Chapter 50: Chapter 50
Victoria pov ...
" Good evening lady Akasha "
" Save your greets to does who needs it servant ,what are doing here "
Suddenly I heard a voice from behind
" She came with me " I knew it was Lord Xander ,so I didn't borer to turn .
" Lord Xander greetings " said lady Akasha before bowing her head to greet .
" How are you doing lady Akasha "
" She's not suppose to here "
" Who are talking about "
" The servant off course ,you bought her here to mock me right ,to show me how useless I am to you right ?"
" I don't know what your talking about but I must warn lady Akasha stay way from her ,I don't need to tell you want I can do "
" Xander ,even if we are not together anymore at least don't talk down on me in the presence of this ...this .low life servant "
" I think that's all I have to say to you here and now please enjoy the rest of you the party ". lord Xander grabbed my hand and walked out of the mansion .
When we arrived outside ,I quickly pulled my hand away from his and took few steps backwards .
" What were you thinking coming here Victoria "
" Nothing my lord ,I only followed master Keir "
" Do you know what would have happened if I didn't come to save you on time "
" No ,but I don't think that your business my lord ,you should focus more on the beautiful lady who graced your bed earlier today "
" Victoria listen to me and listen carefully ,in as much as I care about you ,don't push me to the wall ,you will get on that carriage and go back home "
" Why ,why do you want me to leave ,are you scared that master Keir will succeed in winning me over "
" No but am scared of you losing you , listen to me ,in this place no one cares about anyone's feels ,they are all rich and powerful ,if anyone of them decide to drain your blood today no one ..I repeat No one will care about you if you drop dead here and now , so please go back home and wait for me "
" Am not going home ,I came here with master Keir and am leaving with him "
" Why are so stubborn Victoria ,why can't you listen to me "
" No you listen to me ,am tired of been treated like a fool ,am tired of been treated like a nobody ,yes I know am a slave but I have feels too ,each them I come close to you ,you always push me away ,I know it's meaningless saying this but how long will you continue to humiliate me lord Xander ,even to a point you asked me to go lay the bed you made love to one of your whores .
I may be your slave ,but I certainly know my rights , I have never been this humiliated before in my entire life ,why do keep humiliating me ,why do keep touching my must sensitive part when you know you don't care about me ,yes am navie and stupid ,yes I can be stubborn but am certainly not a useless person" I wiped the tears from my eyes and took a deep breath then opened my mouth to speak but lord Xander stopped me from saying a word "
" Shh..." He pulled me into his arms and hugged me tightly " Am sorry if i made you go through a lot of pain ,am sorry '
" Don't tell me sorry tell me what you want from me ,I want to here it tell me ..you bring me to edge and you push me just like that ,tell me what do you want from me "
" Victoria let's not do this "
" Is that your answer "
" Tell me Lord Xander ..what do you want from me "
" Victoria am scared , Scared that one day you will want to hold me but you wouldn't find me ,I don't want you to feel life has given up on you, So please let's not start something that wouldn't end well "
" I don't mind going through the pain of losing someone I love but the most important thing are the memories we shared when we were still together .. I know this is wrong but I LOVE YOU LORD XANDER "
I waited for a response but he didn't say a word ,he kept staring at me ,like he had seen a ghost .
" You can't love me Victoria ,am a beast ,you can't love me Victoria because I might go wild one-day and end your life ,You just can't Fucking love me because am not good for you "
" I don't mind been killed by you the most important thing is that I am in love with this monster "
" You can't love me ,I forbid you from loving me ,move on Victoria. I don't want you to suffer after am gone "
" Then let's go together and live happily "
" Silly girl ,am not sure you understand what I mean but one day you will definitely understand everything but for now please don't love me ,I mean am doing everything within my power for you hate me but still you love me ...haha this crazy ,listen to me .
He held my face in his arms and looked into my eyes it felt as if he was staring deep into my soul .
" You will forget about everything that happened here today , you will get on that carriage and go back to the Mansion ,you never went for any party you never confessed your feelings for me I hope am clear "
" What are saying ,I love you and that wouldn't change anything "
Lord Xander was left surprised ,it's seem the hallucinating spell did work on Victoria like he expected ,he was trying so hard to wipe off the memories of what happened tonight but he couldn't .
Victoria on the order hand felt so rejected because lord Xander couldn't reciprocated love ,tears were falling down her eyes just then master Keir walked up to them .
" Victoria thank Goodness I found you ,I have been looking everywhere for you "
" Yes I came out to take some fresh air " I raised my head up but couldn't find lord Xander ,I kept looking around to see if I could find him but I couldn't out of curiosity master Keir decided to ask .
" Who are you looking for Victoria "
" Did you see anyone standing here "
" No why did you ask "
" Oh it's nothing "
" Can we go home now "
" Yes sure '
We got into the carriage and started our journey back home . the thought of lord Xander rejection got me sick to the bone ,I place my head on the window then murmured to myself .
" I told you Elena ,he doesn't want me "!!