Chapter 34: Chapter 34

Farhistt just held Odessa's hand as he freely watched her sleep soundly. He gently squeezed her pale hand and kissed it tenderly. If he could turn back the time, he’ll fucking do it. If something bad happened to Odessa, fuck, he might go completely crazy.

He promised to return immediately but he did not fulfill his promise when Tiverius got into trouble. It clung to the assignment he had given, and that was to kill the big boss of Blood Diamond. Without the virgin daughter of Mr. Genovese, he knew ‘Tiverius wasn’t flattering. The man went too far in the personal matter of the assignment he gave him so there was a lot of confusion. He was about to be killed and if he did not come, he might end up with a corpse.

He had to fly to Indonesia, where Mr. Genovese with the staff and its daughter in an expensive restaurant and eating. Tiverius tried to stop him but the deal must be close. If their secret organization with a private connection to the government does not end it, the old man's evil deeds will continue.

A bullet hit Mr.'s head. Genovese using the sniper he was carrying. On the force of the impact of the bullet, its skull was partially destroyed. He felt no pity or fear as he watched the old man prostrate himself while bathing in his own blood. Its evil deeds are too far beyond hell so it is better for it to be silent for life. Devil must be buried in hell. Tiverius immediately left them and decided to stay on the island before visiting the girl. She wonders what a nice surprise she can make and bring.

It was only then that he received many miscalls and messages from Odessa when he opened the cellphone. The cellphone was just on the table in his office and the first thing he read was, ‘Itang is gone.’

When he is on assignment, he uses different phones. Mostly, ‘tis not carrying a phone. He talks colleagues thru watch hologram. And fuck! That’s the most stupid thing he’d ever done.

He immediately boarded his private helicopter and went to Mindanao. He chases the time and chinicheck the exact location of the maiden from the hologram. It is still in the village. So exactly when he got off, from where came a big bike that he suggested to Magnar to send its man.

He wasted no time, he quickly pulled the big bike after putting on a helmet. He could feel that his instinct was shouting differently. Something bad had happened and his heart knew it.

"Odessa!"

That was all he said when it crashed. He mercilessly kills the three men. One of those he killed, the son of the leader he killed when he refused to surrender to the superior and pay for the sin. He was not a Saint so it was his gun that made the decision.

He encountered them the day he could not immediately return to the house of the woman he loved in Barrio Hunasan. During the three days that he did not show up, he just finished what he had to finish in order to give all his time and time to Odessa when he returned to Mindanao.

That's all, because he is the leader of the organization he formed ... He cannot leave the group and colleagues. The people under his rule need him. The only mistake he made, the only big mistake he made ... He failed to protect the woman he promised to protect for life.

He didn't even think to the girl if it was okay or if nothing bad had happened. He was so focused and complacent that nothing would touch the girl. That he never fails at work so no one will know about his relationship with Odessa. That no enemy of his could smell his private life.

He winced when the girl woke up. He was forced to give it a sedative earlier even though he didn't want to do that. He gripped her hand tightly. She is scared. He was afraid that maybe like his wife and son, he would leave because of the nature of his job. Damn it! He's sloppy again.

"Vida Mia ..." he looked at her. It was a little surprised to see him. It was as if a thorn had bitten him when he smiled and caressed her cheek. "Odessa ..." his eyes began to water but he stopped them. He is a man. He can't be emotional in front of the girl.

"Frahisto ..."

“Yes, it’s me ... I’m here. I won’t leave you again. I won’t, Vida Mia ... I will always be here with you. ”

He smiled bitterly and gently stroked her cheek. She was barely close to the caress Odessa had made. The girl did something else and she felt it. When he opened his eyes, tears came to the girl's eyes one after another. He would wipe it properly but shake it and Odessa. It was as if his chest was pounding in pain especially when the girl withdrew his hand to caress his cheek.

"Let's stop this."

"Odessa!" he sighed at the girl's cold voice and her emotionless eyes.

“You must have heard me, Farhistt Fortocarrero. Lets stop this. Everything we have now. ”

It took him a long time to speak. He struggled to understand every word Odessa said. He just stared at the girl.

“T-my two Dads are right ... When you love, h-it's not just fun and excitement. It's only now that I realize, how much you love someone ... How much pain will come back to you. Itang is right, I should be ready for pain and sadness but why? Why did you leave me? Did you let Itang go? Why was the innocent man affected by your negligence, Farhistt? ” Tears welled up in her eyes and she could feel the pain.

Fuck! It called him the first base of his name. It was as if a big fist had struck his heart. He wanted to hug the girl too tightly but cowardice preceded him. He is afraid that if he makes another wrong move, he will hate it and drive him away.

"Vida Mia ..."

“A-you said ... As long as you live, you will not let other people hurt me, that no one can hurt‘ me but Farhistt ... You ... You hurt ‘me! You are the reason why everything turned out like this. A-you know, I accept what job you are ... Even if you're still a killer, I accept. What I just can't accept, let us Itang fall into the hands of your enemies! You know how Tatang was killed, huh? Did you know!"

He looked down. He couldn't bear to stare angrily at Odessa's twinkle in her eye. Very different from the woman he met who was always happy, shy and innocent. Farhistt burns with anger he sees.

“I-I didn't even go with him to his last lamay! I didn't even take him to the cemetery. I couldn’t even say goodbye! If I only knew that was the last time we met, I would have made the most of it. And I hope ... I didn't know you either, Farhistt ... Or if I did know you, I hope it didn't lead to this. I just wouldn't have loved you anymore. I feel like, every time we get close ... I am also close to death and I have proven that several times. So if it's possible, please, stay away from me. ”

Damn No!

“Hey! No please? ” He held out his hand but the girl withdrew and slowly closed her eyes. It's a sign that he doesn't want to talk or listen anymore. “Odessa ...‘ Don’t be like that. Hear me out, please? I’m sorry ... I’m sorry if I neglected you. Damn it! I didn’t know it would be like this. I didn't like it ... Odessa ... ”

He raised his hand and pointed to the door. The girl's eyes remained closed. "Leave."

"Odessa ..."

"If you really love me, leave."

It was as if a rock had fallen on his heart. He smiled bitterly and nothing of his own tweaked his head. He slowly stood up and headed for the door. The girl's mind was closed and she knew what hard she would do, it would not listen to her.

Farhistt closed the door exactly, his knee was weakening so he just leaned there and angrily punched his chest.

Fuck! Fuck! He was hurt again. He hurt the woman he promised to protect again. He can't! No. Even if the fire in Odessa's hell would bathe him just to be forgiven, he would. He will do everything just not to let it leave him.

Farhistt was only a foot away from Odessa. The girl was sitting on the bed with cold eyes looking out the window. There is no syringe attached to it and it can be taken home according to the Doctor.

"Take me home."

He nodded quickly and approached her to help her stand but her hand stopped her.

“I can stand. Don't come near, please? ”

He backed away and a few seconds passed before he nodded. He understands this anger. He waited for Odessa to stand up and it barely lost its balance. He was about to approach it but the girl's hand signaled him never to approach it. He just nodded breathlessly and could do nothing but follow his wishes.

Odessa just followed him as they walked. This made sure there was space between the two of them and it didn’t move. His eyes were steady and he might be careful. He might lose the woman and for fucking sake, ‘he won’t allow that.

Using his private helicopter, he delivered the girl. He tried to talk to her several times but she remained silent and it seemed that he could not be heard or that he had no plans to listen to her plea to talk to them.

Until he entered the house and said good -bye to his family, he did not say a word to her. Only Mang Orlando is the kanhe spoke to and its Mother. They mourn the death of Mang Bartolome and thank him for delivering Odessa safely.

She was out of breath. If they had found out the truth, they might not have let him set foot in Elairon's house. He knew he didn't want to talk to Odessa or see her face. He will send someone to keep the secret to the girl's family.

After sending five people to watch over the girl's family every day, he returned to Manila. There is a small camera installed in the tree in the yard of Elairon’s house. All around, he put up a camera that no one would notice. He monitors every move of the girl and her family. He makes sure that they’re secured and protected.

His high tech gadgets still come from brothers Noam and Zinc. The two sisters are good when it comes to invention but the better the two are, the more conflicting their hearts are when it comes to women. Always fooled and left behind.

He was just bored when Tiverius entered his office while watching the big screen, which had Odessa’s face and movements. It sits freely on the small balcony as the wind blows its soft hair.

“Why don’t you go? Instead you sit here and watch ‘the big screen and the pure face of Odessa.”

He laughed bitterly and looked at Tiverius badly. It quickly raised its hand as if surrendering to him. It was still ridiculous but when the man saw that he was not happy, he suddenly changed his mood and became serious. He sat on the soft couch and played with his mini-robot.

"I'm sorry."

He just shrugged and took a deep breath. He turned his gaze back to the big screen. Only two days had passed but it was as if he was being punished in hell. No proper sleep, messy hair and not being able to change clothes since yesterday.

"It's not your fault. I am the one to blame here. My fault. I neglected the woman I love. ”

"If I hadn't sent my weakness, you might have protected him in those moments."

"Did you just come here to my office to make me look like that?"

“Of course not. I'm just sad Yx and seeing you like this? It’s like I’ve proven I’m always sloppy with every assignment you give. When was I right? I give you a headache every project you handle with ‘me and that’s because I am too stupid and weak. I don’t fit in with this organization. ”

"Tiverius!" It looked at him. "If you're done saying that nonsense, get out."

It sighed, “Okay-okay! I gotta go. I’m sorry I failed you again. ”

She ignored what the man said. He let it go and faced the big screen again. Each of the members of the organization, he knows every weakness of the other. He just didn’t think that was the cause for the downfall of a great sniper of his Tiverius.

He shook his head, the man was right. Instead of sulking here, why doesn't he just go to the girl? But he is afraid ... Maybe when he goes to it, another death will follow him. In the nature of his work, it is normal to follow death. But damn! To think that the woman he loves will be next to the pit? Satan will kill them anywhere in hell.

He immediately got up and went to the shower room. He was just surprised when he passed by the large mirror. He fucking look wasted! He seemed to be a few years older and the depth of his eyebags. He just focused 24 hours on the monitor, making sure the Odessa family was in okay shape.

"Yx!" Magnar's happy introduction to him. It carries a Stick-O and is freely edible. “Gallagher is giving it to you. Maybe you're already hungry. ” He handed him a Stick-O he was holding, with a bite and_with saliva.

His eyes widened here and ‘ignored Magnar. He just went straight to the shower room which was followed by him.

"Yx!"

"Will you please let me shower?"

"I have a question."

He stared at it and waited for Magnar to say something. "What?"

His eyes glazed over while the Stick-O was bitten by a dramatic effect. “Ah ... What is it ... Um ... Are you broken hearted? "Don't be offended by my question, I'm just a concerned citizen who's worried— Gallagher help!"

He quickly threw the slipper at it. It immediately runs away and asks Gallagher for help. Damn! They are considered to be four constellations but sometimes, it appears that the child has them.

After he takes a bath, he will go to the maiden. Even if he was just far away, he had to see it. I think he would go crazy on the big monitor he was just staring all the time. She loves to hug and kiss it.

With that in mind, he suddenly became excited and acted quickly. He’s not a Farhistt Fortocarrero if he flirts with a woman. If he had to kneel all day in front of the girl, just forgive him and accept it again he would. He’ll do everything ‘just don’t let it go away and forget whatever they have.

He loves Odessa. Very dear.

BUT Farhistt's head suddenly heated up at the sight. Odessa, accompanied by a man in the shower and talking happily while picking up seaweed. She could see the man's laughter steadily and was obviously thrilled as his Odessa smiled.

Damn!

Jealousy attacked and irritated his heart. He knew the reason was too shallow but he was used to it making her smile on its beautiful face. He was accustomed to the reason always in the happy twinkle of the eye of his lone goddess. The woman became the reason he believed he could love again.

"Who is he?"

“Her new found friend. His name is— ”

“Don’t,” he immediately finished what Jayvion had said.

He shrugged and the entire background of the man Odessa was talking to came out of his hologram watch. He stared at it and read what kind of personality the man had.

“That guy is inlove to Ms. Goddess. ”

His eyes were fixed on the man. It is now supporting Odessa in taking steps not to sink into the mud.

"I think that man needs my help," he said darkly.

He laughed at his attitude, “No. Don’t do that, Yx. She’ll hate you more. ”

“But what can I do here? To see the woman I love being made to smile by another man? For fucking heaven sake, Jayvion! I can strangle people, you know that. ”

Addavan laughed from behind. When Jayvion looked back at him, he immediately fell silent and faced the cellphone he was holding. Suppose it was busy.

"Well if that's what you want, strangle Addavan first."

“Hala? Why me? I'm quiet here, ah. ”

Jayvion just grinned as he did, still not changing the look. Still dark and ready to choke man at any time,

"I will approach them."

“Go, Yx! You can do it. We cheer for you! ” Addavan smiled but when he looked at it, he immediately fell silent and turned to the cellphone again.

Jealousy attacked his whole being even more when the sucking man touched Odessa's waist. Fuck! That’s it. He immediately got out of the car and hurried over to them. Also a few meters away from his place.

His fist clenched as he called Odessa's name. Surprised, the girl looked at him and quickly pushed the man away.

"Why are you here?"

“I should have asked that. Why are you with that man? ”

He frowned and looked at her in disgust, "He's my friend, so what?"

“Friend? Huh! You think of him as a friend, Odessa. But that man, he felt a desire for you. ”

The man with him immediately jumped up but he glared at him so he backed away. The girl glared at him angrily and took the man by the hand and pulled him away. She almost exploded with jealousy so she quickly withdrew the hand the man was holding. He doesn’t care about mud.

"What is it, Farhistt!" it quickly withdrew his hand and angrily pointed at him. "It's time for you to touch even the ends of my hair, I'll hate you even more!"

"Vida Mia ..." his voice softened.

“And don’t call me Vida Mia because I am never your life!”

"I-I think you two need to talk—"

"We have nothing to talk about with that person. Ever since he let his enemy almost kill me, to let my Father go because of a sin we shouldn't have to pay for, all that is enough to hate and shun that man! ”

Triple kill. It was as if Farhistt's heart had been stabbed by the words he had uttered. None of the locusts he attacked, the locusts that almost killed him.

"P-are you sorry you met me?"

He just looked at her and stared into her eyes for a long time, “Let's go, Ted. I would rather be with you than with a man named Farhistt Fortocarrero. ” He grabbed the man by the hand and pulled him away.

He clenched his fist and took several deep breaths. He reminded himself to be calm, that ‘don’t let him get angry. Maybe where to pick up the man with it. He closed his eyes for a moment and calmed himself. She can't be sent to anger even if what she really wants to do is hit the man with the girl.

"Yx ..."

"I told you, eh?"

He ignored Jayvion and Addavan. He just looked sadly at Odessa who hurried away just to get away from him. She smiled bitterly and angrily wiped away the tears. If turned no matter how much manhood you cry, well fuck!