Chapter 36: Chapter 36
Existential crisis What am I going to do?
Alonzo, Arturo, and Antonio sat in the other chairs to talk.
"The bet is that the one who manages to have lunch alone with Katherine will be the lucky ones with points and when we get points in favor we will know who Katherine is in love with," says Antonio.
-Done deal? Arturo asks.
"Yes, a deal," Alonzo adds.
"But seriously whoever has lunch with her or whatever, has to say yes and agree to her, I hope she doesn't hit us, and says no, this will be incredible what happiness," says Arturo.
"This will be luxurious with me, it will win," Alonzo adds.
"With me she's going to earn more points than with you, you don't even know how to caress her," Antonio adds.
"Anyway, guys, the professor's eyes have already come in the class," Arturo adds.
Two hours later they meet in the rehearsal room to begin with the singing and instrument rehearsals, to begin preparing for the contest that will take place the other month and that they have classes pending for acting.
Anyway, they divided into groups for their rehearsals.
"I thought it was clear that they didn't follow me, I'm supposed to do the singing test with my friends, you guys do your group of boys, I don't understand why the three of them want to join my group," Katherine adds.
"Always so difficult," Arturo adds.
"I think you are complicated, Katherine, you can calm down, and lower your insecurity two lines," Alonzo adds.
"You're scared, but I don't understand, if the idea is to convey feelings and what better way than looking at us, that's how they get inspired," he adds.
"You're funny," Katherine says.
"Oh really, it may be that we are inspired by it," says Marta.
"But they are all handsome, it wouldn't be bad Katherine if these little potatoes just off the comal join us," Martina adds.
"Then will they help us?" —Asks Sofia.
"If Katherine is available and she feels like it, we can help, to get them excited, don't you think," says Alonzo.
"I need help with all pretty boys," adds Catalina.
"We're here to serve," Lisa says.
"How interesting then. Do you want us to join Katherine?" —They ask him.
"NO," Katherine adds.
"Really," says Arturo, Alonzo, and Antonio.
—If they will join, but they can't grab me by the waist and even less try to kiss me, that's the requirements, my friends can do everything, nothing happens with that, but still everything will be fine, if they follow my rules, everything will be fine, by the way, tell me that someone thought of some other song to sing and have songs as if they were an album, I will work hard, and this song needs fixing - says Katherine.
—It needs to go through the hands of the boys, friend, for more inspiration, and I don't know what they will say, but that is my idea, that they join us, apart from that if they are excellent in everything they do, I don't know how they do to transmit so much feelings, in the tests, that makes me happy in one part, they know that you have to set schedules, after university we set aside time for the rehearsal room, I don't think the jury will kill us, and I said something wrong, Katherine, because you face shouts a lot of things even if you don't say them, or of course I don't think you're hearing me from so much talk, all this stresses me out, we're going too far, wait, I'm talking too fast. What's wrong with you, friend? Lola asks.
-Are you OK? —Asks Alonzo taking Katherine's hand which was instantly withdrawn by her.
"You're on the moon, mars, hahahahahahaha, earth calling Katherine," Antonio adds.
—If I'm fine Alonzo, there is Antonio, he doesn't say earth, he says star, it's just that I think about the past, and about the disturbing things that I dream about, in the mansion, that doesn't let me concentrate, and I feel that worse things are coming, no I know, no one would understand me, I really am talking about this with you, when we should be rehearsing, I feel nervous, I still do not tell my parents the truth, that I am here taking singing lessons when they do not want me to do this, I My mother agreed with the violin, but my father did not, anywhere, he would not like me to be traveling the world, singing, playing instruments, or dedicating myself to music, I really took this career in graphic design for If I don't join in with that, I don't have an entry into music, see how frustrating it is for me, that I don't agree with my university career, that stresses me a lot, you are calm, because your parents allow you these things, not my parents, they are not like yours, this to me She is ill, overwhelmed, and desperate, they just need to come to the University, harass me and on top of that they scold me because I'm keeping this for them, don't see like this, these things are delicate, the stage is everything for me, I can't live without it, It is magical, which makes me transmit, they do not allow me to have a boyfriend either, what will become of my life, living with secrets and all that, this is wrong, this should not have happened, I did not have to come here, but since it is one of the best Universities in the world, that's why my parents are n happy that is their main objective, everything is so beautiful now, it is just a fantasy, how long will this sustained lie last ?, I do not know, when they come to visit me, my mother told me that my studies are what First, and that I should not be distracted at all, and that makes me desperate, because I would just like to dedicate myself to this music and sing without having classes, you know that, I feel unhappy, and no one knows what that is, that your parents decide For you, I am already eighteen years old, I need to be happy once in my life, make my own decisions, and I know that lying is wrong, but tell me what option I have? I have to hide everything, so that they do not realize it, and That is scary, following my dreams alone is costing me a lot, sometimes I lose myself in myself, I must be brave and face everything I know, but I would not like to face my parents face to face, on top of that I have to fight a lot with the nightmares of evening. And on top of that with Brenda demonized and angry, she pretends to be my friend and that and what, if sorry and here but she is not honest with me, and it will not be, she has traumas, but it is not for her to take it out on me, and do not put me That face, as if what I'm saying seems crazy or unnatural, ”Katherine adds in a frustrated voice.
"But she hears keep quiet," Alonzo says.