Chapter 121: Chapter 121
TangShi stayed where she was letting it out, crying into her own arms as she self hugged and sniffing back the carnage for a long while. Afraid to go out and face those screens once more but knowing she needed to. Knowing she couldn’t leave this all to Linlin and she needed to be stronger to face this.
“Tang?” Linlin gently knocked on the door, quiet and gentle as she spoke, knowing her friend was crying. Checking the handle and finding it locked so slid down on the outside and sat against it instead, guessing TangShi needed some thinking space. Linlin had wanted to follow her at first but had given her time alone while she scooted through the remaining footage, saving her the agony of doing it. “I watched it all for you.” Linlin wiped her own face, the trickle of angry and sad tears which had soaked her face through watching the CCTV.
“It shows you passing out completely and he carried you. Down a hall right to the hotel room and in without any response from you. You were a completely useless sack of no movement whatsoever. It’s pretty clear you had no concept of anything going on and the actual room itself has no cameras. What we have though is enough for the police. We have him drugging your drink, taking your cell phone form you, and then physically carrying your lifeless body to his own booked room that he set up in advance. We have the report and the booking form and all the CCTV. Please think about going to them. We can’t let him get away with this.” Linlin whimpered, her own heart aching and yet she couldn’t imagine what TangShi was feeling.
“I should have listened when you said to get my body checked. Maybe they would have found more…. I just didn’t relay believe he was capable of …” She couldn’t bear to say it, her head throbbing, her insides contracting and without warning she gagged and had to thrust herself back to the toilet to get her face in before she threw up again. Bringing up nothing but bile and clear fluid as he had already emptied what little she had eaten today.
“Are you okay? Open the door.” Linlin could hear her being sick and knew it was probably a direct reaction to having it laid out all in front of her so clearly. That she couldn’t outrun what he did. He basically drugged, kidnapped, and abused her…. this man in a position of authority whom she trusted. Linlin was sick on her behalf, riled up with anger and despair and an urge to hunt him down and cut his genitals off. A bubbling lave of hatred and venom coursing up and swearing to serve this asshole with some real cold revenge.
“I’m okay. I just… it’s raw. I can’t process sit.” TangShi choked, her throat burning form bringing up stomach acid and wiping her face to pull herself back together. Being sick again somehow stopped her tears and brought her emotional state back to calm and she slid across the floor to unlock the door before moving back again because she wasn’t sure if she was done. Linlin leaped up to her fete and quickly came inside to start brushing her hair back into a ponytail to look after her and found a washcloth for her face.
“Let’s go to the police. I wanted to confront him so badly. I thought I had it in me and that my anger would be enough to find the courage, but after seeing that…..” How confident and unfazed he was about slipping something in her drink and blatantly handing it to her. “I’m scared of him. Of what he did. I feel like I never knew him at all. I don’t know what he’s capable of if he can do something like that. I don’t think confronting him would make him sorry…. he’s crazy.”
Linlin exhaled with relief, a huge weight lifting from her chest and she scooted TangShi into a hug. Hauling her close and snuggling against her to bring her security. TangShi was trembling all over and felt unusually warm.
“Good girl. Let’s do that. Let’s go right now instead of calling them here. The sooner he’s picked up the better”
“I can’t go there…. or be seen going there. What if someone takes a picture? It might start all kinds of rumors.” TangShi’s eyes widened in horror at the thought of something like this getting out. AT people knowing she was unclean, and someone had invaded her body without consent.
“You’re right, I’m sorry for not thinking that through. I’ll call them. We can have officers come here.” Linlin had never had to report anything to the police in her life and wasn’t even sure how this process worked. Unsure if wealthy people called the regular number.
“Wait……. Is it safe to just randomly ask the police to come? Aren’t there particular contacts for people like us, in the media, famous ….so it doesn’t get out? What if they’re seen coming here and it affects your family too?” TangShi had heard Rhea mention this before and YuZhi over something trivial, about having to be careful about who exactly was involved in anything related to the Leng Group family as most would kill to get a newsworthy scoop to sell. That they had a certain contact or calls were made through a department for anything legal. She was confused and didn’t want to make this worse. Her head foggy and fatigue kicking her butt the more she tried to think.
Reputation was everything in China and no well-known family would want uniformed police showing up at their residential address. It could always be misunderstood.
“Normally I would ask ZhengLi what to do, but you….” Linlin stopped talking knowing this was probably not the best time to bring him up or point out she didn’t want his help. Hating herself for realizing how reliant she was on that waste of space and how every time she said his name it still hurt like a bitch.
TangShi sat for a long moment, her face blank, her manner calm, and her focus zoned out as she thought this through and knew one way or another it would get back to them anyway. She thought she could do this alone, but the rug had been ripped out from under her feet and the next step terrified her. She had never dealt with police or anything as scandalous as this before. Even if they spoke to a discreet detective, she was under the care of the Leng family, and they would want to speak to her Fiancée at least. It would all come out and then what?
“Call him. Ask him to see you, but don’t tell him why. Just make something up until he’s face to face, and you can show him. I don’t want to be there.” TangShi wasn’t ready to have any kind of connection to YuZhi and didn’t really want to see ZhengLi either. She was steeped in shame and unable to really figure out how to feel all while still reeling from the heartbreak and humiliation of the way both of them treated her. A million thoughts making her emotionally fragile, and it all kept coming to one detail…. Rong Cai might have sexually assaulted her. It’s all she could focus on. That he violated her, and she wasn’t the same as before.
“I don’t want to leave you alone, Tang. How about I put you to bed with some sleeping pills for now. You haven’t slept and you look beat, and he can come here while you nap? You won’t have to see anyone, and he can help me report this. I’m sure they won’t need to talk to you at first. ZhengLi will know what to do.” Linlin wasn’t going anywhere while she was this way.
“Okay. I don’t feel so well….. I don’t think I’ll need meds to sleep. I’m dizzy and exhausted and I want to lie down anyway. I think maybe sleep will help me with feeling sick.” TangShi legs trembled and turned to jelly as she got up, so she had to cling to Linlin. Her mind swimming and her face flushing with heat that had been lingering for a few days now. Uptight and sick to her stomach with a thumping sore head and a sense of surreal dreaminess moving in. She knew it was probably shock at seeing him pour something into her drink or just the slap in the face of reality. “Wake me up when he’s gone, so you can tell me what he said we should do.”
Linlin kept her mouth shut, wanting so badly to say something about ZhengLi being expected to apologize and grovel after this but didn’t. She knew TangShi had a whole lot of mess to come when YuZhi found out she was innocent all along and that she had left her suffering for over a week and dealing with this by herself.
Linlin was raging at both men, and then more so for ZhengLi’s lack of presence in her life since this happened. The odd text to relay something to do with TangShi but other than that he had completely avoided her and not once called. Hating on them both for all this hurt and confusion and letting them down when they thought they were the men who might be there to support them through life’s trials. Oh how wrong they were and Linlin stuck her chin up and men tally scolded herself for ever believing one man might be worth the effort.