Chapter 9: Chapter 9

**Nancy's POV**

I am in dilemma. I don't know with whom should I go. But my concise mind has already decided my decisions.

"Uhmm... I am really sorry but I was mistaken. There is my fiance," I say and run towards the ambulance on which Kevin was being shifted.

"Relative?" the ward boy asks me.

"I'm his fiance," I say with tears in my eyes and enter inside the ambulance.

Kevin is hurt so much. I close my eyes as I can't see his condition. His face is all painted in blood and it's making me feel like vomiting in there.

I feel nauseous.

The ambulance moves away to the hospital. Both of the ambulance walking side by side with each other.

I am holding Kevin's hands but my heart also is yearning to get a single glimpse of him.

I can't explain what kind of hot and burning volcano is erupting on my heart and seeking it's way among those difficult ways but it's lost in there. It forgets to erupt as it thinks it's better not to erupt at this moment.

My eyes goes on Kevin and also on the another ambulance just some metres away from me riding in same direction.

We get down from the ambulance and they are loaded in stretcher and taken to the emergency ward. Both if them.

My heart feels so much in dilemma. I don't know after whom should I run after.

I stand there like a lifeless statue.

On one side, is my love whom I have given my everything and even after what he did to me in the past, I couldn't  forget him. I couldn't completely hate him. Somewhere in that hate, I have realized there is always love for him.

While on the other side, I have my best friend who had been there with me all these hard times. He has loved me so much all these years and supported all my doings and is going to get married with me.

I cannot choose between them. I stand there clueless until someone shouts behind me.

"Excuse me! I am shouting at you since last two minutes. We need a way," an old fat nurse shouts at me and I apologize and leave her way.

I walk slowly towards the emergency ward.

My hands are painted in blood. Kevin's blood.

Seeing them makes me cry. It makes me feel that I am among those person who doesn't have that so called luck in love. I am that person who doesn't deserve to be loved.

Why?

Why me?

Why with the person I love the most?

I cannot control the tears that I have been holding in. Suddenly, those tears want to burst out of rim of my eyes and wash them with serenity of heartache.

What is wrong with my fate?

I burst out into tears irrespective of what is around me and who is around me.

I clutch my legs together against my chest and cover dig my face on my legs with a painful sob.

My phone's ringing.

I don't want to pick it up but it rings for some more time.

I pick it out from my pocket and see the contact info.

It's Mia.

She calls again.

"Hey! Babe! How was you date? Sorry, bit I have to tell you this. I heard Zion is back. I heard he is fucking huge persona now and he is heading to the same hotel you are with Kevin. I am afraid he would get fire when he sees both of you there. I know he betrayed you but still you know he even don't spare the things he hate. I hope you get out of there quickly. You know his rage, don't you?"she warns me.

" Mia...," I squeak.

"What? Wait! You are sobbing? Why the hell are you sobbing? What happened? Did Zion come there and did something to you?" she asks.

"Zion is in hospital and...," I cannot speak.

"What? Why? What happen? Did they fight with each other?" she says.

"No... Kevin is in hospital too. They had an accident," I say and cut off the phone and burst into more tears.