Chapter 90: Chapter 90

"No we can talk here" she said

And when I said that I love her in a much more whispered tone I thought she was just pretending and was thrilled with what she heard and she wanted to repeat what I mentioned but I was wrong

He hasn't changed not even a bit and if anything has changed in him it's that he doesn't love me anymore and he can look at me without feeling

How can time fly that fast? And how can she change her feelings this quick? I thought it was too early to bring her back but I was too left far behind and she even got married, but that was the marriage she was looking forward to

"You're having a great time?"

"Of course I wish everything was true. I mean marry the person I really love."

Those were the words that came out of her mouth after we got married and I felt like I was stabbed by a knife even though I almost met Alessia and swear to myself that I will hesitate to like her or love her because we are after one thing and that is lust.

But I also didn't know that he was coming to this point, I was willing to catch all the pain that would come with him, I was being protective and felt all sorts of emotions, jealous, sullen and even bored and it was lick we are really in. a real marriage.

Then I saw her in our old house, I didn't know that she was back and she was invited to my daughter's party and didn't know that my own husband was the one who invited her

"I thought you already moved on and why are you acting like this?" Kycine shouted after the event

"I sent her an invitation for quite some time now and shouldn't you be happy?"

"You were not that loyal to your child and that's a fact."

Those were the words that Kycine said to me and I don’t blame her, I was acting like a fool for no good reason. But I just can't accept it. Why didn't I fight him? Why didn't I stop him? Why until now I still don't know what happened and he left without saying goodbye and then, 3 years later he had someone else with him.

It's all over but I'm still on the same ground, hoping and praying. I know it's kind of absurd especially since I already have a child but what can I do? It's not like I want that to happen, I have no other request but to build a family with him

And I was never ready for that day, that day he left me. And why didn't I follow her to tell her that, if only Kycine never threatened me that she would abort Brazie maybe everything stayed the same.

"Is she waiting for me?"

"Is she thinking of me?"

"Is he alone?"

"Does she feel the same"

those were the words that I was thinking through out those years, but when? how long will I keep the actions I should have done before to make her stay, I gulp the bottle of bear as hard as I can and then John stopped me and I was laughing like a maniac

"I know you're smart enough to think it through Blade but you already have a family and so is he, and what you did earlier was a foul move bro."

I know and every day the truth slaps me when I decided to stalk Alessia with people I know, and it was her smile, the smile she never showed me, which hurt more and that's when I thought like fore once? Did she actually loved me?

Time did passed by but she stayed stuck in my heart even before but I was too damn to even knew and even late to express everything.

Shook my head and I was just drinking and spacing out when a memory popped out of my head it's Dred but the ambiance was blurry and he said something like "Let's talk when you are sober." and something like "If you'll remember this, find me Blade. If you want to know everything.

And that hit me, what we talked about

"Earth to Blade are you alright?" John asked me who was confused

But I ignored him and I quickly picked up my phone only to see Miss Matthew calling and I was puzzled looking at my phone

"Hello Miss Matthew it was great to hear from you again." I told him

"Good to hear from you too Blade." Miss Matthew said on the other line

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Alessia's POV

I was about to give myself a day off because I deserve it and to ready myself from what they are going to give me up a head, Dred went to some business partner meeting so I was alone in the condo and I could do nothing and was about to be board as I thought of the things I took from my old house

And then I took them under Dred and I's bed and thought that maybe something would help me on how to wrap those shareholder's around my fingers but not all the ones I just recruited from Blade's company because they all look like bad news.

I was strolling around my things when I saw a book I was reading for my mental health and I forgot the net title and ended up looking at the tittle on the side of the book and then papers were fallen off of it and I was curious where I got those notes

"Please smile for me Miss Armstrong."

"I know work is tough, but I can be your stress remover;)"

And I felt like my heart skipped a beat and I felt soft, I didn't know that I've collected this kind of things he gave me

"Eat up, Mrs. Armstrong :) -Husband."

And a drop of tear fell from the paper and I chuckled softly, looked at myself pathetically of what I thought, that why didn't he fight me?