Chapter 12: Chapter 12

Max's POV

"Waahhh, you got here earlier than I did, GUCCI. I'm flattered," my eyes caught Sky's form as he walks towards my location.

The rooftop was big with sections that are hidden, but somehow, we ended up having a spot we regularly stay with.

Besides, it's very rare to see someone stay at the rooftop since most of the people living in this building are families. Or if there are some, I'm thankful we don't see them the same time we are here because that will be weird.

"Don't get too happy, Sky. You aren't as special as my GUCCI's, okay," I snickered but a smile escaped my lips and he just raised an eyebrow as he animatedly did some derp faces.

He then stopped midway when he noticed that I have pretty much set up everything, from the blanket to a few foods I took from the dorm.

I shrugged my shoulders when he looked at me confused.

The man had been bringing everything. And I know he just came back from yet another tour. I thought it wouldn't hurt if I do these small things instead.

"Stop being so dramatic and come over here, weirdo," I told him and soft chuckles escaped his lips as he sat on an empty spot a little beside me.

"I see my GUCCI misses Sky, huh?" he teased before he grabbed the container beside him which has Carbonara on it.

Instinctively, I grab a fork and gave it to him. To my surprise, he turned towards my direction and feed me the first bite instead.

I looked at him amused and he just shake his head. "Eat," he ordered and for some reason, I automatically followed.

Afterwards, he proceeded in eating.

I wouldn't admit but my cheeks blushed at his gesture.

From the corner of my eyes, I saw how his cheeks had sucked in a little. He lost a decent amount of fat in just days.

"Yah, were you not eating well on your tours? You look thinner," I can't help but asked but I hope I didn't because he looked at me amused, mischievousness laced at the glint of his eyes.

"Waah, I just went away for a few days and you're nagging me like some jealous girlfriend," he joked and my eyes widened, now, soft chuckles escaped his lips, I couldn't help but stare.

"I'm kidding Max," he mumbled and I was even more surprised when he lift his right hand to wipe away the smudge of sauce on the corner of my lips.

It was probably fast, like a flash but to me, everything went slow motion, from the moment he was laughing, until after he wipe away the smudge on my lips and smiled at me afterwards.

Fuck Max. What's happening to you?

"Our schedule was quite tight, so yeah, sometimes we can't help but skip meals. And when we're free, we prefer to sleep instead," He mumbled, eyes now glued in the food he was eating.

What he said hit me like a blow.

I know he was busier than I am. I mean, we don't do international concerts yet, apart from those performances that we had in Japan.

If my situation had been hard now, I can't imagine how hard it must have been for them.

With that in mind, I grab a few more sandwich and hand it to him.

"Eat this," I whispered, my eyes avoiding his. I don't really know how but our situation ended up like this.

We banter whenever we are with our members but we act like some best of friends when we are alone - minus the kiss by the way.

Speaking of the kiss, it's still not allowing me to sleep comfortably until now.

Confused, Sky put down the food he was eating and turned to me.

"Are you sick or something? You seemed extra kind to me tonight. It's scaring me a little,' he mumbled and before I can even stop myself, I already flipped the man over.

He laughed at what I did and after a few moments, I did the same.

"Isn't it a consolation that I am here with your annoying ass right now?" I teased him and he smiled.

"Thank you," he whispered. His words, they were sincere and it caught me off-guard.

My cheeks blushed once again, my heart started beating loudly once again.

Something weird is going on inside me and I can't seem to take a hold what it was.

My hand reached for my chest in hopes to control its fast heart rate.

Max, control your heart.

It's alarming. It was as if my chest is about to burst any minute and this is something I haven't really felt before and it's surprising me.

With that in thought, I started doing breathing exercise.

Breathe in.

Breathe out.

Sky must have noticed because he looked alarm.

"Hey, are you okay?" he asked in worry, the food he had already on the surface.

He moved closer as he tries to reach for my hand but I moved back a little. He looked taken aback and his eyes widened.

I lifted a hand to stop him and signaled him to wait.

"Max..." he whispered which made my heart beat even more faster.

Holy Shit.

This won't do.

I stood up from my seating and gave him a quick glance.

"Sorry but I'm not feeling well. I think I need to take a rest," I told him before turning my back on him. My hands still on my chest as I try to walk a little faster, the cold breeze sweeping past through doesn't make the situation easier as I was only wearing my pajamas.

"Max, wait!" I was still walking towards the exit when I felt his hands on my shoulders. In an instant he was able to turn me around so I can face him. My hands balled into a fist in front of my chest in shock.

"Yah, don't turn on me away like that when you seemed almost out of breath. Are you okay? Are you hurt somewhere? Should I call an ambulance?" he asked in panic and somehow, that made me ease my mind.

He was rambling and for some reason, I wanted to reach his face and tell him that everything is fine.

"No, I think I need to call an ambulance," he released me from his grip as he tries to search for his phone on his pants. "Oh Go-, where the-"

My eyes watched him as he fumbled on his pockets.

My heart calming down for a moment. From where I was standing, I can clearly see his beautiful face getting too much distracted.

And it's because of me.

My heart felt warm at the thought.

"Sky," I called for him.

"phone, where is my-"

"Sky,"

"Phone, it's definitely he-"

"GUCCI,"

It was then that he noticed my presence once again as he stared back at me.

"Huh?"

My hands reached and cupped his face as I stare straight to his eyes. "I'm okay, breathe, okay?" I whispered and he looked at me like he was lost.

"You're not okay... I need to find my phone," he exclaimed once again and I didn't know what hit me but I did what I know could make him stop.

I leaned forward and claimed his lips.

Once our lips touched, I felt the spark, the current traveling within my body. And his lips, the taste of pasta still lingers on them. And like the first time, I was addicted.

His body relaxes and I felt his arms wrapped around my waist.

My eyes were closed because I was afraid to look at his.

Five seconds.

I was sure it only took that long but it felt like years to me. Or was it because I was able to savor every bit of it.

Just when I was about to pull away, I felt his other hand at the back of my nape and pulled me closer, his lips now hungrily devouring mine.

His lips, it was aggressive, like he wanted more. And I gave in.

I kissed him back the same way he is kissing me.

I felt his tongue moving forward requesting access over mine and I let him in.

His taste was addicting and I wanted more.

By this time, I am sure my body was hot even though the place was laced in cold air as we both stood up in an open space.

A moan escaped my lips as I felt him bite my lower lip.

He was in need and I can feel it. But so am I.

His presence, his touch, it's giving me ecstasy, something I never thought I needed because I didn't think it's worth it. But with him, I feel like his touch gives me both warmth and adrenaline.

I was longing.

I didn't know how long it was but eventually, we had to release each other to intake oxygen so we can breathe. And when we did, I wanted to pull him close once again.

By this time, our foreheads were already touching, my eyes still following the movements of his lips.

"Those lips...."I whispered.

If it was the spur of the moment, I don't exactly know and I'm not sure I actually cared but I've decided.

"From now on, they are only mine, GUCCI." I declared.

And since I'm Max, of course, I get what I want.

Even if it's Sky.