Chapter 48: Chapter 48

Lit POV

I come out of the gate of vampire high with my things but my thoughts are not completely processing all the things that happened yesterday, some students graduated from Vampire high at the same time as me and like me, they finished the semester.

I slowly turned around at the gate of Vampire High which was slowly closing, I swallowed from where I was standing and I saw Leona who stopped walking and turned in my direction.

I had a small chance that she might have remembered me, but she only smiled and gave me a cold look before walking away again.

I feel disappointment and sadness because the only person I was close to among Von's brothers will no longer remember me.

I once again tightened my grip on the bags I was holding, Franco was the one who did it. He is to blame for why Leona lost her memories of me.

I temporarily stayed at a hotel near Vampire high while looking for Von. I was there for more than 3 weeks and kept looking for Von in the places where he could go but I didn't see him.

I decided to go home to our house outside the city and rest for a few days before I resume the search for Von. Two months have passed since I searched for him but I still haven't found him.

That's why I decided to stop looking for Von and take care of myself first for our child, maybe Clementine is not getting better and maybe they are still in a far place so I can't find him here in our place.

One day, while I was organizing things I had bought for our child, a letter arrived. It was brought by an owl and placed in the gap in my window, because of the curiosity that enveloped me, I looked at the contents. And when I opened the envelope, there were three pictures of Von, and in the three pictures, he was with a girl. I don't know where it came from or who sent those pictures but because of those pictures, I lost the desire to look for Von because I thought he was with someone else and someone else was making him happy.

The day of my birth came, the day when Yezrah would come out, in our white house I gave birth to Yezrah alone, I didn't have anyone with me, not even Von.

It hurts so much for me because when I needed Von he wasn't there, when he was supposed to be with me to take care of me he wasn't there.

I didn't know what I would do at that time, right after Yezrah came out I got sick so I couldn't take care of Yezrah very much.

Until one day, I was so weak, I thought heaven was going to take me because my whole body had no strength. That day, the door of the house where I was staying, where Yezrah and I were staying, opened.

I thought it was Von, I thought Von had come to take care of me but when I opened my eyes, I saw Franco's face. His face is worried.

"Franco.." I called, and he grabbed my hand and kissed it.

"Everything is fine Lit, your daughter is getting stronger in the other room, so you need to get stronger too." He said while his face was full of worry.

There, my tears flowed, I asked myself where Von was, and why Von wasn't there until now.

A few months later, Franco sheltered and took care of Yezrah and me, what I expected Von to do, Franco did. What I expected Von to be with me was Franco.

I became close to Franco, I considered him a friend while I kept hoping that Von would come back and look for me but two years of waiting passed, and no Von appeared in front of me to apologize because he was not by my side when I need him

No Von showed me to say hello to his daughter.

I thought everything was fine, I thought everything was clear to Franco that I could only give him as a friend but one night, he entered the room where I was sleeping, he entered there to take advantage of me, at first I was still resisting, I'm still struggling because I don't want to. But...

"If you don't agree to what I want, I will kill your daughter Lit."

That night, I was beside myself with Franco sleeping soundly, I couldn't do anything because Franco might hurt my daughter.

I hoped and waited again, every day I had hope that Von might appear in front of me to take me from Franco, but a year of waiting has passed, and I have not seen Von or his shadow.

"Let's get married Lit, you will marry me whether you want or not, otherwise I will kill your daughter." I closed my eyes when I heard the last one again he said.

Every day if he wants something from me he will use that word to get what he wants. I'm like trash I'm like a pig every time he uses me.

"Baby, you're going to stay here first, right? Your nanny is here with you, okay?" I said to Yezrah holding her doll.

"Mommy where are you going?" She asked, tears forming in my eyes again, before she saw me crying I hugged her and kissed her on the cheek.

"Mommy is just going to work, baby, so you must be a good girl here, okay?" I asked, wiping my tears before facing her.

"Let's go." I heard Franco call behind me, I smiled at Yezrah and then kissed her on the forehead.

"I love you," I said smiling at her.

"I love you too, Mommy." She replied then kissed my cheek.

"I'll wait for you mommy, goodbye."My tears flowed as I turned my back on my daughter.

It hurts me to leave Yezrah here with her nanny but I can't do anything because I have to obey Franco, I have to obey him always for the safety of my daughter.