands ached to touch it which I controlled.."How many months?" I asked as I didn't know anything about it.

"1" she whispered I nodded and looked up at her "You should sleep now it's late" I placed a kiss on her forehead..

"I know you aren't happy with it but everything will be alright later,we will going to be sad for few days then everything will be fine" she whispered holding my hand as she placed a kiss on my palm..

"I understand Shravya" I mumbled then closed my eyes..

After sometime

When I saw that she had slept I placed my hand on her belly giving it a caress then shook my head and got off from the bed making my way to the balcony..

Sitting down on the couch I looked up gazing at the sky full of stars as everything which happened from the last few days started playing inside my head like a broken record..

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Next day..

Shravya rang the doorbell of Arya Mansion and waited for it to open while Adhira was busy collecting the flowers which fell down from the trees..

"Shravya what a pleasant surprise" Kriya chirped seeing her daughter and granddaughter at the door.. "Hellooo glanny" Adhira wished and ran towards her grandmother.. "Hello baby" Kriya wished her back and they walked in..

"Adi first go and wash your hands" Adhira nodded at her mother and went to wash hands with Shravya following her behind..

"What happen Shravya? You seems off today?" Kriya asked finding something wrong with her daughter..

"Adhira go and play in the playroom" Shravya said and Adhira jumped running towards the playroom as she loved playing there..

"So many things are wrong and messed up mom" Shravya sighed leaning her head back on the couch after gulping down the water..

"What exactly happen?"Kriya asked again.. "I am pregnant" Shravya breathed out.. "But I am not ready for it so I am thinking to abort it" she further added..

"What abortion? Are you out of your mind doll" Kriya freaked out on her daughter.. "Mom please don't shout" Shravya lowly said holding her head..

Taking a deep breath she sat beside her daughter "What happen doll? Why are you taking decision in haste? And does Avyaan know about it?" This time Kriya interrogated her softly..

"Mom we didn't plan this ! And it's unexpected and I am not ready for it I can't take break from the work again like I took at the time of Adhira I have a boutique to handle mom" Shravya let out everything which was going inside her.. "And about Avyaan yes he knows about it he was so happy but I told him what I want"

"Shravya still killing a little heart isn't a solution think about it doll think about Avyaan as you said he was so happy for the news" Kriya tried to make her daughter understand..

"Think about Avyaan seriously mom? I guess it was his mistake because maybe he forgot to use the protection and remember mom at the time of Adhira I was the one who took break from my study as well as work while Avyaan was continuing with his office he is continuing with his career what about me and my dreams" Pausing a bit she took a deep breath then continued "I must be sounding like a selfish bitch right now but I have dreams as well like him and I won't going to compromise it because of all this" she completed and wiped the tears which rolled down from her cheek...

"Sorry to say doll but you can't just put all the blames on Avyaan it's not like he had raped you there was a consent in between and the outcome is here you are pregnant! It's been 6 years you both are married and it's not like you are compromising everything Avyaan has comprised so many things for you" Shravya just heard her mother keenly "Well you are mature enough to understand what is wrong and right for you, think about yourself, your relationship with Avyaan and everything then take any decision" Saying Kriya kissed her daughter's forhead and went to the kitchen leaving her daughter in deep thought..

"Mom this is so messed up, I feel Like crying and breaking all the things" Shravya whined walking behind her mother to the kitchen..

"What is messed up? What happen princess?" Nandini was shocked hearing Nitin's voice.. "Uh dad when did you came?" She asked her dad who kissed her mother's forhead then hers..

"Just now" he uttered "now tell me what happen? Why are you so tensed? Is everything alright between you and Manik" Nitin interrogated his daughter the concerned laced in his voice..

"Everything is fine dad you don't need to take tension I actually messed up some designs in the boutique so I was saying that to mom nothing serious" Shravya somewhat made her father agreed thou he wanted to ask more but Adhira choose to jump in their conversation and this made Shravya sighed in relief..

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Shravya's pov..

He hadn't talk with me and neither he was present in the room now, yes he was in the study doing some works.. I heard Ahaan saying that Avyaan's mood was worst today in the office and he was shouting at all the staffs and even he shouted at Ahaan as well.. I was 100% sure the reason was this baby thou he didn't say anything to me but I knew he want me to keep this baby.

What to do? I wasn't ready for it and now all this? And even mom's words that I should think about Avyaan's and my relationship..

God please help me..

Glancing at Adhira who was sleeping peacefully I got off from the bed and walked to the study room.. The door was slightly open so I walked in only to found Avyaan sleeping in sitting position behind the desk on his chair..

I wanted to wake him up but I couldn't. He was sleeping so calmly thou the frown was clearly visible on his forhead to his eyebrows which were arched and jaw clenched as if he had slept thinking something deeply..

Why this sudden distance between us?

I leaned and pressed a kiss on his forhead whispering "I love you" and turned to go back to our bedroom but stopped feeling a tug at my wrist "Shravya" I faced him again only to get engulfed in a hug in such way that it left me flabbergasted and my breathe hitched, his arms wrapped around my waist and face pressed against my belly and the whirlwind of emotions washed over me..

"Avyaan" I gasped placing my hand on his shoulder "Sshh not a word" It was just a mere whisper of request but I heard it well in the silence of the dark night.. I stood still in between his legs with my hand caressing his hair as his face rested against my belly. His hold wasn't too tight but not loose as well..

"I thought you were sleeping" I whispered and he looked up at me his arms still caging me "I was but when you kissed me on the forhead and I wokeup" He answered then hugged me again..

"Avyaan you fine?" I asked softly and he stood up with a jerk clearing his throat thou his eyes were red "I am totally fine" and left the study room leaving me there..

What has just happened?

I walked back to our bedroom after switching off the lights and a/c of the study room..

When Shravya walked inside the bedroom she found Avyaan laying turning his back to the other side she sighed and laid down holding the duvet close to her and placed a kiss on Adhira's head who was sleeping soundly in between of her mamma and dadda.

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Avyaan was always there for Shravya and vice versa but this time he couldn't, when the sun peep inside the room indicating the bright morning arrived already Avyaan took a shower and got ready in his branded tux.. It was probably early in the morning and there was already an hour time for Shravya to wakeup.. He sighed and kissed his daughter's forhead then his wife and at last his wife's flat stomach and his eyes welled up before he could even stop himself..

He was leaving for office earlier today because he didn't want to face Shravya, he didn't want her to say 'Avyaan will you accompany me to the hospital for the abortion process' those words going to break him down so he chosed to escape he chose to leave not wanting to face the harsh reality..He was always there for Shravya but this time he wouldn't be.. Because He was SCARED, Scared of the happenings which would going to happen today..

When Shravya wokeup she didn't find her husband beside hers which made her frown and it deepened when she saw a note stick to the bedside table she took it then yawn reading it 'I am leaving for office as I have so many urgent works left take care'

She placed it aside and felt the knot forming in her stomach in such way that she felt nauseated.. She quickly got off from the bed and ran inside the washroom throwing up as the morning sickness engulfed her tight..

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It was already 9pm and Avyaan was still not at home which freaked Shravya out while Adhira was waiting for her dadda as she wanted to show him the drawings which she made in the school and got A+.

After telling Her mother in law and father in law to take care of Adhira she walked out of the mansion and told the driver to drop her at the Sehgal Heights..

When Shravya's car halted at her destination she got to know from the watchman that only Avyaan was there in the office and all the staffs has already left.. She breathed out and walked inside the elevator pressing the button of 21st floor where his cabin was present..

Walking out of the elevator she barged inside his cabin without knocking.. She choked as the smoke hit her nostrils the scent of cigarettes engulfed her which she hated the most.. "What the Fuck Avyaan? Are you out of your mind? You are fucking Smoking" she yelled then coughed..

"What are you doing here who the fuck told you to come here" Avyaan raised his voice as well which she ignored and opened the balcony door as well the main door to get the smoke out as it was irritating her and making her feel nauseated..

Shravya never really saw Avyaan smoking like this in the 6 years of marriage, whenever they all went to club or for chilling so he would just take a puff of the shisha (hookah) and not something addicted as Shravya hated the smoke of it.. But today he shocked her..

"Why are you smoking Avyaan?" She asked again stepping close to him.. "I don't think I am answerable to you it's my life and I can do anything I want" Mostly Avyaan was the one who was soft spoken but tonight it was different as he raised his voice as well..

"If you are thinking that I will let you smoke or drink infront of Adhira then you are wrong" she stated at her stern voice to which he only chuckled..

"What are you doing here by the way? Didn't you undergone abortion huh? Go and rest as you are finally succeeded in killing a little life" His voice was bitter which made her feel uneasy not something she liked it.. He wasn't sounding like her Avyaan...

"Why are you talking to me like this?" She sighed out only to hear his laugh which wasn't humorous at all..

"So you want me to talk calmly with you? Ok fine" He stepped closer placing his palm on her cheek "Mrs.S go and take rest as you've just done with the abortion process" The fake sugar coated words made her palm curled into a fist..

"So you are blaming me now?" He chuckled then snapped "Who am I to blame you Shravya huh? It's your life you can do any fucking shits you want I've had never stopped you and I never will" He completed his sentence..

"Avyaan about the abortion I've already said my point that we aren't ready for this baby we--" he interrupted in between.."We? No Shravya it's only you, you weren't ready you...... shitt why are we talking about this now? It's done it's gone right? There was nothing left now and as you've said it earlier we would going to be sad for few days and then everything will be alright so yes" shaking his head he moved back..

"It's late let me pack my stuffs then we will leave for home" He turned only to stopped dead in his tracks at her words.."It hasn't gone anywhere Avyaan our baby is still there" Her sobbed reached his ears but he thought he heard something wrong.."Our baby is safe inside of me doing and growing well"

"Wait? Wha-- what did you just say come again?" He asked cupping her cheeks as he was still unsure by her words.. "I cancelled the appointment I didn't go to hospital at morning I was in Arya Mansion whole day" She answered his question staring deep into his teary eyes..

"O-our baby is still the..re?" He stuttered a bit then managed to let out..

"Yes it is" She confirmed and he embraced her in tight hug not much to hurt her...

Surely Shravya wanted to abort she was sure about it and from the first she wasn't ready for another baby, but then she remembered her conversation with Kriya, she knew how Avyaan was against the abortion still he choose to respect her decision which she was thankful for thou she knew how disturb Avyaan was..

She has comprised so many things in this marriage and not only she, Avyaan has comprised as well and that's how relationship worked. Shravya wanted to become selfish this time to think about herself, her career but then something in her stopped her. Maybe the motherly affection and care, the unborn was their symbol of love, though it was unplanned and unexpected at the very unexpected time...

Killing a life these words were enough for Shravya to stopped herself back for doing the sin. If God had blessed her to become mother again then she should be thankful of.. Because there were so many womens in the world who were trying to conceive to become mother but they were failing at it and here she was about to kill her own flesh..

Instead of going to the hospital at morning she went to Arya Mansion with her daughter Adhira as her mind was totally messed and she knew she needed to share everything with her mother..

"I am sorry Avyaan" she whispered out her voice muffled because of his hold on her.. He pulled back cupping her cheeks "Sshh calm down you don't need to" He wiped the tears which caressed her puffy cheeks..

"Even I am sorry I behaved rudely with you and I won't going to justify myself I was just little angry on you but you know I love you right? So no matter what I will support you in all your decision" he confessed making her smile in tears..

"I love you Avyaan I love you so much" she mumbled out and he smiled.. "I love you more Shravya"

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