Chapter 23: Chapter 23

Sagar's pov:

My life changed as she entered in my life.

Everything is complicated.

My heart, my mind is not listening to me.

I feel i did some grave mistake and my heart is constantly eating my brain.

I couldn't concentrate on anything other than her.

I feel void in my heart.

Everything started irritating me.

From waking up at empty bed, having breakfast alone, dressing up in my choice, going to office, coming to empty home, having dinner alone and sleeping with empty arms. Everything is annoying me.

Funny part is we haven't shared a bed. Here, i am feeling so stupid to even think like that.

Period.

We haven't spent 1 hour together not without fighting. How ironic?

These laptop is also irritating me blinking repeatedly.

I glared at the screen in frustration but i feel something weird inside my body.

My heart beat accelerates, my breath uneven, i feel slightly twitch in my lips.

I should be irritated, right? But why i am smiling?

I am so stupid.

I glared at the screen which is repeatedly blinking a word, a name to be precise.

ANVITHA...

From past 6 days these funny things is happening in my life.

Anything everything i do it has her or her name, her presence, her thinking attached to it.

It's my 4th laptop in this week. I threw everythig in angry. I don't want to repeat the same.

I am too embrassed to tell that i am missing her.

Her everything.

Her beautiful face, her mind blowing smile which is directed to others except me, her cute gestures which melts everyone's heart, her bubbly naughty self, her long hair which dance with air , her big brown eyes which always looks at me with disappointment

As the day passed, carving for her increased. Intially i wanted her attention, next i want her to smile at me...genuine one, later i want her to talk to freely now i want her to like me.

I am going crazy.

If this is not enough kishore is eating my head how wrong i am to her. Even then at the time when anaya bullied her i felt a range pass through me. I felt like ripping her apart from her and slapping her caked up makeup face to get her into sense that she is messing with wrong girl. As she is mine, no one has the right to make her laugh, cry and feel any emotions only i have the right but she know my weak point....money, hardwork. She used the trick.

BLOODY BITCH.

Seeing her helpless and those hopeful eyes, i felt my heart twist in painful way for being coward. After that i couldn't look into her eyes. I felt like pathetic looser. I am really greatfuly to Kishore as he stood up for her instead of me. I saw him taking her with him, i felt like he is taking my soul.

Cheesy much, are we?

Yeah, anyone know me hear this they wouldn't believe it. Hell even i couldn't believe it.

Once they left partly satisfied with bulling Her, my feet has it's own mind, it took me to her.

Usually i don't get worked up but this girl has something in her to get me all worried but my heart shattered looking her in another man arm and that has to be my best friend.

My heart literally broke into pieces. I had not intended to talk like that but she called for it. The place she has to be is beside me not him. It's my arm she has to lean into, not him.

I was tounge tied hearing her reply. I really felt it's wrong to judge someone based on their appearance. God forbid me for being rude. I was feeling bad for being mean but she has to announce her departure. She decided to LEAVE ME...ME. She had not even thought to ask me beforehand. She just simply stated. I had a slight hope that she would tell that she will come with me when i told her she 'cannot' stay here indirectly but kishore has to come between us.

Only God knows how i controlled from punching his face.

If that is not enough, he spend few hours with her...with MY WIFE, again it has to be me not him. It was supposed to be our time, he has to steal it. All he talk other from bussiness is only 'Anvitha is so sweet', 'Anvitha makes fingerlicking biryani' , 'Anvitha is Natural beauty', 'Anvitha talks pretty motivational' 'Anvitha is cheerful' ...Anvitha...' making my blood boil. I have to be the one knowing her inside-out. Why everything is falling out of my hand? I thought marrying her i can have her completely to myself from her mind, heart, soul to her reason to smile, reason for twinkle in her eyes, her reason to blush. Here, i have not spend quality time with her and kishore had spent more than me. He is making me jealous of him. I should draw boundary between them. I should show the whole world whom she belong to.

I called my friends including Kishore, Anaya and tarun. I planed a casual day out with my friends at Matteo Coffea.

I reached our 4 bhk house in nick time. I never wanted anyone to know our secret hideout. That house was designed according to our liking from designer studio to bar, from gym to library, from gaming room to theatre everything designed to our preference. Me and kishore, whenever we want our mind and body out of those hectic daylife we escape to here. It's our paradise. It's our House.

As soon as i entered the gate everything looked different but awfully familiar.

The entrance looked so welcoming than before. It had mixture of ethic and western. I liked it.



I knocked on the door and it's opened by sunshine. Her bright smile made my day. I felt alive after so many days.

I realised how much i missed her.

HER SMILE AND HER EVERTHING.

Her big eye widen as she look at me. Her smile dropped and lips jammed together.

No greeting...nothing.

Is this what i get when i meet her after one long week?

Her gaze was travelling behind me. Her face dropped when she felt no presence behind me. She looked disappointed which got me confused.

Is she expecting someone?

I looked over my shoulder and found none.

Her gaze fell down and she stood there with her eyebrow frowned and lips twitched in displeased.

Is she not pleased to see me?

This got me angry..very angry.

I entered past her rubbing my arm purposefully don't know why?

May be desperated to feel her.

GOD !! I'M LOOSING EVERYTHING. MY SANITY TO BE PRECISE.

Just a look at her and i am melting like ice cream from inside and ready to feel her in my arms.

Just a hug and peck only once, i feel like we have did that many times and it's natural. And not to mention my body has it's own mind it's getting towards her instead of walking straight.

OH GOD!!! I'M HOPELESS.

In order to distract my thoughts about her i looked over the newly decorated living room with bright colour.



The dinning hall looked even more better than before.

Complement was at my tips but my ego wouldn't let it Spill. I swallowed hard and shoved it down in my throat.

"I'll get something to eat. What would you like to have?" I heard her voice after like 5 minutes of my arrival.

"Not necessary as we are going out. Get ready fast" she had her head bent but as my word registered in her brain, she shot her head up at me. With her big innocent eyes questioning me. When i didn't open my mouth to answer her question she blinked her eyes and bit her lip and groaned squeezing her eyes shut. My eyes travelled to her face and her lips.

Not her lips.....wrong direction.

I groaned inwardly. She looked restless and distracted.

At that moment i want nothing but to know what is running in her mind. She looked confused, irritated.

Confused of what?

Does she not want to come with me out?

This thought only added fuel to my already burning anger.

I should stop thinking otherwise.

In order to save myself from telling something crude, i tapped the watch to tell her we are running late.

She nodded her head in understandment not before letting out a long sigh.



I felt cool breeze hit me which had my anger in control. I looked over the direction to find door of the backyard open. I moved towards it found green and twinkling with lights. The whole thing looked clean and well maintained. There was a sofa placed at the corner with table right infront and chit sprawled on the table. I moved over as curiosity was killing me. I found balloon and stuffs. I frowned in confusion.



Is she kid to play with balloon?

My thought got into abrupt stop when i heard her faint 'I'm ready'.

My eyes as impatient as me moved towards her.

Wearing a white stylish western kurta with red flared pant she looked divine. She looked no less than angel.

My angel.

My heart skipped a beat when i realised what had come out of my heart and this time my mind is also siding with it. As the second passed i realised how dangerous i am getting attracted more like addicted to her.

I have to stop it before i get too deep into her.

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We soon reached the destination and paps were eagerly waiting for my at the entrance of the cafe and i cannot 't miss the chance to showcase my gentleman side to the world. So i did something shocking to both of us.

As soon as the i pulled my car over the pavement i threw my car key to wallet and rushed across the other side of the car and opened the car door for her taking her shocked and surprised. I don't want her make the same mistake as last time it's not that i mind banging the car door loud if there is no paps waiting to be clicked my photo and i cannot risk my image here as i am about to get signed to one of the most Top Textile Industry in few days. Taking her here has two advantage. One i can show the world whom she belong to and terrorise her and two i heard that Mr Narayan is family person and loves his wife a lot. Its plus point to steal his trust and sign the deal.

Other's pov;

Anvitha was shocked to find sagar at the doorstep. She was excited to meet kishore but was surprised to see sagar instead of kishore. Having a look at sagar after 7 long days had heart ponder at the sight of him. He looked fresh, manly and not to mention handsome. He had boyish look with no tux instead he wore a jeans with white shit which clunged to his body like second skin. Inorder to save herself from embarassment for checking him out on broad daylight right at the entrace with beating fluttered heart she looked over in search of kishore to distract herself and seek some help in starting the conversation or something like that but found none. She was confused how to take it from here. It's not like they had talked before to feel at ease and behave like buddies who met after one longggg week. It just only irritated her more as she never felt difficult to talk to people or socialise but here we are talking about her husband.

She felt a light touch at her arm when he moved inside past her. Her whole body come alive after long period of time. She shook her head and rubbed her body with her palm to keep herself warm and fragile heart protected.

After taking deep breaths she moved to him and exchanged pleasantries. When he announced his plan she was alarmed. She could feel something bad is going to happen. Her sixth sense alerted her to be very careful. She badly wanted to know where he is taking her so that she could prepare physically and mentally.   As she cannot say no to him courtesy her mom long lecture not to disobey husband. She was irritated for unable to take her own decision as they never imposed anything on her in past but now anything and everything they want it to happen in their favour to be precise her husband demand. Despite her fluttering heart in wrong way she obliged and tagged with him trusting him blindly, as if she has anyother option.

Soon, they reached the destination place. She was gobsmacked by his chivalry act. She was wondering what has got him today?

He shot her a sweet smile which shook her to the core in good way and bad way.

Good way, he looked handsome with those sparkling eyes gazing at her with adoration and those killer smile directed towards her had her heart beat like crazy.

Bad way, Last time he smiled when he was about to k.... infront of the media. This got her all panicked and nervous.

Don't tell me history is repeating ?