Chapter 24: Chapter 24
ESTRELA
After allowing myself to be persuaded to go home for the fifth time, I am now sitting in Kian's car waiting for him to drive off. He's been remarkably quiet between us since he made the confession to me . And I still don't know what to think about it. For how much can I believe what is said? How much of it is he really serious about? I realize how much I still distrust Kian. After all, Kian has slept with many different women before me. So, for my sake, has he really turned off his cravings? There are also other things that make it difficult for me to trust him completely. Even his friends warn me about him? I mean, don't friends always have your back? And then there's my ex in the back of my mind.
"Estrela?" Kian's voice tears me out of my thoughts. He has turned to me and is now examining me closely. "I'm sorry I beat that guy up like that in front of you. But I just got carried away. It... oh fuck! I don't know what's wrong with me. But I could never forgive myself if you something..." He doesn't continue and I wonder what all of this is suddenly about, until I remember Gabriel. Because since he got back from him, Kian has been busy with something.
"Kian, what happened to Gabriel earlier?" He is silent and I assume that whatever they discussed had to do with me in some way.
"He advised me to stay away from you." I frown in confusion.
"But why would he do that? After all, he has me at the party...well, you know what, to make you jealous and now he's advising you to do something like that? Why? I don't get it." Kian looks down at his hands and nods slowly.
"I don't know myself what he wanted to tell me with that ... But I can't and won't be able to stay away from you, Estrela." Kian has never been more honest and I still don't know what to think of all this.
"Kian..." I sighed deeply. I feel his hand on my cheek. His beautiful eyes bore into mine and let me forget everything for a moment. He leans in and puts his lips on mine. He moves it gently and slowly onto mine, probably sensing that I'm still hesitating. But who am I fooling here? I've already fallen for this man and I want him, even if it means putting my heart in danger.
"I need you." He slowly pulls away from me. My heart is pumping way too fast in my chest. "Please give me a chance to prove to you that I'm not the asshole you think I am." His voice is almost pleading. And I never thought that Kian, the bad boy par excellence, would sit in front of me so beggingly. How are you supposed to disagree? It only takes a blink of an eye from him and I would immediately throw my arms around his neck again.
"Okay," I mumble under my breath, and this time it's me kissing him. I can feel him gasp in surprise. But he quickly collects himself and pushes me against him as much as possible in the car. The previously innocent kiss quickly turns into a hot and demanding one. Kian lets out a satisfied moan and slides his tongue into my mouth. As I feel his grip and my hips tighten and he kisses me deeper and deeper, desire flares up in me. My abdomen contracts so I squeeze my legs together to ease the throbbing. I gasp as he lowers his lips onto my neck. He sucks and licks my sensitive skin as I claw my hands into his strong upper arms.
"God, I want you. Now!" I back away a little at his words, look at the parking lot in front of the club, which is empty but who knows if someone could come at any moment. And we're not in a position where we can't be seen. But before I can reply, a tight grip on my waist suddenly pulls me onto his lap. I gasp in surprise. "Have you ever done it in the car?" He grins cheekily and bites my bottom lip, making me gasp in shock. "Oh kitty you want me to take you right here. To sink my cock deep inside you while you sit on my lap." It's always a shock when he talks so dirty to me. "Baby, you want me. Here, in my car." I stare at him his eyes glitter and drift with desire. His hand, which is under my shirt, is now slowly moving up, closer and closer to my right breast. I hold my breath as he gently strokes my bra and my nipple pricks with even that small touch. "Your body is giving you away," Kian gasps in an agitated voice into my spot, which he's gently nibbling on.
"But what if someone sees us?" I voice my concerns.
"That's exactly the kick. The feeling of being caught at any moment, that's what makes the whole thing so awesome." His hand slides up my body, down again, this time to my stomach, where goosebumps are spreading. Then he fiddles with my jeans, pulls down the zipper and slips his hand under the waistband of my panties so that he strokes my mons pubis. I claw his shoulders as he grins and watches me safely but slowly shutting down my concerns. His fingers travel down a little further, stroking my crack and I bite my lip to stifle a groan. Oh my god, this feels so good. Too good! "Mhm...I love how wet you are to me." Far too slowly his fingers caress up and down my middle
"Kian," I moan as he painfully slowly slides a finger inside me.
"Yes, kitten?" He's got that crooked sexy grin on his face.
"Please." I rest my forehead on his shoulder and claw his upper arms with my hands. These much too slow movements that he is making are so intense that I can no longer think clearly.
"Say you're mine," growls. He puts his lips on my neck where he distributes wet kisses. "Say it," he whispers in return.
"I...is yours," I gasp. And finally, finally his fingers move faster inside me. "Oh God!"
"Yes baby. You are so hot!" His movements of his fingers inside me and this pressure he exerts on my clit is so insanely good that it doesn't take me long to cum. As I gasp and moan, Kian watches me closely. He looks at me so intensely that I have to close my eyes. "No, look at me! I want to see how you come." I do what he asks, am immediately captured in beautiful ice crystals. The feelings that are reflected on them are so intense that my breath catches briefly. A short time later I notice how the I claw my nails tightly into his leather jacket. Damn, what Kian is doing to me is so indescribable. The control I had over myself is now firmly in his hands. His fingers, that move so well inside me and the pressure he keeps putting inside me make me cum - hard. So intense that it takes me a few minutes to get my breathing back to normal. Kian kisses my forehead, holds it for a long time before moaning. He looks at his lap, which I do now. He has pulled out his penis and encloses it in his hand. I stare spellbound because the way he caresses himself is so erotic and sexy. "Damn, I need to be inside you. Now." He grabs my hips closer to him so my middle bumps against his hard member. "God damn it!" he spits out. I help him to pull my trousers and my panties off his legs until I'm only sitting on him in my shirt. He pulls out a packet of condoms and pulls it over his excited member. Very slowly he lifts me up, only to let me sink onto him the next moment. The moan that escapes him makes me moan as well. "Move, baby!" I slowly circle my hips towards him. "Oh yeah!" His eyes are closed and his hands grip my waist tightly. I pick up my pace, noticing how it swells inside me even more. I scrutinize him. His eyes are squeezed shut, his forehead is wrinkled where beads of sweat have already formed and he is breathing heavily. He seems to be in complete ecstasy. I slowly circle my hips towards him. "Oh yeah!" His eyes are closed and his hands grip my waist tightly. I pick up my pace, noticing how it swells inside me even more. I scrutinize him. His eyes are squeezed shut, his forehead is wrinkled where beads of sweat have already formed and he is breathing heavily. He seems to be in complete ecstasy. I slowly circle my hips towards him. "Oh yeah!" His eyes are closed and his hands grip my waist tightly. I pick up my pace, noticing how it swells inside me even more. I scrutinize him. His eyes are squeezed shut, his forehead is wrinkled where beads of sweat have already formed and he is breathing heavily. He seems to be in complete ecstasy.
"Kian!" I gasp excitedly. He opens his eyes while holding me and thrusting at me now. My insides are already contracting. His thrusts are getting harder and faster. I pull myself together around him and scream out my lust. Kian is close too. I watch him closely as his control falls away from him. How beautiful and sexy he is when he cums.
"Estrela," he blurts out and spills into me. We need a few minutes to recover. Kian picks me up and pulls himself out of me, then removes the condom and discards it in a small trash can in his car. I climb into the passenger seat and pull on panties and pants. After Kian and I get dressed again, he starts the engine of his Mustang and drives off. Since car rides have always made me tired and sex has just done the rest, I lean against the window and close my eyes.