Chapter 39: Chapter 39
Other's pov:
If you are patient in one moment of anger , you will escape a hundred days of sorrow.......
Sagar sat clutching his head in hands. He cannot mention how wrong he is and he clearly can see the outcome of it. He was so stupid to give in to Tanya's trick. Only if he had seen with clear mind he wouldn't have done this grave mistake. He should have known by now what kind of girl Anvitha is. She was never to complain....She never demanded her rights.... She never spoke ill of anyone even the one who troubled her.... Heck she is too shy to make new friends or talk to person leaving her personal confirm zone..... She never demanded anything from him.... not even food, shelter... She was never one to impress anyone as she like to be herself and accept her the way she is. She always tried to be patient and polite.
He feel totally ashamed of what he had done to innocent soul. Now Sagar is ready to get any kind of punishment for his wrong doing. He is ready to beg forgiveness from her.
As told to his security team like before they got the footage and saw everything happened.
Now he realised why she blamed him. She is at no fault. If for others they would have bashed him for bring them to his toxic life with no support given by him. He should be the one to console her... he deserve to be held by him when at her weak time but he being he left her there in other man arm. When karan was accusing her, Sagar stood there like statue enjoying her misery instead of standing beside her supporting....telling them how wrong they are. He is realky ashamed and disappointed of himself. He was glad that she had someone to be there for her if not his coward self.
Every drop of tears were like acid poured to his heart. It hurt him like nothing. She was right in her position to regret marring him as he pulled her in to his world and let other abuse her. Even after knowing he dared to hurt her.
She don't deserve him..... She deserve better......
But he is not ready to leave her.
Call him sick bastard....he care less.
He is not letting her go . He realised one thing that he cannot imagine a life without her. Even if she doesn't like him or reciprocate his feeling he is okay with it but he cannot see a day without her in his life. She might deserve someone better than him but he need her in his life . The fear of loosing her to someone else gripped his tight making him realise that he cannot survive without her. She is like a oxygen to his deserted lungs.
In hurry to bring her back to him rushed towards the door was opened by smirking Tanya.
Just a glance at her is enough to dampen the mood. Sagar was seething with anger. He choked her neck with his hand hoping to break it.
"Easy Lion .....easy ..... you can kill me all you want but before that did you think what would happen to your love life if that fit for nothing get to knows you are the one who leaked the photos to media." His hold tightened around her neck. She let out a sadistic laugh instead of crying out in pain.
"Don't even think about it.....Dare you do something and jeopardise our relationship then that's your last day in this world." He pushed her forcefully making her stumble and fell on the ground.
"Love is in the air" she mocked him getting up dusting her dress.
"Initial stage of love is like a baby....so soft and fragile .....once I break it's neck it's dead..... hope you know that." Sagar wanted nothing but shoot right at her headfor even thinikng of ruining his already ruined love and also he was running out of time. He has to stop the media people airing and go to Anvitha and beg for her forgiveness but this bitch is not making it easy for him.
"Move Tanya before I do something" he already has a lot to handle and he don't want to do something and add up to it. Not right now maybe later.
"Not so soon baby." She stood so close which wasn't irking him. He gritted his teeth and clenched his fist from banging her head to the nearest wall.
"If you want I'll help you to get out of this situation....smoothly " she whispered in his ears, roaming her hands shamelessly all over his upper body making him burn with range under her touch.
He is not fool to still belive her and get in to her trap not after witnessing her true self twice.
Tanya and Sagar were childhood friends but things got over as Tanya forced her love upon him who saw her as just friend and nothing more than that. He avoided her, she tried every ways to pull his attention towards her but she wasn't successful. When Sagar married Anvitha, Tanya couldn't take it. She wanted Anvitha out of Sagar life as she thinks that place belong to only her. The obsession turned her to do dirty tricks. That's what Sagar thinks but he doesn't know the Real Tanya who is certified evil bitch.
Sagar was disgusted with her. He raised his hand to push her but Tanya held his hand and encircled around her waist and placed her lips on his.
Sagar stood stiff at the sudden attack. Everything happened so sudden before he could push her the door of the office room was banged open and there stood Anvitha shocked while Tanya smirked thinking 'correct timing'. Sagar felt her smirk across his lips. He felt sickening feeling. He pushed her and turned to distraught Anvitha who looks like about to collapse on the ground. She looked so weak a blow of air is enough to knock her down. Their eyes met for a brief second. There was no pain, no shock , no surprise.... it was blank almost like cold. He always saw her eyes twinkle never blank. A shiver ran down his spine thinking where it's going. Either she is extremely hurt or doesn't feel anything about him. Both the option scared him. His heart started druming with fear...
Fear of loosing her. She avereted her eyes to place where his hand placed... on Tanya waist.
Sagar was guilty looking at her state. It's all because of him, he blamed himself for the first time. He cannot see her like this. His heart bled at the thought that he is the reason for her distraught self. He never wanted this.... he expected happy life but he ruined his life by his own hands.
"Oooppppsssss.....not so sorry." He was so immersed in her that he forgot what just happened only Anvitha can take his attention and this irked Tanya. In a swift motion he pushed Tanya and rushed to Anvitha.
Anvitha didn't expect this situation to unfold. She never dreamt she would be in a situation where she has to stand clueless. She neither can scream at him for cheating her behind her back nor she can forget it. She felt like worn out. She cannot think anything properly. One part she believe in Sagar and knowing about Tanya it might be another trick to blow at her marital life but other part cannot trust Sagar completely by remembering today's event. When he approached her, she doesn't want to talk about it now and regret later. She want time to think wisely and react to the situations at her hand so she ran without looking back at him while he tried to catch her shouting to stop right there but she gave deaf ears. She felt it's right decision for now. She didn't believe what she saw, as at times what we witness might not be the real truth. She doesnt want to stand there whatever it may be she isn't in state of mind to think correct.
Her leg took her automatically to her home.... to her parents.... in. Only there she find peace......in their arms....Only their love is so pure and just faking for other sake.... only they can guide her to right path.... only they understand her.... only they listen to her.....
Upon reaching her home, she knocked on the door desperately as she needed her mother hug. If a second late she doesn't know what she would do to herself. All the way she had numerous thought running in her mind without her control. She had really hard time to shut it. She was cheated for God sake by her own husband and that too with her bully, she felt like suicidal. She wanted nothing but end her life. So that everything would stop this Egoistic marriage .... their constant bully.... she can stop her brother getting married to Tanya something good would happen if she is dead.... Sagar... she would miss him.... Heck she started loving him without her control over her feelings....in spite of his attitude and ignorant behaviour she started feeling for him.... she feel so stupid.... she felt so useless for letting everyone take control in her life..... lot of things were breaking her head making her feel dizzy and nauseous. She wanted to cry but her tears were not coming out of her eyes.
She felt like no energy and was about to collapse but the door was opened by her mom to her favour. Her eyes brimmed with tears looking at her mom. She wanted to feel safe, desperated she moved to hug her but was shoved forcefully back making her loose her balance and fall on the ground. Sitting in the same place shocked to react she looked at the person in front of her cause she looked the same yet different.
"Mom" still in trace of what happened she tried to choke out a word and could only do so.
"I'm not your mom. I regret for even adopting a orphan" she felt her breath sucked forcefully making lungs dry and drought.