Chapter 50: Chapter 50

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WE WERE at the boat now, heading our way back to the main resort.

I knew we were close because I could already see the bright lights coming from the main resort.

Time Check: 5:37 P.M.

I didn't realize that we'll take so much time in that island. Maybe because we enjoyed it there so much and didn’t even notice the time.

The sun is already setting in the sky, so soon it will be dark.

But, that's what I want. I love nights. Why? Because it is dark, and I love darkness — I learned how to hug and love the darkness inside me. To the point that I think without the darkness I can't live. Because I know myself very well in that place. That room. That dark room—the darkness. Just like what the song is saying in Lithium.

~Here in the darkness I know myself~

As we go near the shore, I was startled when someone covered my eyes— a blindfold.

I couldn't take the blindfold off because there were four of them preventing me from getting it off, it makes it more hard because I can't see them either.

“Relax, Naddy. We won't harm you,” I heard Hilary said.

“AND WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING HILARY” I shouted at her.

She chuckled. “Don't worry, we just have a ... little surprise for you” she said. I frowned.

“And what is that? It's not our birthday yet so how can I have a surprise?” I asked.

“Oh, does someone with a birthday'e only get a surprise? Besides, when I tell you what our surprise is, it's not a surprise anymore hihi. Just wait, Naddy. I'm sure you'll be very happy and surprised” she giggled. What is this so-called surprise they're saying. And why would I be happy about it? As far as I know, I already lost my happiness a long time ago.

“Xiera! Are you with them?” I asked Xiera irritatedly.

“Hehe, yes. Bare with Dev, I just want you to be happy” she said apologetically. So she is also with them? Argh!

It turns out that I'm the only one who doesn't know about it?! They were good at hiding their so-called surprise from me. How did they hide that when we were together — wait. Don't tell me ...

Shit! I'm so stupid! I should have noticed that earlier! That's why the boys aren't here, because ...

Argh! You're such a slowpoke, Xyna! I really shouldn't go with that Dwyne, because pf him I became a slowpoke too! Just like him!

I sighed and just let them. They helped me walk when we were on the beach.

They guide me to-nowhere.

I don’t know why I was suddenly felt nervous. Haist! What a mess! First, is why the men, including Axry, suddenly left us—all girls in the island. Second, why are they supposed to have a surprise today? There was no occasion or anything for them to surprise me. Third, why am I so nervous now?

After a while we suddenly stopped walking, and they finally let go of me.

“Can I take off the blindfold now?” I told them with an annoyed expression.

“Yes, Dev. You can take it off now” Xiera said.

And so I take it off.

At first my vision was still blurry, as my eyes were still adjusting to the light. But after a while, I was able to see well.

And then I saw a big tarpaulin infront of me.

♥️CAN I COURT YOU, XYNA ALEGRE?♥️

-DWYNE

My heart to beat fast.

'I-Is this for real?'

I kept my face unresponsive. Even if my heart seems to explode because of !ixed emotion that I'm feeling right now.

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Dwyne

I APPROACHED Xy and nervously handed her the bouquet of red roses.

I smiled at her.

She just looked at it and raised an eyebrow at me.

“W-What do you think you're doing, Dwyne?” she asked me while her arms are fold.

“Can you accept this flower first? My hand's getting numb” I said. She rolled her eyes. “Tss, fine”

She looked at me first before taking the flower. Reason for me to smile widely.

“So? What on earth was all of this about? Are you on drugs or something?”

“I just want to .... c-court you, Xy” I said.

“Yeah, I know, it was w-written on the tarpaulin. But, what I mean is why? Why do you want to court me? Did the five of you play truth or dare, then you we're dare to court me ? If that was it, you can stop now” she said rudely to me while still raising an eyebrow. I seem to have a hard time here. She doesn't seem to believe it.

I first looked at those with us with a meaningful look.

'Leave us first'

They seem to understand it.

“Ahh, Dwyne, Xy. We'll get going now, for the two of you to talk privately. We'll just go to a party near the bar” Freya alibied and they all agreed.

Xy ignored them because she was still looking at me seriously as if I was a mystery.

They left but Axry stopped for a moment and it looked at me meaningfully as if it was saying ‘You take care of Xy. I'm leaving her to you. Don't hurt her, or I will be sorry'

I just nodded to him so he left. Axry sure is a very good man. He loves Xzy but he let go of her, atleast for a mean time. I'm sure when I make a mistake and I accidentally hurt Xy, he will definitely move to snatch her away from me.

And just thinking that Xyna will have a man on his side that is not me, makes my heart ache. I will not let that happen.

“So, why do you want to court me?” I was brought back to reality when Xy spoke.

“Why would a man court a woman? Probably because they like the woman. And I-I l-like you, Xy.” she looked at me in shock but she did not speak. So I resumed speaking.

I took a deep breath first. I'm nervous too! What if she doesn't agree to let me date her?

'Of course, even if she don't agree, I'll still court her. It's my choice so stand up, Dwyne'

“I-I don't know how I started to feel weird feelings for you but, I-I like you, no, I l-love you Xyna Devon Alegre” I sincerely told her. Damn! Why did I stammered? Feels gay!

I feel like I've used up all my strength there.

She looks at me with suspicion. “You Dwyne ... are you really on drugs again or something?”

'W-What the—'

“In so much words that I've said that's what you're going to say?” annoyed I said.

“And now you are the one to get annoyed? How would I know if you're doing drugs or not?! You? Will like me? I can't believe it!”

“Start believing, Xy. Because I'm doing all this ... for you, because, I really love you. I love you, Xyna Devon Lopez. Now I ask the same question again, can I court you ? No I will court you whether you like it or not” I said with finality. She gaped.

“Tss, you wouldn't have bothered asking me if you'll still court me even if I say no. Tsk, fine. I will let you. As if I have a choice” she rolled her eyes. My eyes widened.

“Really?!” she nodded again.

“Whew ?! Tell me again, Xy! I want to hear it coming from your own mouth” I vigorously said.

She looked at me irritatedly.

“Are you deaf? So demanding! Fine! The nerve. Yes, Dwyne Harrison! Yes, I will let you court me. There I said it, are you happy now?!” she said irritably, but it makes me love her even more.

I looked at her happily, before smiling ear to ear. “Thank you, Xy. Thank you very much”

“Tss, you act like I'm already your girlfriend? May I remind you, Mr. Dwyne Harrison that you'll just court me. Nothing more, nothing less. I'm not your girlfriend yet”

"Of course we'll get there too maybe sooner, Xy! I know you'll answer me one day too”

“Tss, you're very confident and it makes me want to smack you in the face”

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