Chapter 102: Chapter 102
Maive's POV -
The heat and burning feeling got even worse after knowing its root cause. Aside from the heat, my head started aching too. I just don't know how to get past this phase. How is that even possible when I am a white witch?
This feeling is too painful and it is getting unbearable.
Everything makes sense after hearing it from my friends. I understood why I was craving for Daxton more than too much. I understood why I am feeling the heat getting intense whenever he is around. However, it leaves me with one question... is he my mate? Or am I just infatuated with the idea of him?
However, it was only Daxton who I shared intense feelings with but I am not sure if he feels the same or it is just unrequited.
I am silently sitting under the tree with Anne when the heat becomes more excruciating. I only realised that it was because of Daxton when I felt his hand on my wrist. He was gripping into it and my eyes were glued into his deep black orbs that seemed to swallow me anytime into a deep hole. My body felt like it was burning when our skin touched, which made me stand up from the ground.
"D-Daxton..." I don't know what else to say. How am I supposed to tell him the way that I am feeling? I want him to let go of my wrist yet I wanted more than that.
"Excuse us," Daxton said in a manly voice. He has this sexy voice... or it is all because of my situation that I am exaggerating it.
I did not see the response of Anne as I was busy feeling the heat in my body and staring at him. He ended up pulling me out of the place with his hand gripping on my wrist. I am staring at him the whole time, scanning every feature of him and wanting it, desperately.
I hissed in the pain of the burning feeling inside when the skin from our arms touched.
He looked at me with bloodshot eyes, it is now crimson red but it looks even handsome and sexy on him despite it looking problematic at my situation. He bit his lip and clenched his jaw as if this thing is making it difficult for him too. He looked in pain and I could see that. His eyes are completely crimson and it was full of lust with a bit of control, I bit my lip trying to control myself of not pulling him to mine.
"W-Where are we going?" I asked, even speaking now seems difficult for me. With him by my side makes the heat a lot less bearable. It is growing out of control and I don't know how much longer I could hold onto it.
I was hoping that he would answer that he will find a way to stop this feeling I have. He did not answer. His jaw just became more clenched, he was controlling himself the way I see it.
"Why the hell are you roaming around him?!"
My eyes widened when I heard that voice. I only realised that it was Daxton's fiance when she was in front of us. Daxton stopped from pulling me but his hand was still gripped on my wrist.
It felt like I was caught doing illegal things. That was how I felt when I saw her. I tried to remove my wrist from his grip but it only got a lot more tighter.
I couldn't answer his fiance. I am just too guilty and embarrassed at the same time that I was craving for a man who is bound to marry someone. I really tried to stop myself, with this burning feeling inside me, it was too difficult to stop. I know that it was not even an excuse.
All I could hear right now was my heart beating faster than ever and Daxton's heavy breathing.
"Stop, Yskela."
Daxton started to move forward, still gripping into my wrist. However, his fiance stopped him by going in front of him and pushing his chest using her left hand.
"Why are you fucking doing this to me, Dax? When are you going to stop playing with her?!" She was screaming her lungs out. I am a little glad that no one is around.
My chest tightened when I realised what she just said. Finally, I get to hear that I am being played by him. All his mixed signals frustrated me and made me overthink... Now, I get to hear his intentions. Everything seemed to be clear for me, yet why does it hurt so much? It was a lot more painful than the burning feeling I have inside. I guess, the truth got to hurt so damn much...
It fucking hurts yet I still want him... yet my heart and my body is still shouting for him. I love Daxton even after hearing that he was just toying me, still it fucking hurts.
"Don't make me angry, Yskela. You're not going to like it that way," Daxton firmly said.
He looked at me, trying to meet my gaze. However, I shifted my gaze at the floor as I tried to avoid those damn crimson eyes. My eyes started to water, getting a lot more emotional about the truth than I had expected.
"You're going to regret this!" His fiance exclaimed, fueled by anger.
I tried to remove my wrist from his grip once again. However, it looks like he was not going to let go of me easily. He has no intentions of doing so.
"There's nothing to regret." He said as he pulled me again away from his fiance.
Tears started to fall from my eyes as he pulled me. I couldn't get away from him so I just ended up walking with him. Despite that, he was still holding onto my wrist as if he was afraid that I would run away from him.
I wanted to kick him, or hurt him in any way just to get away from him. I wanted to be alone. However, the burning feeling inside me was consuming much of my energy and I was hoping that he would find a cure for this feeling. If I had to be totally honest, I didn't try enough to find a way to escape him because I am so craving for his touch.
It feels like I ended up being the villain of this story because I was craving for something that is not supposed to be mine. Fuck this heat. Once it is gone, I will be gone in his eyes... I will escape from his life.
Once this excruciating feeling is relieved, I will correct all my mistakes and I won't let myself get played... Damn, I don't want to be played especially since I am completely aware that these feelings are fucking genuine to be played.