Chapter 16: Chapter 16

Damn, I'm whipped as fuck. I can't explain why am I like this? As time passes by, I am falling hardly and deeply with this witch.

My gender isn't just a problem, it's a major major problem.

Yes, I do have boyfriends.

Yes, I did fuck them good.

Yes, I was attracted to guys.

But never in forever that I wore girl stuff. It still disgusts me.

I can't understand myself. This all-new to me, because I did not try entering a relationship with a girl.

Celine Navarro is the first. My problem does not end there, and that's what I'm afraid of, I know that it will not last long, she'll eventually know about it.

I love him to the point that I'm willing to defy anybody.

But, that "anybody" can harm the one that I love.

I must be careful.

Those days pass very fast. Most of the time we were PDA when we finish our work. In the days that passed by, I learned a lot about her.

All of us are imperfect in our way. But, every time that I'm with her, I see her as a perfect one.

He's sweet and caring, and very jealous. I accept that side of him.

My phone rang and pops out the picture of MyBekslove.

"Sir Beks! Where are you?"

"OTW, My mon amour. When did you become jejemon?"

"Wenks! Be sure, that it does not mean "on the water"?

"HAHA. Yes, I'm on my way. Just wait and see."

It is my day off today. Supposedly, it was me who only got this day off. But, he insisted on doing the same, so that we could have a date.

The fuck! Thug life!

But I find it cute. It only means that he wants to be with me, and I want it to.

After how many minutes, the doorbell rang.

I walk fast towards the door. As I open the door, the face of the man I love is in front of me.

Holding a bunch of Ferrero with him. Shiiiiiiiit!

I want to scream! But something is holding me back. It is as if there is a bunch of shy plants inside me.

"What's up, my mon amour?"

I laughed. He's using the "what's up, doc" line of bugs bunny.

"Hey! What's funny? Do I look like a clown?" he said.

"Nothing! Just go inside!"

He followed me and went inside.

"It looks homiiee in here. It looks like you were about to have a family." He teases me.

"Heh! You are just insecure. Besides, it was Creed who designed my unit." I told him as we walk towards the living area.

"Who's that Pokemon?"

Gahd! He reacts exaggeratedly.

He reacts as a gay!

I went to him, and act as if I was about to punch him.

"Stupid! That's my brother. He is a renowned designer abroad." I corrected him.

His breath is now a bit steady.

"Aist, okay GOOD! I thought there is an addition to my rivals."

I let him sit in the living area. Oops! By the way, I do still not dress because I am not yet decided on what dress I will wear.

"By the way, Sir Beks. Where are we going?" I asked him.

His forehead furrowed.

"Can you please stop calling me Sir Beks? I have this feeling that you don't love me. I am not gay anymore, because technically speaking I'm already an alpha male."

My heart sank, as I look at his face while telling me those words. He pouted.

Woah. He's cute! HaHaha!

I walk towards him and pinches his cheek.

"Don't worry, baby. I will not call you Beks, okay? What will I call you then?"

His furrowed face turns into a happy one.

I chuckled. He is like a kid.

"Alright! Call me Yue. My mom and relative gave me that nickname. The name Yjn is just for old hags. It doesn't suit my age."

Ah!Another fact about him again.

So, Yue, it is.

"Yue.." I unconsciously blurted.

I was shocked when he pulled me towards him and let me sit on his lap.

Now, I am sitting on his lap while my two hands are wrapped around his nape and his hands against my back.

He leans towards me and whispered,

"It sounds so damn sexy."

Oh, God. I'm hyperventilating.

After that whisper, I blushed. I just hug him and buried my face on his neck.

Shit! I am like a teenager that was seen by my crush.

I felt him stiffened, but it was just for a while. He then hugs me.

It feels heaven in his arms. Can I stay here?

"Ahm, my mon amour? You're hmmm ahhh ---- heavy? How many kilos of rice did you eat today?" he uttered.

What the---- moment is sweet yet he just told those stupid words?

I immediately took my hands off him. I stood up and looked at him with a tiger eye.

He chuckled.

Shit! Why is it so sexy? I shook my head to clear my thoughts.

"Where are we going? What should I wear?" I asked her with a problematic tone.

"Secret. Just wear something comfortable. Don't wear make-up. You are perfect for me."

Why is he so sweet?

I want to punch him. A punch that full of kisses.

I just follow what he just told me.

I wore a ripped short that is a mid-thigh length ad a white knitted pullover that matches my Nike roshe "Flyknit" iD Option,

One of my favorites.

We went straight to the parking lot.

I look for his car, the one that he usually used in going to the office.

"Yue where is your car? It's not here." I said without looking at him.

Then, I noticed that there are no one who answers my question.