Chapter 95: Chapter 95
(Vivienne)
I couldn't believe myself even if I wanted to, I just couldn't come to terms with the fact that I was dancing with Victor. His arms were around my shoulders and mine were around his neck. We didn't rush things but I guessed our moves were slower than the song playing. I couldn't keep my eyes off him
I was lost in his eyes whose color I only saw when the flashing lights cast ray's on his face just for a moment but even so. I loved the dim lighting in the room
It gave me the courage to stare at him without worrying about anything
The atmosphere in the room was intoxicating. I failed to understand anything but I didn't want to go away from him. I just wanted us to dance until our feet gave up
Looking at him, he wasn't saying anything. He was quiet and his silence was making me wonder what was going on in his mind. Did he like the idea of us dancing together
"Sir" I muttered when he turned me around and my back turned to him. His arm and hand snaked to my front and rested in my belly just below the abdomen. My eyes closed as I leaned back to him and ended up resting my head on his chest. It felt right and peaceful that I grabbed his free hand and intertwined our hands
His head lowered to my neck as I felt him rest his chin on my shoulder. His warm soft lips brushed on my skin. I wanted to moan or let out sounds of satisfaction but I ended up biting my lower lip and felt him part his lips
"Victor" I muttered his name softly when he placed a kiss on my shoulder, it was more of a soft kiss but I felt it. The sensation of having his lips on my skin was overwhelming that I gripped his hand tightly and the one he had on my belly pressed gently as if pulling me closer to him
The world seemed to have stopped for us, the people in the room ceased to exist because I could only feel only one person's breathing and that was Victor's breathing over my shoulder moving to my neck and every little touch from him sent me over the edge
"Keep calm..let me feel you...I'm restless" I heard him mutter huskily, his voice sounded needy and masculine so I snuggled to his chest and just wanted to turn around and bury myself in his arms. I let him do as he wanted. He shifted my neck and brushed his lips lightly as if trying to find my sensitive spot but with him, he didn't have to work hard because everywhere he touched. A fire started which made me ache down below
Victor traced his hand from my belly and surprisingly trailed it to my back
I flinched when he pinched my sides playfully and it felt nice. He exhaled against my neck and steadied his head. I could feel his breathing, he seemed to be struggling to control what he was feeling when he slipped his hand in my dress from the open back. A low gasp escaped my parted lips not sure what he was doing
Did he realize we were in public? I wanted to stop him from whatever he was doing but I was too weak to move. He had me trapped there, I couldn't turn to him but I leaned to him even more and loosened up
The dress had open spaces everywhere and my back area could get him access to my front as if I knew what he was about to do. Victor snaked his hand to my chest area, hesitated as if thinking about what he wanted to touch,
and just having his hand in there had me squirming from the insane sensation rising in my chest. My legs were already weak from ecstasy. He was torturing me with his attacks. I was unfamiliar with whatever was happening to my body
I wanted to cry for the feeling building up to erupt and give me the satisfaction and the pleasure I wanted but I didn't know I could feel
"Can...can I touch?" he mumbled more like himself as he sucked on my neck. His actions proved something was wrong with him as well. It seemed I wasn't the only one intoxicated and knowing what he was referring to I had to make choices. Either to say no or yes and saying no meant I didn't get to feel what I wanted and saying
"Yes…"I said it without realizing that Victor advanced further until he reached his target. My heart skipped a few beats when he touched what I didn't want him to touch but it felt so good and wonderful having his large warm hand cup in my left breast. I heard him exhale heavily as he snuggled to my neck as if I was troubling him.
"What have you done to me...what sort of spell have you...cast on me"Victor mumbled against my skin, his hot breath sending a blissful sensation down my spine that I let go of the hand I was holding earlier and he wrapped it around my front and pulled me so close to him that no space remained between us. I was restless and my breathing had increased
"I don't...I don't feel well" I mumbled with shortened breaths. I wiggled out of his grip and forced myself out of his grip. I wasn't planning to run away but I turned to face him and threw myself in his arms and wrapped my arms around his waist and rested my head on his chest.
He was troubling me by making me feel hot and strange. I've never felt this way before but Victor awakened something deadly in me. The insane feeling was driving me crazy and I felt drowsy.
"Ms. Payton" he murmured against my ear but I shook my head wanting to stay in his embrace. I was tired and wanted to sleep in his arms but again he said my name and out of frustration I moved away from him to look around and the lights had gone on. People were clapping around and leaving the dance floor. I was stunned at how I completely forgot about everyone and that we were in a room full of people
"Wow, Victor...such chemistry...I didn't know you two can dance so well and so romantic…"I heard someone say with cheers and immediately I moved away from Victor and cleared my throat awkwardly seeing the lady with gloves clapping, two women were with her and Zion too. He was grinning like a cat and I felt embarrassed
"Yes...it was almost as if they are a real couple...such flawless moves" another comments Ted and the rest added and every word they said made me feel nervous especially when I recalled that Victor touched my breast in public and said some things which sounded intimate even for me as his Surrogate.
"Sir...excuse me I need to use the restroom," I said looking at Victor, I thought he would react to the comments flying around but he seemed cool and collected.
"Sure" he simply said without care and turned to his pals. I didn't say anything but I nodded at the ladies and walked away lowering my head as I left from there. I needed to get some fresh air and splash my face with cold water just to feel fresh and regain full control of myself
What had happened between Victor and I was so strange, so real yet so forbidden. Was I allowed to feel such a powerful urge towards him? Were these feelings circulating in my body real?
"Oh God help me," I said, turning towards the restroom corridor. I had so many questions to ask myself and Victor. What did he mean? He wanted to feel me and he was restless. Did he feel what I felt when we held hands
"What is love and how does one know what it feels like?"I said to myself knowing I had no idea about love. Even back at school with my friends. I avoided any topic which had to do with love and relationships but now I was in distress knowing I felt something strange for a man who was older than me. I was just his Surrogate by why was I craving for his touch
"Argh!"I was angry at myself for being so stupid despite calling myself smart and mature. I thought I knew everything and I could contribute my feelings but now my body was betraying me. Every part of me was running towards a man I was forbidden from dreaming of.
My heart and brain were in cahoot conspiring to sell me off without my consent and I feared the consequences to come once I let myself dive into this different world of forbidden feelings
A world I never knew was possible, I hated such things, especially falling prey to a man's looks or charms or his sweet words but with Victor he was different. He didn't have to use candy-coated words to lure me on his web.
"I need to get some fresh air" even splashing water on my face wasn't working hence I turned the tap off and dried my hands. I checked my face and it was okay hence I left the restroom and made my way back to party hole but soon I stopped when I found a tall well but man blocking my way
I didn't know what he was doing by the lady's restrooms knowing men weren't allowed
"Excuse me but this is for women...for men, it's the other side," I said giving him directions in case he was lost I prepared to walk past him but unfortunately he blocked my way and looked at me with a dark expression
"Please mister I have no time for silly games," I said and held my purse close since I took it with me
"Move!"I shouted, digging in my purse searching for my knife. It was in situations like this that my knife worked wonders but now it wasn't there
I was shocked that only my phone was in there I took it out to know if it was on and yes it was
"It's your end little girl" the man growled and walked to me but I backed away holding my purse nervously. I didn't know what he wanted but I had to find a way to run before he did something terrible but just then a heavy hand draped over my face and gripped me by the neck.
I screamed but the cloth whoever had put over my face was making me weak. A strange smell hit my nose and numbed my sense that I found myself losing consciousness and before I knew it, I lost all contact with reality
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Meanwhile back in the party room, Victor was looking around searching for his Surrogate. As much as his partners wanted to talk to him his eyes were moving around trying to get a glimpse of her. He had no idea what came over him to do what he did. He found himself getting pulled to her without having control over himself
He didn't know what he even said to her or why he wanted to touch her to his heart's content. The feeling was powerful and imperative that he couldn't keep his hands to himself
"Victor everything okay, "someone asked him but Victor only nodded and felt his phone vibrate in his pockets. He took it out to see who was calling him and to his surprise. It was his Surrogate, without wasting time he answered it and walked away heading to where it was less noisy
"Hello... Ms. Payton?" he said upon reaching outside the party room and standing in the corridors. He waited for an answer but he got nothing
"Hello?" he tried again but there was no answer
"Damn it" he muttered, cut the call, and rushed down the passageway. He needed to find the little Ms troublemaker before she cost him more ruins who knew where she was now.