Chapter 17: Chapter 17
Alpha Point Of View
"Tibo..." When he uttered that word he gave me a tight hug while I couldn't absorb everything that was happening? My brain can't absorb why he is hugging me? Why my heartbeat's fast and why I feel so relieved for him. "I'm worried about you." he said as he hugged me.
I want to be angry with him because what he is doing is gay thing.
I want to humiliate him, because of him I did not come home here and I did not go to Loni and I want to punch him because he left me. But i can't, because I prefer him to hug me for a long time. I don't know why I think this way, I don't know why or what I feel, I am happy because I saw him but I am happier when he hugs me. Can any of you tell me why I feel this way? I know this is not normal.
"I was looking for you everywhere." he said while still hugging me. I would have spoken and separated from his embrace but he tightened it even more.
"I'm sorry if I left you there, I'm sorry if I paid too much attention to be mad at you, Sorry if you got wet in the rain and you got lost. Sorry because of me, you didn't come home. I'm sorry because even though I know you don't know the way home to your house I still left you. i don't know why every time I see you happy with others it annoys me, but just leave it at that, sorry because of me you can't eat in right time last night, sorry, sorry, sorry. "he said full of sincerely.
Why is that? Why is it like this? I smile but I do not know the reason, I laugh but I do not know the reason, I become more comfortable every time I am with him? Why is he like that when he reacts? I know this sounds gay but there is one thing keep processing in my head, Do i love him?
"Is this a tips again for Ashley?" I asked while still hugging him.
"No, because everything I said was for you." he said and left my embrace. I looked at his face, Wait? Did he cry? "Did you cry?" I asked.
"What? No ah, just a dust entered my eyes." he said and smiled. I brought my face close to him.
"But it's obvious in your eyes that you cried." I said while looking straight into his eyes.
"Yo-- your too close." he whispered, i smirked when i saw how his cheeks turn red. Only then i realize that I was too close to Jack to the point that I could kiss him. "Sorry." I said and stood up properly.
"Are you okay? Is something wrong with you? Where did you go? You should have called me, you annoying me, You made me worry and most of all I almost cried in front of a lot of people wondering where you are. " My eyes widened because of what he said, i look to his face.
You made me worry and almost off all I almost cried in front of many people wondering where you are.
"Are you worried about me?" I asked.
"YES!" my eyes widened even more as he answered my question immediately. But why?
"I mean it's not, wrong, because, it's not --" "Ehem."
Jack and I looked behind him and from here I saw Loni who was no reaction on his face why? Did he break up his girlfriend? Maybe that's what Loni will tell me last night.
"If you flirt, you can go to a hidden place, not in front of your house, because you are ashamed of the people who passed by." he said to us while looking straight ahead.
"Why do you care? even if we dance a romantic dance in front of their house we will Are you jealous?" Jack asked. I feel like they will fight again.
"You're stupid!" Loni shouted and punched Jack.
"HEY STOP--" "What's your problem ?!" Jack and punched Loni in return.
"You! You pay too much attention to Alpha!" Loni and punched Jack. "I'm not doing anything wrong here bro, don't interfere with my life." Jack and punched Loni. "That's enough!" I weaned and mediated between them.
"You always fight, what is your problem? if you want a fight you go to the boxing, people passing by here are watching you, and you Loni I can no longer understand you." I said and turned to Loni.
"You always have a hot head with Jack every time you meet and you are also the one who starts the quarrel between you, what's your problem?! If your girlfriend broke up with you, please don't feel sorry for me because I also get hurt every time I see you. I think you guys are too gay to do that. "I said.
"Because you are not in my position why I am like this, You do not know what happened to me because you are numb! The answer is already in front of you but you still choose to be numb!" Loni shouted at me, I could no longer control myself, I suddenly slapped him hard in the face.
"Don't tell me I'm numb, You should make me understand your problem, you should tell me what your problem is--"
"I AM JEALOUS! I am jealous every time I see the woman I love with others! whenever I see the one I love who is happy with others!" Loni sighed and looked at me directly.
"I get jealous every time I see Jack with you and you are happy." he said before leaving.
I get jealous every time I see Jack with you and you are happy.
Am I the woman he loves?
But why?
I was still shocked by what Loni said before he left, I never quite thought he liked me. Why me?