Chapter 25: Chapter 25
Violet POV:-
My heart always believed that his wrong ways are just his ways of showing his love. I thought somewhere in his heartless heart he might have a beat of love for me, the reason he broke the limit to get me, I thought behind his malicious gaze a shred of affection resides for me But I was wrong.
When you are obsessed. You became like this.
My mind was hazy. My mind was filled with Anguish. I felt my heart being stabbed again and again as his cruel words echoed in my head.
I stare aimlessly at the ceiling; feeling crushed. I always thought that even if his ways are wrong, he still loves me. The only thing that was keeping me sane was that stupid thought.
I felt destroyed. I felt nothing. My heart was filled with darkness. The feeling of falling into the abyss with no intention of coming back.This time all my feelings. My fears, My rebellion, none of them have any effect on me now.
How stupid I am to think that he loves me. I am just an obsession, a precious gem that needs to be isolated from the world.
He took care of me as if I were a doll that needed to be taken care of with love but he never gave it to me.
I closed my eyes as sunlight fell on my face. I am just too exhausted to think about anything. I just want to let out loud cries of despair. The pain he inflicted on my heart. I want to show him how his words shattered me.
I know I don't love him but still his show of nothing but obsession left a deep scat on my soul. Tears began to fall. I have never felt that weak and pathetic in my life- Especially broken.
A maid knocked on the door,
"Ma'am, Sir is calling you for breakfast.." Like always. After petrifying and torturing me he acts as nothing happened. But it's not same like before,
Because He has Shattered me to pieces this time...
I let out a small croaked voice,
"I'm not hungry.."
Then after a while, she came back,
"Ma'am. Sir is saying to come even if you don't want to eat."
After remaining in the same position I stood up and without caring the fact that I am still wearing yesterday's dress and I am a total mess I went to him.
He stares at me for a while and then said,
"What the hell are you wearing? "
I looked down tiredly.
"Oh... I will go and change." I said, void of any emotions and went to my room to change the dress.
I stood in front of the mirror as I stared at my reflection, holding the zipper of my dress. In just one night all my glimmering hope; everything. Disappeared. Everything faded, the emotions which shouldn't exist disperse in the air.
"Are you alright?" I turned my face and saw him leaning on the door frame.
"Tired. Too Tired.." I said more to myself than to him, trying to pull the zipper.
He walked to me and put his one hand on my shoulders and held the zipper of my dress with his other hand and said in a gentle tone,
"Is everything alright?"
"What's my worth?" I asked expressionless. "What?" He asked, perplexed. "What's my worth in your eyes?" I repeated. He pulled the zipper down and held it so it wouldn't fall and passed me a smile, "You are my most precious possession." He said. I hummed and looked down, thinking.
"Precious things need to be taken great care of...." I said without any emotions. He stared at me with confusion as he hugged me from behind. I didn't even flinch under his touch. I felt too broken to feel anything else. His touch didn't make me feel anything, it hurt- why?
"That's right...." He murmured on my neck.
"Still you broke me..." I said in a low voice.
He looked at me with shock. He turned me to him. His hands held my shoulders firmly. I looked at him without any emotion.
"Violet... Love, what happened?" he asked, concerned.
"Love that hasn't happened.."
"Violet..."
"Raymond... I am too tired.." I said left. I took out a casual shirt and trouser as I wore it and lay on the bed and covered myself with the blanket.
Raymond POV:-
My body was stiff when she left. What happened to her? I felt so hurt by her words. They are stabbing my heart. Is she alright? Where is my rebellious Violet.? My cold Violet. I felt broke upon seeing her like this. I walked toward her and sat beside her and put my hands on the blanket. My heart clenched to hear her words.
"Violet..is there anything I have said?" I asked softly. I know during her rebellion I scared her. But did I scare her that much? I didn't mean to. I don't want her to be like this, it hurts me deeply.
"No..." Her voice was cracked as she was on the verge of crying.
"Please..leave me alone..."She whispered.
"Let me see your face, then I'll leave.."
She removed the blanket and looked at me. Her eyes were puffy. Her hair was messy. Those Hazel eyes look void. I cupped her cheeks. She didn't even try to push me away. I don't know what to say. Seeing her like that broke my heart. I never want her to be like this, it gave me heartbreak.
"If there's anything I can do, tell me..."I can only think of these words. Although these words didn't mean much to her. And if it wasn't like that she's surely gonna scoff or pass some Sarcastic comments. But right now My Violet is broken. She's Shattered.
"Please leave...I am tired.."She spoke in a faint voice. I kissed her forehead and left her knowing my presence is going to leave only a negative impact. My presence will break her heart only.
I wish you could tell me what's wrong...