Chapter 51: Chapter 51

It’s Thursday, Luca is due to arrive in a few hours and I’m sitting at my desk marking my Care Bears books. I have a bad case of butterflies that won't stop fluttering. It’s either butterflies or the beginning of a long morning spent in the bathroom with my head halfway down the damn toilet bowl. Yeah.. truth be told I haven’t been feeling all that great lately. Whoever said that pregnancy is a wonderful experience is a liar! I’ve had very little sleep, I can't stomach half the food I’d like to, not to mention the dried skin that’s appeared outta nowhere. What happened to my pregnancy glow? I’m beginning to feel ripped off in the whole Wonderful experience. I presume it's another thing I can add to my 'Cheated in Life Journal.'

There’s a sharp knock at the door, disturbing me from my depressing thought. I sigh deeply and get up from behind my desk and answer the door. I pull the door back and Luca is standing there with a bunch of wildflowers in his hand and a very sexy smile on his face.

“I thought you weren’t due to land for another few hours.” I smile at him shocked.

“This is the part where you jump into my arms and kiss me as your life depended on it.”  He grins.

I could never jump into his arms. I mean it’s not entirely because I’m afraid he won't be able to catch me, it’s because I now have a little being forming inside of me and the last thing I want to do is cause any unnecessary harm to it. Instead, I pull back the door, I step forward, look right then left, and grab a fistful of his shirt and drag him inside the office slamming the door behind him.

I lock the door and pull the small blind, covering the small glass window.  My heart does a little somersault in my chest when I see his eyes fill with shock and desire. I push him up against the wall and crush my mouth against his as my life depended on it. A low, slow, and sexy growl erupts from his chest sending shocks of excitement coursing through my body, all the way down to my toes. Luca drops the flowers and gathers me up in his arms crushing our chests together deepening the kiss.

“Mine.” He grumbles before he turns and pushes my back up against the door. “I’m claiming back what is rightfully mine.” He says as he leaves a trail of kisses down my neck. “Need to claim you now.” Luca hikes up my skirt and spins me so my front is up against the door.

I can hear him undoing his pants and ripping open a foil. Part of me wants to tell him there’s no point in putting it on, and the part just isn’t ready to face him.

You may think that I’m selfish and that’s fine. I don’t expect people to agree with my decisions and that’s just it. This is my decision.

Luca hooks his fingers in my panties before he tears them from my body. I muffle the shocked scream that escapes my lips the best that I can right before it's being replaced with moans of pleasure. There’s no foreplay given between us, it’s just straight down to the core of us need each other, and him needing to feel the power of him possessing my body. The rude, rough sound of our bodies meeting fills the air and sends the room into a spiralling circus as the pressure slowly starts to build up in the pit of my stomach.

“God, please..” I beg.

“Please what Cara Mia.” He rotates his hips teasing me in the right place.

“Give it to me, don’t hold back... please..”

“Fuck.” He says as he starts to fuck me harder.

I thank the sweet heavens I’m not a small woman, or he would have broken me in multiple places, and without a doubt, I would’ve deliciously cum as he broke me.

“This is going to have to be a quickie.” He growls deeply.

His breathing became erratically fast, his thrusts more persistent. I loved him like this, Wild and free when he was balls deep inside me. My walls start to clench around him with a desperate need to orgasm.

“I’m so close Luca.” I moan.

He turns me around and starts taking me from behind. Wrapping my hair around his hand, he lightly pulls my head back and nibbles on my ear. He knows this is one of my favourite Positions and only uses it when he wants to fuck me ultra-fast and not hurt me. I scream grinding my ass against him, his cock presses further into me and I come screaming his name.

“Marry me Cara Mio” He gasped.

His cock driving harder, his hand grips my tit hard, leaving red marks on my chest. I feel him twitch behind with a low roar leaving his mouth.

We stay put for a few seconds trying to gather our composure. When he slowly pulls out, I’m left feeling hollow and empty. Luca Venturi can be a hard man at times, but he sure knows how to fuck like a god. He never leaves me unsatisfied and sometimes I hate that about him. He takes control in and out of the room where ever he goes. I straighten myself up and look over at Luca. He's just finished wrapping up the used condom with tissue from my desk. I honestly can’t believe I just let Luca fuck me in my classroom! Thank the gods my class just happens to be up to three flights of stairs.

“I can’t believe you visited me here.” I beam at him.

“You still haven’t answered my question, Vanessa.” He slowly starts to approach me, stopping a few feet away.

“What question was that Luca?”

I know what he asked me, I just don’t want to have this conversation right now. How can he think us getting married would be a good thing? We’ve been nothing but unstable when we’ve been together.

“I asked you to marry me.” He casually slips his hands into his pockets, rocking back on his heels.

“You couldn’t have meant it when you were balls deep inside me Luca.” I shake my head at his ridiculous proposal.

Even that was crude coming from my mouth.

“Si, I'm as serious as a heart attack.” His voice was anything but gentle.

“I.. I.” I stutter trying to find the right words to reject his offer.

“I want you by my side always.” He pulls out a jewellery box from his pocket.

“I NEED you to become Mrs Venturi.” He opens the box exposing the most exquisite ring I have ever laid my eyes upon.

“Shit” I squeal. Covering my mouth with my hands.

Holy shit!!

“I want the world to know,  you belong to me.” He sets the box down on my desk leaving it open.

I continue to stare at the ring, it has one large diamond, with tiny ones covering the band. When the light catches it, it sparkles sending pretty colours to cascade around us.

It must’ve cost him a fortune...

“Luca..” My fingers itch to touch it. I Want to admire it upfront.

“Don’t answer right now. I want you to think about it and tell me when you’ve made your decision.”  His voice is soft and calm.

“I know you’ll probably want to ask Chrissy for her opinion and I’m okay with that. If you decide no, I'll wait until you say yes. But we both know I have little to no patience where you're concerned Cara Mio”

“This is sudden.” I say, resting my hip against the desk  “Why the sudden urge?”

I want to ask him about his plan. But I know I can’t,  I  don’t want Cullum getting into trouble because of me. He entrusted me with this info and I’ll just have to pretend I know absolutely nothing.

“We will talk more when we go out to dinner tonight. I’m sorry I didn’t go by your plan in wining and dining with you.” He steps towards me and plants a gentle kiss on my forehead.

“It will only be the two of us tonight, I have some important news I need to share with you.”

I nod rejoicing in his proximity.

“Anton will take you home to freshen up, then drive you to the restaurant.” He kisses me on each side of the cheek.

I watch him saunter out of my classroom, appreciating the view of his ass being hugged by his slacks. When he closes the door and I hear the faint click of the handle,  I turn around and pick up the ring. It's probably the most expensive thing I’ll ever get to touch. I snap the box shut out of frustration. The last thing I need to be doing is dreaming of a happily ever after with Luca.

I walk around my desk and stick the ring in my bag.