Chapter 111: Chapter 111

"…After everything they've done—everything they still do—how the fuck am I supposed to treat them with kindness, then?"

The words spill from my mouth like venom—thick, bitter, and searing. They slice through the quiet like a blade, echoing in the stillness, raw and unfiltered.

And just as I expect…

Morvena doesn't speak.

She stands there, frozen like a statue, her lips pressed into a tight, bloodless line. Her hands clenched so tightly at her sides, her knuckles pale. Her breath shudders, barely contained, like she's forcing herself not to speak.

No righteous defense.

"Haaa…" A tired sigh leaves me, and I drag a hand through my hair, fingers threading roughly through the strands like I might tear the frustration out by force.

"What a waste of time."

For one, fleeting second, I thought she was different. I thought maybe—just maybe—there was something real behind those eyes. Something solid. Something that could stand beside me instead of grovel beneath me.

Seems like I've mistaken.

She's just another empty blossom, another flower with nothing else but its hollowed beauty.

Another fool, clinging to childish ideals, of hope, kindness and light, as if those things were enough, as if they could shield anyone from the cruelty of the world.

She's the kind of people I despite the most.

I turn, already halfway gone, letting her fade from my focus.

Her voice—soft as falling snow—halts me in my tracks.

I turn, brows raised, just in time to see her hand rising slowly, reaching for her collar.

And as she does, the courtyard gasps. A sharp, audible wave of shock.

Because there, on her bare shoulder, there lies a mar, a mark so twisted and dark, it's ironically beautiful in the most terrifying way.

A spiral of red, etched like a brand, faintly pulsing with a soft, infernal light. It glows like embers in a dying fire, subtle, but seething. The skin around it is perfect, unblemished, save for that one cursed burn.

I've lived with it. Felt it burn through me, drowning me, breaking me, driving me to the edge of madness.

It's the same as mine.

Well, there is still one difference though.

While hers is carved into her flesh.

Mine is carved onto my heart, my very soul.

It doesn't show unless I lose control, unless the madness takes me. But when it does… it crawls from the depths of my chest, slithering out across my skin like a demon clawing its way to the surface.

With this… we are alike… in some way.

I stare. Disbelief coils tight in my throat.

That right here, right now… I've found someone like me.

Someone burdened by the same darkness. Someone who understands.

"Oi—what the hell are you doing?" I bark suddenly, my voice sharper than I intend. I rush forward, grab her hand, and yank her uniform back up, covering the mark with a snap of fabric. "You understand what happens if people see that, right? Are you insane?"

She doesn't flinch. Doesn't even blink.

"Of course I do," she says, voice calm. Too calm.

My brows knit. "What?"

She lifts her chin, slowly. Her eyes steady.

"That's how many times people have tried to kill me. After they found out."

The wind holds its breath.

Even the sky seems to go still.

Her voice quivers, not from fear—but from something deeper.

Something far too familiar.

"Your Highness… I know my mark isn't as strong as yours. I know I haven't suffered as deeply. But it still hurts. The burning at night, like fire tearing through your soul, isn't it? The whispers. The voices that claw inside your head… telling you to do things. Terrible things. Things you never wanted. And worse…"

Tears slip down her cheeks.

But she swallows the rest. Shaking it off.

And when she looks at me again, her gaze is clear. Unwavering.

"There are nights… those maddening nights… the ones where you wish you'd never been born at all...

Am I right?... Your Highness..."

Because I've heard those same whispers.

Lived through those same endless nights.

And suddenly—I can't speak.

Because this time, it's me who's speechless.

All this time, I thought I was alone, that I was the only one cursed, the only one condemned.

Another soul, mocked and hunted.

Another heart twisted by fate.

Another cursed star—just like me.

Morvena exhales, slow and quiet, her hand falling back to her side.

"But now that I've shown you this," she murmurs, "I'm as good as dead. But even if I die right here… I beg you, Your Highness—please!"

She looks at me, her voice trembles, but her gaze does not. She meets my eyes fully, openly, with a quiet, unwavering honesty.

There's no lie in them. No fear.

Just her heart pouring out to me, trying to reach me.

"Please, don't lose your true heart," she whispers. "Don't let them twist you into something you're not. You're not a demon. You're not a curse!"

A silence stretches between us.

And then—barely more than a breath—

"You're a star," she says. "The brightest star this kingdom has ever seen."

Her voice catches, breaking ever so slightly.

"…Morvena," I murmur, the name trembling on my lips.

My hands are shaking.

My throat tightens with emotion I don't know how to name.

My heart pounds. Loud, aching, and alive.

And then… she smiles.

A soft, gentle smile that makes something inside me break.

"And as a star, Your Highness… you still need to follow the light.

"After all…" She draws in one soft breath., then speaks with all the sincerity in the world…. "Your mother, Queen Alicia… she was the kindest, strongest, and bravest Queen this land has ever known. "

And what comes after that…

"Tch…" I click my tongue, dragging a hand slowly through my hair.

I try to steady my breath.

Try to still my racing heart.

But it refuses to listen.

"Argh… so annoying!" I growl, the frustration curling behind my teeth.

Morvena lifts her chin, eyes closed, waiting in silence, ready for the execution that should come next, bracing herself for death with a calm that both angers and irritates me even more.

After everything she just said?

After everything she showed me?

I sigh, long and slow,

"You know, Morvena…" I murmur, voice low, already too tired of all this emotional bullshit. "You're really making this hard for me now."

Then, slowly, I turn.

My gaze shifts to Amanda, the girl I was trying to execute earlier.

The moment our eyes meet, her entire body locks up, her breath stutters in her throat.

Not a small tremble, her body is literally shaking.

Once again, this is full-bodied fear.

Like she's drowning in air.

This is how people should react when I look at them.

Obedient, shaking like cornered rats.

I walk toward her slowly, sword still in hand.

The sound of my boots echo across the courtyard like judgment.

I stop just before her.

Close enough that I can hear the breath hitching in her throat.

Amanda swallows hard, her eyes then squeeze shut.

Her arms wrap around herself.

She curls inward, like a child expecting to be struck.

"However," I say clearly, my voice rising, "the crime of slandering royalty cannot go unpunished!"

And then, behind me, I hear it—

"Your… Highness… please…."

A whisper, soft and fragile, breaking on the edge of tears.

A final plea, filled with sadness and sorrow.

And I can hear the crack in her heart through those shaking words.

But I don't look back.

The blade in my hand rises.

Steel catches the pale sunlight, gleaming like silver death.

The courtyard holds its breath.

Even the wind dares not move.

Amanda braces herself.

With all the anger, all the frustration that has been building inside me…