Chapter 46: Chapter 46

- Maive's POV -

I was lost, overwhelmed by all the mixed feelings as his soft lips were against mine. He... he was kissing me, the great Daxton Astrid was kissing... me?

I am aware that this isn't a dream anymore.

His lips moved in between our lips and then he slightly bit my lower lip which made my senses explode into reality. I unconsciously closed my eyes, feeling the pleasure he gave me. How could his lips be so soft and delicate, I kissed him back, tasting his sweet, delicious taste.

His hand let go of my wrist as it moved up to my neck to deepen the kiss, he didn't ask permission for access as he entered his tongue onto my mouth, it was like we were both having a collaboration, and damn, I was drowned into his kisses that I lost. My feet weakened that I was about to fall, however, he held my waist tightly pulling me closer to him.

He was so hot and warm, I liked how our bodies touched as my hand rose up to his neck while kissing him back. He sucked my tongue and I couldn't help but moan. That made him stiffened and I too was shocked and became aware of what was really happening. He broke the kiss and let go of me. I tried my best to strengthen my feet but I was still confused, I couldn't even processed to my head of what had just happened.

"Fuck!" I heard him curse before leaving me alone in his office.

When he disappeared in my sight, I was left dumbfounded as I kneel on the ground, losing all my strength.

That was fucking hot!

I never saw it coming; I was actually thinking that he'd be violent or hurt me earlier. I wouldn't be surprised if that was the thing that happened, but it was actually the opposite.

He kissed me passionately... no, intimately was the right term. It was my first kiss and yet he stole it. I hold my lips and remember what he did. His kisses were different as if it holds unspoken messages, it was ravishing yet with care... Was it love?

I shook my head, impossible. He is Daxton Astrid, the king of this University and how could he fall for a simple girl like me? Or does he always do that to any girl? I closed my eyes, trying to take those thoughts away from my head. It hurts me thinking that he just kisses any girl.

I could still hear my heart pounding so fast, it wouldn't stop even though I tried calming it down.

I took a deep breath, sighing, I was always confused about my real identity - being a werewolf. I have always wondered why the people in our village back then had to kill my family. I used to question my mother's decision to leave us... My life has always been full of questions and confusion but I was never this confused.

Why did he pull me for a kiss? Why did he kiss me like that... as if he loves me? However, it is impossible that he loves me. Was it all infatuation then? Or was he that angry at me for not asking permission to enter his office? That last option was probably be it, that was the closest to define Daxton and his action.

Agh! How am I supposed to understand that guy? He was like a poem that was difficult to understand.

I could remember how he left frustratedly, as if he was controlling himself not to do anything stupid. Well, he does something stupid - it was kissing me. I thought that I was insane enough about his presence, but what he did makes me even more out of myself. If this is war, I definitely lose the moment our lips meet.

I also had to add up the color of his eyes. I was always enticed by his deep black eyes, but when it changed into darker black and turned into crimson, I was so lost. Just the thought of it makes my knees tremble. I used to describe it as a supernova... but now, it was beyond that. How am I supposed to forget and make myself free from his charm?

This is definitely dangerous.

I bit my lip as I remembered how his soft lips met mine. There goes my heartbeat going insane. There was no need for a lie, I liked how our lips met. All my inhibitions faded when that happened and there goes a little voice in my head saying that I want more of it... that I was thirsty for those kissable lips.

I stood up and took a deep breath once again, trying to compose myself as if nothing happened but my heart couldn't hide the truth. I walked out of his office door and headed to the rooftop of the building for our next class... the first class for the afternoon, not long after, the lunch break would end.

At the rooftop, I couldn't help but reminisce about the kiss we shared. Why did he really kiss me? I couldn't deny the truth that he's a good kisser... that he stole my heart the moment his lips touched mine.

He has this aura that my body kept looking for. I don't understand myself but he had turned me insane! Shit.

Should I go to my next class? But after what happened I don't know how to face him. Should I ask him why he kissed me? Agh, that's embarrassing! It was my fault to go there without thinking.

I wanted to know what he did to me, from the first time I saw him he already took my attention and my body turned against me.

I put my hands to my face as I sighed. What have I gotten myself into? His existence in this school had turned my life upside down.

I looked up to the sky and let myself think for a moment. When the bell rang I gathered some strength and headed back to the room with my heart erratically beating.

There's no way I wouldn't see him because we have the same classes for the whole sem.