Chapter 29: Chapter 29

"Elijah?" I sat up quickly hearing the soft creak of the wooden floor. He seems to have been watching me by the far corner of the room. With the wet sign on the pillow, it seems I cried myself to sleep.

"Go to bed Sonia." He replies. The only thing prominent I could see is his distinctive grey eyes glowing in the dark. Slowly, I lay back down on the bed facing him wondering how long he has been watching me sleep.

"Please talk to me. I am sorry." I muse softly not knowing what else to say or can do to pacify his broken heart. Lying to him crushed him more than anything I have ever done against his orders. He looks at me a second longer before standing up, again I sat up in panic. "Where are you going? Please stay, I need you." I never knew the day would come when I will be the one facing his anger, despite it all. The words almost came out as a plea fighting the tears threatening to spill.

"You are always sorry. Always making mistakes. Do you ever take responsibilities?" Like a slap to my face, I stared at him in shock. Elijah has never spoken to me this way, not ever. And it made me feel a whole lot worse than I did.

Climbing down the bed, I meet up with him. "I want to, please let me. I never meant for it to go this far. I never meant for any of this to happen. I also never meant to..." pausing feeling my eyes blur once again.

"Just go to bed Sonia." Even my name sounds so foreign in his lips, making me feel somewhat way I couldn't put in place. I knew he was also fighting with himself with the way his eyes flickers between mine, his jaw ticked and the anger blazing in his eyes. "You hurt me princess." Finally letting the waterworks fall streaming down like a cascading spring. I want him to trust me back, I need him to know how miserable I have been all these years until he came into the picture. What started as a one night sex became something more...special to me.

"Then let me Elijah, let me show you how truly sorry I am." Raising on a tiptoe, I began to kiss him softly. Anywhere, everywhere. He didn't kiss me back, for the first time since we have been together. Elijah did not kiss me back.

I cried softly, a heavy shudder ran over my body. "Kiss me back. Papi kiss me, please." Saying in between the kisses I place on his lips with the tears streaming down my face. Pulling him down with me to the bed, my hands work on his slacks and dress shirt till I had him naked under me. I lean down to kiss him and this time he did kiss me back, happy tears flow freely as we kiss each other softly and hungrily. His hands went tugging the strings of my silky top before pulling down my boy short.

Elijah, I know will not let me be in control. Elijah, I know will never stop pleasing me no matter how mad I made him feel. This time, it is my turn to show him love, affection and how euphoric he always makes me feel. Sitting up a little, I took his hard shaft to my entrance as I slowly sunk down on it. I watch his face contort into one of pleasure, same as I. Automatically, my hips began rolling, sliding and bouncing on his dick bringing out moans of pleasure out of our lips. Our fingers clasped together above his head and our lips locks in a perfect rhythm as I rode him hard and fast.

The best thing to ever experience is hearing your man moan your name over and over again. And Elijah did that for me countless times and now; that only got me riding him faster and harder. The sharp slaps of our hip bone meeting in sharp thrusts, moans fall out of my lips, my juices coating our lower region echoes loud in the room. We held onto each other as our body move in an ancient dance. I see the light with Elijah, the hope, the love I crave for in secret all these years and I couldn't deny it no more.

I don't know why but the tears roll down my eyes at an uncontrollable rate. Choking on my sobs, I confess to him what should have been long ago. "I will never do anything to hurt you...us because I love you. I love you Elijah and there's no denying it. I tried, I tried so hard and... And," he slows his thrusts, rough hands wiping the tears away as we look into each others eyes.

"Say it again." He unclasped our fingers from the lock hold gripping tight on my waist. His dick pulls out of my pussy, dragging sweetly along my tender walls. His eyes shines and my heart skip a bit.

"I love you." I repeated moaning out as he thrusts back in me.

"Again Princess." His voice held a certain edge I couldn't fathom. So I gave him what he want, what he needs to hear because I love him. I love this man under me so much I cannot help it.

"I love you so much papi." oh fuck. I scream feeling his pace quicken with each word I said. His thick shaft slides in and out of me, just as his hand held me still taking his strong thrusting. My head buried on the crook of his neck taking each hard thrusts like his good girl, his good Princess.

"Fuck I'm crazy over you Nia. Everything gets me insane." I moan his name replying the words back to him.

"I love you more papi." Special moments like this are meant to be celebrated in happy tears, laughter and bliss. I finally open myself to this hot man who did nothing but love me despite everything I throw at him.

"I love you so much Elijah." I moan out holding on him, yelping when he flips us. Me on all fours and he begins me thrusting so hard I saw black dots begin to appear. My upper chest flat on the bed arching my back as my ass pops in an incredible angle where he hits it from the back. Fuck, Elijah will be the death of me.

"Say it again Nia." Oh fuck. Yes. He plunge into me like a man who just won a lottery ticket. Hitting repeatedly at my spot, my breath caught in my throat gasping and panting which each hard thrusts he inflicted on my pussy.

"I love you Elijah." I cried out to him. His grunts filled the room and mine made a perfect harmony for his. It was like we are meant for each other.

"Louder!" A sharp slap to my butt snapped me out of the euphoric haze. Oh yes. I bite the sheets holding to control the pleasure he gave me and not scream the roof upon us.

"Fuck Papi! I fucking love you so much. So, so much." Feeling the cliff draw near to me, I

moan louder which his sloppy thrusts quicken driving us to crash over the high cliffs. He held my hips still in a firm grip plunging and thrusting so hard, too deep and very fast. Yes! Yes!

Yes! I scream internally as he took me with him not stopping for a second. Yanking my hair, my back press against his chest; his finger found my dripping clit rubbing hard and fast.

Breathlessly, I pull him for a kiss riding him. Thrust for thrusts, plunge for plunge, kiss for kiss till we found our peak.

"I love you much more my beautiful Princess." he muse breathlessly as we collapse on the bed gasping for air, letting the sweet sense of our orgasms wash over us into the unknown.

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It has been hours since we had sex yet insomnia mocks me with its ugly face. Lying beside him watching as he sleeps so peaceful, I give a faint sigh looking up. He shakes snapping my head to him; he stops after some seconds as I continue to observe him. Then he quakes more, light grunts can be heard. Scared I shift closer leaning with my side to his, placing a soft kiss on his forehead, his cheekbone and his lips. That seems to calm him letting a delightful sigh escape his lips. Slowly I lean back to my side of the bed watching him sleep soundly tracing all over his tattoos absentmindedly.

"Sometimes Elijah I want to stop running. To stop fighting and leave it to someone to do it for me. I am tired of being alone and no one to love; but with you I feel safe, protectedloved." Pulling the covers over him I stood up from the bed.

Walking over to him. "I have to do the right thing and I can't loose you. I only hope you forgive me." Placing one last kiss on his lips. "I love you Elijah. Never forget that."